What's bothering you?
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marzipanmermaid
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It's the anniversary of my cousin's suicide.
It's...still not real that she's gone and that she's been gone for a bit.
I miss her.
It's...still not real that she's gone and that she's been gone for a bit.
I miss her.
These earbuds
some kid stole them from my pocket, and threw them somewhere
so i had to jump and now they're tangled as hell
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These earbuds
some kid stole them from my pocket, and threw them somewhere
so i had to jump and now they're tangled as hell
some kid stole them from my pocket, and threw them somewhere
so i had to jump and now they're tangled as hell
- - - Post Merge - - -
These earbuds
some kid stole them from my pocket, and threw them somewhere
so i had to jump and now they're tangled as hell
Aaaand I ate too much, time to barf and collapse.
I am so sorry...
I love my cousins.I wouldn't know what i'd do if they died.
marzipanmermaid
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I am so sorry...
I love my cousins.I wouldn't know what i'd do if they died.
My family was really close and it just hasn't been the same since her passing.
It's weird because I lived to be older than her. I don't think she was even 20 when she took her own life.
That's surreal to me. She was the oldest out of all of us.
Everyone at my school, they just bother me. And apparently, our class (juniors) are the most hated class atm. I don't really care, it just bothers me because I'm a junior and I'm ashamed.
marzipanmermaid
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I'm jealous of all the happy, normal, functional couples who are in love and flourishing while I'm over here basically strangling my half of my relationship as my mental health metaphorically s***s the bed. I'm losing myself and us and him and it's not even my fault. If my obsessive thoughts are saying all this crap, maybe it is true. I don't even know anymore. Life's just unraveling and all I can think about is just awful things to do to myself to teach a lesson. I must've done something wrong for the shift to happen on Friday night and for my emotions/heart/control to still not be regained. The only stability and light in my life is being jeopardized; if I lose him, then I can't see much ahead of me.
I'm hungry but we don't have much of anything since money's tight. I just want some dry ramen. Hopefully going grocery shopping tomorrow because all that's in the fridge is condiments and orange juice.
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marzipanmermaid
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Well it was your first time, good thing it was practice though
I'm sure you'll do loads better next time
Well it was your first time, good thing it was practice though
I'm sure you'll do loads better next time
aww thanks! I hope so xD
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