What's Bothering You?

Just a long random vent about my bed situation. However uninteresting it might be.

One day I commuted home from school and my bed was gone. Another person in my family wanted to get rid of her bed, so they swapped mine. (And didn't bother asking first).

Well, this new bed they placed in my room was falling apart. The frame was quite literally protruding straight out and I cut myself on it multiple times. Also I couldn't sit on the bed without it ricocheting everywhere. It also took up half my room and was way too big. So I quietly moved to the couch and started sleeping there permanently.

This morning I'm told another new bed. It's an air mattress. And it's way too big and low to the ground. I had to place a chair in the room so I don't have to strain my neck to see the TV.

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I'm just one person. I don't want 50% of my room space taken up. I've mentioned this before. My original bed was fine and I never wanted it switched.

Then I got complained at when I mentioned I was just going to keep sleeping on the couch. (I'm honestly fine with the couch). I'm half tempted to deflate this thing so I can have my room back.

Although it will get me snipped at.
 
I normally wouldn’t complain about this, but it’s now time. I have not won a spooky lantern collectible this event. Since all of the other recognizable members won more than one award collectible, that leaves me as the only one of these guys to win just one of them. I’m falling behind everyone.
 
I didn’t expecting to win or be nominated at all this time, but still I can’t help feeling a bit disappointed. I really pushed myself hard this event even with burnout. I need to stop wanting to win. I’d be more disappointed though if it was a animated collectible that I liked, so I I’m going to still keep trying. The disappointment isn’t as bad this time, but I’m still feeling a little discouraged.

On a plus, I’m happy with how I got the hang of digital drawing on that app (at least simple stuff) in a short time. I’m happy people liked my entries too. I think I’ve improved on my acnh designs too.
Well there’s still the House of Nightmares raffle. I may have complained about not winning a lantern, but I hope you win that raffle so you can have the lantern.
 
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