Poem--warning it's pretty depresing

[SolaireOfAstora]

yeah no blurb, just verse. Not feeling the happiest, pretty upset tbh

Please enjoy my verse of sadness:

Spoiler

I wasn't always like this, I was happy for a while
I used to laugh, I used to smile
Now, I tell myself that I'm alright
To stop myself from crying almost every night
While tears run down my face,
I tell you, this world is just not my place
So, as they say I'm sorry
But just remember how you didn't worry
Using what I?ve got to be mean
So how truly self-conscious I am won't be seen
I've been trying to fix this awful sin
Then I realized, no one understands this place that I'm in
They never understand why I do it;
They think you do it to be rude, to be a hypocrite
It's not that I want to hurt you; I'm just in vain
Because all I really have is my brain
You don't know how much I cry,
praying silently, just asking why
Stuck in this cage, no escape;
Only my relentless rage
I'm sorry for what I do, I try to fight
Just looking for the light
I can't hold on any longer,
if anything happens,
I hope it makes you stronger
When I met you, I thought I had an ally
I guess I was wrong, so goodbye
I really have no friends at school, all alone I've always sat
If someone would even question the scars on my wrist, I'd blame my non-existent cat
I'd just sit alone there
Always wondering, how is this fair?
I won't come back, you won't even remember I'm gone
I'm not really meant to be dwelled on
Now I think it's about that time,
I'm going to leave and end this pointless rhyme
I hope you learned something about me
Even if we don't always agree
I want you to know, as I write,
That everyone is facing their own fight
I was never meant for this,
Never to be in eternal bliss
So I'll give this one more try:
Goodbye

Gonna go for a while now. Thank you for reading.

Mods can close if it's too depressing.

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why are there mods on everything I post now r i p

 

[Bunnilla]

omg this is deep. I don't know why anyone at school wouldn't be your friend? you are an awesome person c:

 

[Aquari]

you should enter it in the poetry contest!

 

[SolaireOfAstora]

omg this is deep. I don't know why anyone at school wouldn't be your friend? you are an awesome person c:

thank you. Half my post are being removed b/c i'm a problem these people need real jobs. Sorry, rant.

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you should enter it in the poetry contest!

Not the right type of poem

 

[ApolloJusticeAC]

Wow.

This is pretty relatable and good!

 

[Aquari]

Not the right type of poem

ah thats right, they have to be about fair huh

 

[SolaireOfAstora]

Wow.

This is pretty relatable and good!

thanks, mods are stalking every post I make now. rest in pieces painchri589

 

[jiny]

triggered!!1!1!!!

jk it's really good.

 

[namiieco]

Nice, it flows really well.

We need more stuff like this in the museum.

 

[SolaireOfAstora]

Nice, it flows really well.

We need more stuff like this in the museum.

Thank you. I just write whatever I'm feeling. I literally first wrote that off the ba in fb messages, then decided I kinda liked it and kept it.