[roleplay] 《 the Superior Race. Ψ 》. accepting!

[Leela]

(Oh I'm really sorry I hope you feel better soon)

 

[Sanaki]

(thanks. ._.)

 

[brownboy102]

I stand, once again just staring out into the lake.

"I'm...so confused.." I start to cry, my tears falling into the water, causing small ripples.

 

[Sanaki]

SYNDRA:​

As she learned of her grandmother's sacrifice, she walked to the end of the village into Miriam's mountainside palace where they both lived. She kneeled down in front of a statue of her once wise grandmother. "Why did you have to take her.. I'm sorry for not listening to you... Why did you have to leave me in this world alone? Am I to take your place in the throne since I am no longer evil?" She whispered to the statue. She had no idea what was next. Soon, her body began to transform and she floated in the air, life essence pouring inside of her. It was another chance at life thanks to Miriam, instead of being an undead Siren. "I can't thank you enough. I put the Sirens to rest grandmother.. Nami is dead.. I only did it because she drowned me but I promise its for the better that she's dead."

 

[brownboy102]

(Cool!)

I wondered something.

I'm...just a friend to her..?

I felt sad. Every time I thought about her, it was like I had a heart of glass, and that the memories just scratched it, and chipped it.

Is..it...best..to..love her..?

 

[Sanaki]

SYNDRA:​

Receiving no answer meant she had to wait it out. She sighed, bowing to the statue of her grandmother and she ran outside, trying to find the owl boy that was suffering. "Ugh, where is he.. I don't even know his name.."

 

[brownboy102]

I drop to my knee's, and put my hand gently into the water.

What..am I...doing to myself..?

 

[Sanaki]

SYNDRA:​

Syndra sighed as she couldn't find him. Where the hell did he go..

 

[brownboy102]

I felt like just jumping into the lake and floating down, but...

I would cause more grief to others...

 

[brownboy102]

(And then Janaff bumped the topic!)

 

[Sanaki]

idk how syndra is gonna find him

 

[brownboy102]

(Well, he is back at the lake...sooo...wouldn't that be the most ideal place for her to look? XD)

 

[Sanaki]

(theres like 4 lakes lol ._. but ok ill try)

 

[brownboy102]

(No, I mean the small lake he was at before; that is where he is now.)
My hand was still dipped in the water.

What..am I going to do..?

 

[Sanaki]

SYNDRA:​

Syndra walked around in search of Janaff again before reaching the railing that protected people from falling into the lake below. She decided to open the small gate and take the stairs down the side of the mountain, noticing the Owl boy once more. She walked up behind him and put her hand on his shoulder and leaned down. "Are you alright?" She said, her long hair flowing down her arm.

 

[brownboy102]

I shake my head.

"No..." I say.

"I..want to end it all." (Well, Janaff, I don't!)

 

[Sanaki]

SYNDRA:​

Syndra squinted. "Why? That wouldn't be logical, you know. It's just one person that you happened to fall in love with. It doesn't always work out the way you want it to. You realize I just lost my grandmother, right? But what can I do, sit back at grief over it forever? No.. I had to move on and thank her for her lovely sacrifice even though I've done practically nothing to ever help her. I've only hurt her, I didn't even get to say goodbye. I feel like a failure, but all I can do now is make her proud." Syndra explained, realizing she made it all about her and then looking down. "Sorry, this is about you. Not me."

kinda tempted to make one her forms pic, but idk

lol cool syndra gifs mayne

 

[brownboy102]

I put my hand in the water.

"I....." I crack up, already. "I..don't...kn-know...."

 

[Sanaki]

SYNDRA:​

"You know I don't normally sit here and talk to people as I am now. So.. I'm sorry, I'm not great with advice. I'm just trying to say that you need to keep moving forward even if she doesn't feel the same way." Syndra said, placing her fingertip under Janaff's chin and forcing him to face her. Her purple eyes always came off as intimidating.

 

[brownboy102]

"I..." I crack up again.

"This love..it's..chipping away at my heart...scratching..like my heart..is made of glass..."

"And I think the glass is about to break.."