What's Bothering You?

Status
Not open for further replies.
I am SO sick of my store treating me like **** and getting on MY ass. I am doing my job god damn it! I've been busting my ass in the heat and cleaning up **** for you guys all summer! All you see YOU *******s do is talk! You guys can't even get next weeks schedule up and it's Friday for ****'s sake! August 25-31 is NOT the current schedule! How's about you do YOUR job! Idiots. -___-
 
with every fiber of my being all I want is yogurt but there is none in the house
 
I feel less hopeful now after hearing that my family is extremely against me staying at my friend's house now. Been feeling a bit depressed throughout the day. I wanted this to be a chance to somehow escape for a little bit. With my contamination fears and all. This may have been too much, but I had fantasized about living there for awhile. Just to help with my mental health. But now my family refuses. I wanted to escape.
 
Last edited:
Wow I was just trying to read a book for my history class and all of sudden I feel sick to my stomach?? :/
 
I feel less hopeful now after hearing that my family is extremely against me staying at my friend's house now. Been feeling a bit depressed throughout the day. I wanted this to be a chance to somehow escape for a little bit. With my contamination fears and all. This may have been too much, but I had fantasized about living there for awhile. Just to help with my mental health. But now my family refuses. I wanted to escape.

If you are over 18 you are free to do as you please... though you only plan to stay there and I fear your family may not open the door again for you. It hurts to live with toxic people who just don't care how miserable they are making you. My family was like that with me all the time growing up. They enjoyed tormenting the hell out of me, but everyone grew up and aren't like that with me anymore thank god. I hope your housemates chill the hell out and actually stop and realize how they are making you feel. Please hang in there! :)

btw what do you mean by contamination?
 
I?m just smart enough to know how stupid I really am for the most part. I can?t figure out how to do attachments and I really wanted to post some pictures.

And I?d say it sounds like you need some cough suppressant Stella-Io but I?d feel awkward...

Oh I haven't exactly heard of those, but def sounds like somethin I need. I hate coughing at work since I'm in the food industry... surrounded by food... that I hand to customers... alot. I'll def look for those next time I work since this cough doesn't seem to be letting up.

Also relate, I feel dumb alot, and ots not always skmwthkn that challenges my intelligence, sometimes it can be taking directions or a task. I also need repetition and constant doing of the task to get it ingrained in me so it becomes second nature.
Also to upload images, you can click on the thing that looks like a tree in a square and upload from the computer/phone or insert the hyperlink of the image. Hyperlinks work better, sometimes images wont even upload. Plus when you upload straight to the site, it takes 2 tbt per pic you post. If you have tumblr I can tell you exactly how to upload with a hyperlink. Other people use the
 
If you are over 18 you are free to do as you please... though you only plan to stay there and I fear your family may not open the door again for you. It hurts to live with toxic people who just don't care how miserable they are making you. My family was like that with me all the time growing up. They enjoyed tormenting the hell out of me, but everyone grew up and aren't like that with me anymore thank god. I hope your housemates chill the hell out and actually stop and realize how they are making you feel. Please hang in there! :)

btw what do you mean by contamination?

Unfortunately, I'm 17. I'm not a legal adult yet.

I'm sorry you had to live like that. I'm very glad that they've changed. Well, I've been diagnosed with contamination OCD - I do all these rituals because I fear of getting 'contaminated', and it isn't just hand washing. It's gotten pretty extreme. I'm usually late to school and things because of it. There's a certain way I do things to avoid being 'contaminated', and I'm uncomfortable touching most things in the house. I'm not able to do certain chores, and I honestly would like to, because I feel like a burden on my family. My family's a bit unhygienic, and I've seen them do things... really, that involve feces and blood and such. Maybe a bit tmi, but they're habits really do bother me... and they don't believe that it's gross. I can't really handle it. Which is why my therapist wanted to persuade my mom into letting me stay at my friend's house, since I'm hoping that I'll be able to become less anxious about germs there (and hopefully be able to do some behavioral exposure therapy). However, my family's a bit overprotective, and they don't understand it. There's some other reasons why I'd like to stay at my friend's house as well, and my therapist knows about it. They're not good for my mental health either. I just hope they'll change their minds. They are willing to let me stay at a hotel or something, but I'd rather my friend's.
 
