Which do you prefer?
Marijuana, but I don't use it.
Why do you prefer it?
Because it can have positive effects for depressive and anxious people.
Alcohol is just.. meh. I know it makes people happy and they like the taste and such,
but that's just not my thing.
Is one more likely to be abused than the other?
I would say yes, it's more likely that Alcohol is getting abused, because
it is so much more easy to get it. Marijuana is (from what I know) still
illegal in most countries, which makes it a lot harder to get some.
Meanwhile Alcohol.. well, it's so incredibly easy to get some, it's actually crazy!
How has it affected your personal life?
It didn't affect me a lot. I mean, I only tried Alcohol once in my life, thanks to
my "friends" putting it into my orange juice without letting me know..
I was like "wtf is that awful tasting orange juice??".. so that is one way to get
laughed at and in some way closed out of a group. I was the only one not
drinking, even the 13yo girl (best friend of a friend, we were all 16, which is the legal
age to drink beer) was drinking. So I guess I can say that Alcohol has affect my life,
by making me be a outsider for not liking it and not going to parties like the "cool kids".
I also had a ex boyfriend who liked to drink a bit and he wasn't used to it, so he got
drunk pretty quick and he did never actually hurt me physically, but mentally he knew
how to get abusive, once he was drunk. :s
Marijuana on the other hand.. I only tried it once, got it from a friend of my now boyfriend,
because he is smoking it just like that and I was in the most depressive hole and my boyfriend
read that a specific kind of Marijuana can help make me feel better. So.. I tried it and goddamn,
that stuff tastes awful and sadly if had the opposite effect on me and made my feeling double,
which means if I felt sad I was extra sad. However, I never had such fun with my boyfriend's friend
before! We watched some stuff on the TV, ate Popcorn etc, so that made a positive effect.
It didn't actually "affect" my personal life, but I thought it was worth mentioning it!
Do you have a fear of one and not the other?
I wouldn't call it "fear", but well.. I do fear that someone from my family is getting addicted to it.
When my mother left my father, he found a new love (she is really a lovely woman, and they are
married now!) but I noticed that she was kind of motivating him to drink. Every. Single. Day.
A LOT. I did realise that he became addicted to it, because as soon as he came home from work
they started drinking. My brother was barely at home anymore and he didn't care, he said it's
his life and he is old enough to do what he wants to, which in some way is true.. but he was
definitely getting addicted. I talked to him about it and after a short time he did indeed cut it back
a whole bunch!! But now I am constantly worried of him, or anyone I know and care for is going to
be addicted to drinking. My biggest fear is that my boyfriend is going to start being addicted to
drinking. But it's very unlikely. He doesn't like alcohol and one glass of the only type he likes is
making him K.O. for the night, haha.
Which is more damaging to your body?
I haven't read any studies about it, but I'm pretty sure it's alcohol.
Which have you had a worse experience with?
Alcohol. We have something called "Dult" where I grew up, it's pretty much like a mini Oktoberfest.
Anyways, there is a bunch of drunk people around the clock. I was with a friend and our families there
and me and my friend were walking alone, while our families were just chilling on a sitting spot.
So.. time came for the firework show and we wanted to go to our families to watch it with them.
The thing is, we had to fight our way through a lot of drunk people and one happened to think it would
be fun to kick a little girl to the ground. Me being embarassed and getting laughed at by some +18 yo
guys standing up and running away and then I noticed, my arm was hurting badly and it was also pretty
roughened up. Luckily it was not broken, but that was the first (and only) time that I had to go to hospital
for possibly breaking a bone. Turned out it was just badly bruised (I don't know the english term for it)..
but still. That was the worst experience for me and I think that is also a reason why my anxiety for drunk
people / large amount of people has grown a lot.