What's Bothering You?

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im at a sleep over and have been awake for 3 hours whilst my friend is still asleep

i hate being a light sleeper sometimes
 
i hate morning in the autumn, go die "crispy cold time that will kill yer nose" times.

also i wanna splurge on that dress but..
 
i really miss a few years ago when i actively enjoyed things (like new leaf, reading, school, etc). i don’t know what happened to me
 
i really miss a few years ago when i actively enjoyed things (like new leaf, reading, school, etc). i don’t know what happened to me

I can relate. I definitely don’t enjoy things as much as I used to.
 
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I just wanna go home and sleep lmao
 
I feeling slightly under the weather and I have somewhere important to go to tomorrow. Great timing for sure.
 
No one is as perfect as her. Born in the year of the dog, she never lies. She was so beautiful back then, everyone adored her. She's flawless in every way.

And yet, she's lied before about what I've said or done, causing my grandma to get furious with me for something that I didn't do. She's blamed me for kicking over the trash can, when it was actually her losing her temper. She uses me to get back at my grandma, and says that I've said this or that, when I'm just trying to be civil. She lied to my case worker, saying that she would never threaten me, when she has held a knife in front of me before, and has gotten physical with me.

And, everyone thought she was so beautiful back then. She would compare herself to me, saying that she was much more into her appearance than I was when she was my age. She knew how to dress up, and would take the time to go out and make herself pretty. I shouldn't waste my time with trivial things such as my contamination rituals, she says. I should be taking the time to make myself pretty instead. Whenever I put on makeup, she seems to view me differently. Like I'm suddenly beautiful.

I'm tired of dealing with her pompous attitude. She thinks so highly of herself, and picks on the rest of the family on how they're not perfect like her. Even my grandparents. And I know that under that persona of hers, she's quite insecure and emotionally unstable. I've seen her wail out on the floor. I've seen her throw things. I've seen her scream at my grandma, telling her how awful of a parent she was to her. She's lashed out at me, both verbally and physically. She has said that I wanted her to die, on multiple occasions. She says that she cannot wait until I come of age so she can kick me out, and yet, she's quite insecure about letting me go. I don't want to deal with this anymore.
 
i was just harassed at a poetry event i was involved with tonight and i'm very disgusted by it
 
You delete a lot of posts.

Sometimes when people are angry / bothered by something they write without thinking
and once they are more calm they might regret what they wrote and want it to be gone. :p




I want to continue renovating the house but my boyfriend would
be disappointed if I ditch the shelter once again for something..
but I am soo unmotivated to go at the moment, especially
after someone was somewhat talking bad about me for not
being french.. and someone else talked right in front of me
about me being a "wimp" for not wanting to go to the hole
where they throw away the catpoop, because I puke from the smell.
I love when people think I don't understand them.. :|
 
I just can't get a day off. I was excited to have 3 days off but nooo, one of my coworkers who has been complaining about the workload these past few days CALLED OUT. Like, you have gotta be kidding me. You really. Have got. To be kidding.

She's been really annoying lately complaining about how much work there is left to do at the end of the day and how she won't clock out on time. But she never clocks out on time for her closing shift to begin with so like what's the difference? Even when my asst manager helped pack stuff with me while on her break she still complains about what is left. Like just do your damn job! You talk to the customers then right after want to tell me to chop chop. I don't sit around and talk to customers, I get my job done and I get it done on time.

So instead of having a day off, I ended up working a full 7 days in a row, just because she didn't want to have alot to do for her shift. So, thanks for taking away one of my days off. Over these past few weeks she has been steady annoying and this just, it tops it. Just cause she doesn't want alot of work to do.
 
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