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I stayed up until three in the morning last night drawing. Now I'm scared that I'm gonna wake up at 1 AM monday like I did today and miss my test. ;-;
 
I got up and ate a good breakfast... Why am I so shaky and nauseated? That's annoying...
 
I want to make a hot cup of chocolate

Can't decide whether to use Nutella OR Galaxy granules...

why is life full of decisions so complicated?
 
Procrastination is my biggest ***** right now. I'm failing 6 classes, and I already know which work to do if I want to catch up but I really don't feel like doing anything. I have to decide on which classes/electives to take next year and there is nothing fun to sign up for except being a Library assistant but you have to go through a whole long process if you want to be Library assistant. I don't want to sign up for band because I feel like everyone hates me there and there's a few people there that always make me in a bad mood and I don't want to deal with them. I can actually make a page long list of why I don't want to be in band anymore (even though I enjoy playing a music instrument). I don't want any teacher assistant classes because those are non-credit classes and I need as much credits as possible so I can get out of this **** hole. I hate how my school has no interesting classes. Also, I'm having trouble with Math and Chemistry but I'm scared to ask them for help because I know if I asked my Math teacher for help, the very first thing he would say is, "Maybe if you teens would stop using your cell phones and doing drugs and actually payed attention, you would pass this class.", or something like that. Just shut up, I asked for help not for your opinion on teens. And I'm scared to ask my Chemistry teacher for help because she has no inside voice, and she sucks at explaining things, which leaves me confused and I end up feeling stupid. This is why I rely on Google for any problems I'm having in school. The only class I'm actually passing is Agriculture, which is actually my least favorite class. Also, this week is our first Christmas performance which I'm not happy about because it means we have loads of other Christmas performances. I really hate public performances, especially when there are tourists watching.

My brain was all scattered while typing this, that's why it might seem disorganized.
 
My sister wants a 3DS and Animal Crossing for Christmas, but little does she know that ???: 1. She doesn't use the DS she has now (her excuse is that there is no good games, when I s2g that we have plenty of good games for her) and 2. She can't read. How are you going to manage playing AC or any game ever I mean come on, 3. You're going to bother me to play AC and I haven't touched my game in like 2 months. Sorry, I'm not giving you my clothing child. 4. you can't use 3D get a freakin 2DS it's cheaper and I kinda wish I had gotten it.
 
sometimes I feel like my friend copies me but idk??? sometime I just feel like they do but ugh like its kinda annoying but we're really close and stuff. like when we talk online and stuff I feel like they just say something just to relate I dunno but it's just bothering me . ignore me I don't even know
 
I made my dad mad because he kept asking me to make crepes (I can only make them when my sister is here and she is at college and they make me sick). I snapped and said why don't you make them yourself, he then replied with why don't you drive your self to school (to young to drive). Why don't you buy your own food? He is acting like a child when they don't get what they want and it just makes me upset that he is now mad because I said no.
 
Insomnia is killing me. ;-; It's almost midnight here, I have school tomorrow and two tests on top of that. I think my anxiety disorder may be keeping me up because I didn't study whatsoever for those tests but IDK. Honestly I want to get off the computer but when I do I always end up doodling or reading or doing anything else to keep me awake even though I'm super tired.
Also, my mom's stupid makeup guru videos are playing so loud that I can hear them from her room.
 
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