It's official, my baby (kitten) Luca has to be taken away... I love you so much. You've kept me company in my darkest times for some time now, and I'll miss you. </3
It's official, my baby (kitten) Luca has to be taken away... I love you so much. You've kept me company in my darkest times for some time now, and I'll miss you. </3
Ah they're visiting, I see. Well, while I agree with what your friend said, also I feel like just letting it go as it goes naturally would look better. 'Cause, even just by reading what you said, I can assume your crush is not small. When it's not casual one and you brought it up and knew they didn't have special feelings for you, it'd make you down. It would pain you to try acting the same as before - as friends. That kind of pain isn't worth. Not be scared and just showing yourself as you feel ( including getting all blushed! haha. ) would be better, I guess. Even if they aren't feeling that way immediately, it's okay for you to feel that way to them. Because why not?i can kind of relate to this feeling of really enjoying having a crush and not saying anything...
but at the same time, part of me likes the idea of maybe eventually having more than just a crush.. like, i have no problem sitting in my feels right now, but they're coming to visit at the end on the month and again in febuary to hang out and i'm just, i don't wanna act a fool because i have this big stinking crush on them and don't know how to act normal. like i've been notorious lately for saying the stupidest **** in front of them and i mean they laughed and thought its cute and yadda yadda but i feel like in person i'm not going to be able to hide the fact that anytime they say anything to me or even look at me i'm going to blush like a middle school girl. i am not prepared for that kind of embarrassment. part of me would rather know its unrequited and just like, take a step back and stop trying to test the waters.. but man, crushes are so ****ing weird for me sometimes. i need an adult. i'm almost 25 and still don't understand how to crush normally.
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Wow odd coincidence. Sorry to hear, car accident and things that come with it must be exhausting; but it was good that no one got hurt.My husband was in a car accident on his way home from work. Thankfully neither the other driver nor my husband were. the other driver's car has very little damage but our van which we've done some modifications to so we can transport my electric mobility chair easily is badly damaged. The front end is sort of... crunched. I'm hoping it can be repaired.
Wow odd coincidence. Sorry to hear, car accident and things that come with it must be exhausting; but it was good that no one got hurt.
Any particular reason you’ve chosen to behave like a toddler today dad?
If you're going to kick my kitten out of the house and rip my heart out, please at least give me time to find her a loving home or at least a no-kill organization. She'll no longer be a stray cat, she deserves better </3
@Sheila: thanks love, hanging in there x