Ghost Soda
(he him or they them)
Being alive. So a few days ago I cut the living hell out of my arm because of my depression. Here's what is contributing:
-My ex, the one who I still wish I was with, is with someone else, having such a great and fun loving time while I am in the dark being absorbed by my self hatred
-Everyone in school is so happy and laughing with their friends and I always sit alone at the lunch table because they think I am weird or something and never want to talk to me
-I am going no where in life. I can't do anything right, and I am just an overall loser in life.
Can I just be dead already?
- I don't know the details of that but you should probably not worry about what your ex is doing, it'll only stress you out more.
- Unless everyone in school came up to you and told you that they think that or you can read their minds, just go out and talk to them, because chances are that even if there are a few that think that, not all of them do.
If you're self harming, though, you definitely need a professional to help.