What Brings You Down The Most?

Ex-friends from high school who just don't seem to care about friendship anymore. I guess i shouldn't be taking those "Lets hang out soon" or "I'll miss you" into any sort of consideration or with any seriousness. Like if your going to toss friendship out the window over a boyfriend, then id appreciate it if you could at least let me know instead of this deceptive nonsense. Making me get my hopes up is worse than straight up telling me, "I don't need/want you anymore."
 
People. Just people. Anytime I see anyone I immediately wonder and think about how happy they are and what a happy life they're living. True, they probably have a lot of problems just like everyone else, but they should feel happy and lucky that they have hope, faith, and love. You can't say you know what it's like to be truly depressed unless you're close to death, lost all your family/friends, and have no faith in anyone or anything other than death as a release.

I'm literally just waiting till I die so I can see what it's like behind the curtain. But while I'm here on this miserable planet I try my best to try to make others happy so they never have to feel or go through what I had to. But I suck at that so I just avoid everyone so I don't make anything worse.
 
What brings me down is when someone is whenever people close to me are sad, and when I'm around people in general. When I look and see the people next to me, 95% of the time it's snobby, rude, immature, pompous idiots who think they're too good for anyone else but themselves. They act like they own the world and everyone else living on it, and it gets me so mad! What also gets me pissed is when people act sorry for themselves when they have nothing to complain about. I don't know, that was my little rant. I also don't like racism.
 
I get really attached to fake characters. Pretty much any show or game I see, if something dramatic or heartbreaking happens to them, it makes me feel as if a close friend has been hurt and I just get so moody.
 
I guess what brings me down is that I worry too much over people's opinions of me and I start to lose confidence. basically I bring myself down
 
I'm similar to you!

I love and care about my boyfriend so so so much. He's really special and important to me. Due to that... I get sad a lot. My boyfriend doesn't purposely make me sad. I mean, he can be too blunt but never on purpose. Just sometimes I take things too seriously or overthink when it comes to him.

There are other things that bring me down but I felt like sharing the main one. c:
 
My crippling social anxiety. :/ It pretty much ****s me over in every aspect of my life.
 
the thought of my vacation getting closer to being over because I despise my job for the hell I have to go through there with it's dreadful environment and toxic coworkers..
 
When I don't get something I was expecting. That hurts me a lot. Especially when I expect something from people. But, not expecting anything is like way tougher for me to do.
 
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