What's Bothering You?

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all of my friendships are so precious to me but i just feel like i'm secure in only one at this point.
i always wonder when the others will leave me and it makes me want to cry just thinking about it.
i don't want to be abandoned again. i don't want to overthink everything. i don't want to be alone.
but i. really just don't know what to do anymore. i always feel like i'm doing something wrong now.

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happiness is temporary, nothing is forever. i hate this feeling i hate getting angry with myself
i hate fearing that the people most precious to me will leave me and it kills me inside and i just. hate myself
 
i have no friends. i lost my last one bc they were ignoring me and thats my biggest trigger
im homeschooled and thats done with so its just me and mom everyday. i don't want,. i just want a friend and to not wanna commit
 
lmao what a friend you are, I've had a quite toxic past with your boyfriend before and I know very well how much some of things he did hurt me, and now when you're told he was being insensitive to me all these years, you retaliate and tell other people I'm also like that? you've never once heard my side, never once asked what he's done to me, and you've never interacted with me that much for years so? not sure where you're getting that assumption?? I've talked to your boyfriend and we've had closure just yesterday, we're both mature enough to owe up to our mistakes and we're alright now. But I assume you wouldn't know, and you'd only like to make me look bad bc I made your boyfriend look bad in the past by telling people what he's done, you're that kind of immature and selfish person. I thought you were my friend. **** off.
 
i'm tired of you treating me this way. i had one major screw up with you, i apologized countless times, and now i ..
i just don't know if we're ever going to be like we were before that.

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how could you even threaten that when it destroyed me the first time.. and not care?
 
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omg this girl
can you hold off on mentioning my bf in every ig story of yours? hahaha.... seriously it's been like a week and you mention him in every other pic on your story when it's slightly related.

even my other friend found it weird so imagine what other people are going to think!
 
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Work. I want to laugh at my younger self in highschool for wanting to become older so bad so fast. There's so much responsibilities now with actual life-changing repercussions and the blame all goes to me.
 
^^Same tbh

Also tfw you really want to go outside but it's really hot and sticky so you want to stay inside but the indoors suck and you want to embrace the nice weather. This is when it would pay to have a pool.

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I saw your posts before you left. Where were you? Lol

Tbh I just never got on. I last got on May 8th because that was the day before I moved out of my dorm room. I've been busy trying to clean my rooms at home and get everything situated and organized.

I came back cause I really wanted blue rose collectibles and I missed my friends on here....
 
I'm not convinced I'm going to get my 50 lucky clovers tonight I think Janice might be busy
 
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