What Brings You Down The Most?

Heroin....and some benzos and other opiates too perhaps. Kidding aside though I guess cynics when it comes to the afterlife. It's hard to know if people know what I really know.
 
When im watching TV and fitbit
Commericals come on constantly
And it reminds me how i cant walk
And i just feel triggered. Many things on
Tv triger things such as those so I dont want tv much at all.
I cannot enjoy much entertainment because of it.
 
Seeing people having friends or others being in a happy relationship
 
For me it's when I have to think or talk about my future. I hate looking ahead. I'm truly worried what will come of me after college, when I get a job, etc. It scares me more than anything.
 
my parents + knowing the fact i haven't seen my best friend in a long time
 
When my Overwatch teammates really suck

Like sometimes a Mercy won't heal, people won't push the payload, all sorts of stuff. It sucks you know
 
The fact that my childhood is ending and I need to start worrying about bills and grades.
 
Whenever I have an existential crisis and think about how small my mortal life is compared to everything else in existence I can't help but think there's no point in living. I mean, after all if I'm going to just die and leave nothing behind what's the point. I might as well just sit here waiting for my inevitable death to obliterate me and all proof of my existence.

sorry for going all deep
 
My depression and anxiety. I feel ridiculous for not being able to do things that I should be able to do, and just..it's really hard, especially when my family (grandmother and father, specifically) make me feel like some sort of freak.

A friend of mine also is really good at bringing me down. Whenever she's upset, it's basically game over for me. And recently she's distanced herself from me, and she hasn't tried to contact me in 3 days. There's also a bunch of other stuff that has happened, such as she's said things to me before that she really shouldn't have (she's told me that I'm unwanted, that I'm heartless, and she even said once that she forgot about me). She says that she says things before she thinks about them, but a part of me can't help but feel there's some sort of truth in what she says. It's a rather toxic friendship, one that I think I'll have to end, since I'm tired of feeling this way. She doesn't make me happy anymore.

Its funny is like how we seem to over look so many of the things that could make u feel better in trade for thinks that increase heartships
one all most wishes for a blank slate of life .
 
For me it is definitely people, one individual in particular who I care too much about. Anyway that is not the point, I'm interested in what your guy's criteria are. List as many things as you like, but try to specify the one main thing if there is one.

Not everybody brings me down, but there is one person who I almost always have on my mind. I care too much about them which always pulls my mood down, especially when deep down I know that my thoughts of them are not appreciated and accepted.
 
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When people deliberately try to annoy me and Humans abusing animals.

My anxiety, depression and my thoughts in general.
 
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