What's Bothering You?

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I'm feeling anxious. I usually feel this way when I'm at home. It's just, I can't stand living here much longer. My mental health has been getting worse. The rest of my family have absolutely no idea what kind of hell goes on in the house. You people all see my mother as a sweet and caring person, but I don't think you realize what she's like when you all have left. You people do not realize what she's actually like on a daily basis. I just want to get my ass out of this place.
 
So tired... I slept for 12 hours last night and I only woke up because my mom got me up (I never sleep in until 1pm so it was kinda strange). I'm feeling really lonely again, because my kitten is gone. And I'm stressing out because i have a trip to go to in like 2 days and I'm absolutely dreading it, like just thinking about it stresses me out really bad.



I need a serious change in my life.
 
I absolutely never appreciate

set ups with someone without one’s consent or the knowledge that they’re so not their type + are not interested in romantic relationships
Stop prying
Stop meddling
You are not doing me a favor, you are ANNOYING.
 
I was on a 150 chain streak trying to hunt for a shiny Absol....

Then for some reason I talked to a trainer and he wanted to battle me.

So my chain is broken.



I'll never get a shiny Absol...

EDIT: K apparently shiny chances don't depend on chains so maybe my life isn't over just yet :)
 
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****ing german exam
i cant memorise 31 pages of vocab in a week are you crazy

on top of that i have to study for all the other subjects
 
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I feel really hungry (I've barely eaten today and I've been up for about 7 hours) but a lot of times I find that I'm really angry at myself after I eat so I keep avoiding it as much as possible.

I think I need to see a specialist before I develop a disorder...
 
I couldn't sleep last night and ended up falling asleep at 6:30 am or so. I woke up around 3 pm and I'm hungry, but I'm just waiting for dinner :/
 
yea uhhh im not sure how i feel about this dude im kinda friends w being Like This bc that’s just rly weird, he’s like 35 and he knows about my issues so im like..... dude..... just bc it’s not illegal doesnt mean it’s all good
 
Every time I see someone walking their dog.
Every time my friends post pictures of their pets on instagram or facebook.

I think about my sick dog who sleeps in my bedroom at home while I'm off at grad school. And how he isn't getting better. :(
 
yea uhhh im not sure how i feel about this dude im kinda friends w being Like This bc that’s just rly weird, he’s like 35 and he knows about my issues so im like..... dude..... just bc it’s not illegal doesnt mean it’s all good

Eh, age is just a number. If he's a good friend and supportive, why not?

Also, I legit just spilt half of my coffee all over my white shirt at uni ):< I spent like 10 mins in the bathroom trying to get it off while also dodging other people who are coming in.
 
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