Oh I haven't exactly heard of those, but def sounds like somethin I need. I hate coughing at work since I'm in the food industry... surrounded by food... that I hand to customers... alot. I'll def look for those next time I work since this cough doesn't seem to be letting up.

Also relate, I feel dumb alot, and ots not always skmwthkn that challenges my intelligence, sometimes it can be taking directions or a task. I also need repetition and constant doing of the task to get it ingrained in me so it becomes second nature.
Also to upload images, you can click on the thing that looks like a tree in a square and upload from the computer/phone or insert the hyperlink of the image. Hyperlinks work better, sometimes images wont even upload. Plus when you upload straight to the site, it takes 2 tbt per pic you post. If you have tumblr I can tell you exactly how to upload with a hyperlink. Other people use the tag, but I'm not so skilled with that so I don't know how it exactly works.[/QUOTE]

Oh! I found the tree! Now I?ll go read about tbt bells because I really want to post my new map... My computer illiteracy knows no bounds though and I?m going to attempt my first reply with quote... fingers crossed. Thank you so much for the info and I hope you get better soon

[COLOR="silver"]- - - Post Merge - - -[/COLOR]

It worked ?! I’ll research tomorrow though because I’ve got to go catch a rainbow stag and a Saddled Bichir right now.
 
Unfortunately, I'm 17. I'm not a legal adult yet.

I'm sorry you had to live like that. I'm very glad that they've changed. Well, I've been diagnosed with contamination OCD - I do all these rituals because I fear of getting 'contaminated', and it isn't just hand washing. It's gotten pretty extreme. I'm usually late to school and things because of it. There's a certain way I do things to avoid being 'contaminated', and I'm uncomfortable touching most things in the house. I'm not able to do certain chores, and I honestly would like to, because I feel like a burden on my family. My family's a bit unhygienic, and I've seen them do things... really, that involve feces and blood and such. Maybe a bit tmi, but they're habits really do bother me... and they don't believe that it's gross. I can't really handle it. Which is why my therapist wanted to persuade my mom into letting me stay at my friend's house, since I'm hoping that I'll be able to become less anxious about germs there (and hopefully be able to do some behavioral exposure therapy). However, my family's a bit overprotective, and they don't understand it. There's some other reasons why I'd like to stay at my friend's house as well, and my therapist knows about it. They're not good for my mental health either. I just hope they'll change their minds. They are willing to let me stay at a hotel or something, but I'd rather my friend's.

Yessss someone else knows how I feel. I admit it, I've become a big germaphobe when I was 15. I mean, I don't do rituals, but I don't want to touch certain things like certain stuff, but also things after I feel it's become... contaminated. Like if I know someone who doesn't wash their hands touch a door knob, I try to avoid touching with my hands or clean it with a wipe. I do admit, it becomes a bit ridiculous and interferes with work and such... but not to an extreme extent. Some just find me very weird and germaphobic. You know what though? My family is the same way. Half of them don't was their hands after using the bathroom some times. Some don't wash their hands... ever. They pick their nose. They touch their private parts. My brother's friend even shoves his finger up his ****ing ass and without any shame whatsoever. Then they touch everything in the house, even the ****ing food. I'm too afraid to make myself lunch now. I hate it. I am so ****ing tired of living with it. And it appears I am the only one in the house who's bothered by it. I'm too afraid to say anything because by pointing it out I will seem like a germaphobe. They always shame me for "washing my hands too much" and wasting soup" Well gee, you wonder why huh? -__-
 
When you have to read stuff online and you can't print it out or even download like, a pdf or stuff? Like I can't just take notes and then like "ayy gonna remember it all". Better look for a pdf or stuff
 
I remember when being much younger one of my first instances of being "clever" was we I had said "I sure sat a lot on a Saturday like it's meant that"

Well little me I wish, but there hasn't been just only that for a Sat in a long time now.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Back
Top