not feeling good right now; kinda feeling clammy. i hope i’m not getting sick. i probably need to dust and vaccuum…
Also having social anxiety. I did a follow up to something since I didn’t want to drag a conversation on. I’m worried that it might come across wrong or what I had said earlier.
Off and on at night my feet hurt like they have the need to be squeezed. Like an intense soreness that is just there. I tried using my leg sleeve things (it has feet too) and it helps but only temporarily. It has a timer, I don't think you are suppose to use it beyond the timer because it may be a vascular risk idk.
I've been trying to keep myself distracted since my mental health was really bad last month but every so often something will come up that I wasn't expecting and I will be unhappy with everything again. Feels like everyday now I secretly get mad about something very specific I can't get myself to address. I don't like confrontation and it's a very difficult situation.
So, I have progressed to the next stage of an apprenticeship, the only problem with this next stage is that they want me to answer certain questions via a video recording, not an interview, no, I have to sit down and record myself answering a question outloud and I am extremely uncomfortable with this.
I don't know why I am feeling like this, but I just don't like it this way?
Aparently, I will have ten mins to preprare for each question but that just stresses me out even more. I don't even know what to do about this.
