wow, uh... that was so surreal
in the ten minutes or so leading up to totality, it was daylight outside but it felt so cold. it's odd to see the sun and not feel its rays, that's an experience I've never had before. I don't even remember that from the partial eclipse in 2017.
as it crept closer and closer, our porch light actually turned on, so I had to turn it off. it started to get darker and more hazy, and the birds stopped chirping. it was a bit eerie.
then of course, totality. and it's funny because you could hear people from miles around, screaming and cheering. it was kinda funny to hear that. but up to this point I was looking at the little sliver of light through my eclipse glasses, and once totality came, even the glasses went dark. I was just looking up at the sun. outside it looked like the early twilight hour, and it was only 3pm. I'm blessed in that there was only slight cloud coverage, so I could see the eclipse in all its wonder.
it was ethereal. I actually cried for a moment because it was absolutely breathtaking. I could see the solar rays surrounding the sun, and I could even see a few stars in the sky. in only a 5 minute window the lighting in the sky shifted so dramatically. I couldn't believe it, honestly.
this really gives new meaning to that line, "and everything under the sun is in tune, but the sun is eclipsed by the moon." I understand now just how much we as living creatures are impacted by the sun. it's hard to really put into perspective just how accustomed we are to its presence, until it hides its face for even a fleeting moment. it was almost scary in a way.
it was simultaneously beautiful and unnerving.
once it ended, the sky started to look hazy and grey, and the shadows became very visible again. before we knew it, it was daylight once more. still very odd, though; the atmosphere changes in a perplexing way during a solar eclipse. and the birds started to sing again, after falling silent for a short while. I wonder how they felt?
I'm hoping to go back out there in about half an hour, to see and feel the sun's warmth again. it only takes a few minutes of totality to realize just how important and amazing our sun is.
I tend to take moments just to admire the sun and our solar system, and seeing this gives me a newfound appreciation for it. at the moment of totality I was completely awe-stricken. it's incredible that the moon is perfectly positioned between the sun and Earth to allow us to experience something of this magnitude. and even though I've experienced it my whole life, going back outside to greet the sun once more in its entirety will be interesting in itself. as if meeting an old friend again.
one last thing. I actually feel a very deep connection to the moon, and seeing it in this state touched the most delicate parts of my soul. I feel blessed. it's surely something I'll never, ever forget.
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anyway, I'll put away my inner amateur novelist now. carry on, friends.