What's Bothering You?

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i'm going Through It and i've been drunk at least twice a day every day since i turned 21. arguably that was only 5 days ago, but still. not heading down a great path.
 
okay i’ve had ENOUGH we have a spider problem in my house and i’m done! I CANT DO IT ANYMORE. there are at LEAST five spiders in my room EVERY night that are 3 inches long and i’m sick of it. i cant stomach it anymore.
 
^The amount of spiders I've caught in my room over the years is ridiculous.

Anyways, what's bothering me is how freaking itchy I am.
 
okay i’ve had ENOUGH we have a spider problem in my house and i’m done! I CANT DO IT ANYMORE. there are at LEAST five spiders in my room EVERY night that are 3 inches long and i’m sick of it. i cant stomach it anymore.

Oh my God, I would die if that happened to me. ;-;
 
Omg I can relate to you both so much! There was literally a spider sitting on my hand earlier today! I seriously ran away screaming! The little jerk was on my bed taunting me! I think it's still here but have to brave it for the night...
I hope you guys will be alright and don't let those jerk spiders get to you! We gotta be brave!
 
Still got some schoolwork to get done.

Also, my mother. I care about her, but she's a narcissist. She's said and done things that make me label her as such. Anyways, what's bothering me specifically is that she doesn't really ask me how I'm doing, or how school went. Maybe it's a tiny thing to get upset about, but lately I've been asking her how work went. And, she vents to me in the car sometimes about it. Because everyone needs to vent and let it all out somewhere, I guess. I wish she did the same for me. I'd rather open up to my friends than her. She'll probably criticize me for feeling that way, or maybe she'll downplay my situation and compare them to hers. She has laughed at me in the past and also screamed at me for having a mental breakdown before. I don't really trust her to open up to. Anyways, it's just... a bit upsetting that she's not doing the same for me.
 
Tbh I'm bothered just by imagining the frequency and size of spiders in your guys' rooms.

Every night as it gets closer to sunset, and then later again approaching bedtime, I start feeling gloomy. I want to be with my partner, but have to hold back due to a whole bunch of other, very bothersome, circumstances.
 
^ Same

I?ve been trying to sleep for the past 3+ hours, and I?m at the point where I?m constantly fidgeting because I?m hyper-aware of everything touching my body (the mattress, sheets, creases, my hair etc.) Does this happen to anyone else? X.x
 
^ Same

I’ve been trying to sleep for the past 3+ hours, and I’m at the point where I’m constantly fidgeting because I’m hyper-aware of everything touching my body (the mattress, sheets, creases, my hair etc.) Does this happen to anyone else? X.x

Yep not necessarily tonight, as I'm just restless, but I've had that happen. My head spins with it as well, and I can pin point exactly where my cat is running around at in the other room with my hearing alone. It's pretty terrifying, sorry that's happening to you.
 
Still got some schoolwork to get done.

Also, my mother. I care about her, but she's a narcissist. She's said and done things that make me label her as such. Anyways, what's bothering me specifically is that she doesn't really ask me how I'm doing, or how school went. Maybe it's a tiny thing to get upset about, but lately I've been asking her how work went. And, she vents to me in the car sometimes about it. Because everyone needs to vent and let it all out somewhere, I guess. I wish she did the same for me. I'd rather open up to my friends than her. She'll probably criticize me for feeling that way, or maybe she'll downplay my situation and compare them to hers. She has laughed at me in the past and also screamed at me for having a mental breakdown before. I don't really trust her to open up to. Anyways, it's just... a bit upsetting that she's not doing the same for me.

Yeah that's happened to me, a couple times actually. I mean I KNOW I'm not perfect and I've put people through a lot but I can only take so much!!
 
I think I'm gonna try to lighten my work load a bit next semester. I've been doing nothing but heavy work for the last four semesters plus this one, so it would be nice to catch a break at some point.
 
My horrible memory! I can't remember jack****! My own fault though....I blame all the freaking benzos I've been taking.
 
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