What's Bothering You?

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when u wait all week for an anime episode and it's disappointing af :(
 
I wanna spend my eggs and sign off just to get this damn aggravating event over with, but at the same time I don't. If I can save eggs I would but I don't think it's possible.
 
I need to email my classmates to collect data for an assignment but I'm getting really scared and nervous every time I've thought to send it, I need the data back quick but if I keep holding it off I won't meet the deadline since I'll need to set out the data, analyse and come up with a conclusion but I just can't send it aaaaaaaaa
 
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I don't know why I do this.

I'm just so behind in school, and I've got a lot of catching up to do. It makes me a bit anxious. Yet, I'm doing nothing besides listening to my mother, who's in the kitchen preaching and reciting religious crap to my grandma. I just don't understand myself sometimes. I'm just letting this feeling of anxiousness eat me alive. I don't know.
 
Not to be dramatic or anything but I cannot handle my school work at this point & I'm going to fail at least one class because of it & I think I will go on academic probation. Lol. I'm fine.
 
i'm probably gonna miss all the other restocks bc i'm gonna be in school all week so all my work was for nothing woohoo
 

False tbh. When you die you have no more opportunities to take on. Trust me I was in this boat just a year ago. I didn't have my license, wasn't in school, and wasn't working either. I was suspended from my last college because of a loud and disruptive mental breakdown in my dormitory building. I was so lonely bc all my friends were doing awesome stuff, in school, getting their licenses, all that. and too busy to hang out. Not that it mattered bc I was too depressed to want to go out much anyway and all I did was sleep and watch tv all day. My mother shamed me constantly because she had so many expectations and I just wasn't living up to them at the time. I was 20, and had this exact same mindset. I even ended up in the hospital for a couple weeks because I actually acted on that mindset.

When I got out, I started trying to change my life around.
In under a year I got my license, started working a part-time job with short but crazy hours and am now a full-time student (tuition with the help of my mother and reimbursement from the company I work for). I'm entering my third year next Fall.

Life is full of ups and downs. Just because you aren't taking life on at the same pace as other people or missed more opportunities doesn't mean you need to keep missing out on them!

The average human life span is currently 79 years, and you're still only 21 (sorry I peeped your profile, I am too)
That's a lot of time to get well and make it somewhere you can be happy in in life. =)
 
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Eating healthy, actually pretty easy. It's ignoring other addictions that's hard. But one step at a time. So sick of being sick.
 

I'm so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. I do want to say though that I promise you that things will be different in the future: the beautiful thing about time passing and getting older is that we meet plenty of people along the way & we learn from experiences in many different situations (at work, at school, with friends, with family, on online forums like these, ..). We grow because of all of these.

When I was your age I also felt pretty lost for various reasons and I didn't have the slightest clue of where I was going, and why I was going there for. I think that's quite a normal feeling to have in your early twenties: life can be so daunting if it doesn't turn out to be like you expected it to be as a teenager. We have such high expectations of life that are so hard to see realised because reality can be very different, I know I did. However in the meanwhile I've graduated, found a great job, met my other half, .. You really never know where life is going to take you. I know it's hard to trust life with these things, or any random stranger like myself giving advice on the internet, but no-one really ever finds out their "one purpose" in life. However, you do eventually grow more into being yourself and being happy with who you are, and that'll bring you most of the things you are now missing so much. And I think that counts as a great purpose :)
 
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i was happy bc my lips looked nice for once then i dropped toothpaste down my top. what a way to ruin my mood
 
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