i only commented once when my name popped up, and since you guys pushed it harder, obviously i have to fight back harder. when sunshinetea brought their suspicions up, i said nothing in the thread.
i am not literally powerless, i was saying that there is no way for me to prove, meaning without a doubt, that i am town. i offer little leverage for you guys to believe me. it looks like i just seem more suspicious for defending myself than for staying silent.
i do not want to be forward and aggressive in the thread because that is not who i am (i am a really shy person, and even with this persona act, it still scares me when people pay attention to me). i am also not really in contact with anyone because of many reasons, but probably more because i have stunted myself in that regard. i have not gotten any response from the one person i truly tried to speak to, and i do not really trust anyone else enough to make that communication open (again, my problem)
that being said, i feel like i have sabotaged my chances with making that communication, because generally speaking, once someone is suspected publicly, it is not like people really want to communicate with that person.
all i really have to stand behind is my word, and again, i will say that i am green.