What's Bothering You?

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how in de hell do people resize their art to 100 px and still have it look good yall wizards
 
I feel so insecure with my art and am always comparing myself with others. I'm 27 and I have no social life. I still live with my in-laws and I can't get a job bc of my disability. I want to be a writer but I also have attention issues which make it hard for me to concentrate on any given thing.


I can't make any friends no matter how hard I try because I'm such a boring person with no personality. All I ever do is spam cutesy faces and try to be overly sweet bc I don't want people to think I'm an unapproachable person. I feel literally invisible to the world. Like I don't exist. I have a tendency to allow myself to get insecure and believe the people trying to communicate with me, hate me. It always ends up with me distancing myself to the point where people don't talk to me bc they feel I'm standoffish and can easily abandon friends.

When people talk and I try to push myself to join in, they always stare and ignore me and continue talking amongst themselves. My wife is super kind to me and always there but I do feel like a burden sometimes because I never leave the house really and I'm overly sensitive and a crybaby at times.

I also miss roleplaying a lot but I find it difficult to concentrate.

My family has pretty much abandoned me and only talk to me out of obligation at times. I never call, I never text I just don't communicate very well and I'm one of the only introverts in my VERY extroverted family so it's hard to find common ground and I'm always a killjoy to them.

I hate myself. I feel like a waste of space.

I try to push myself to improve... Like lose weight, put on makeup, cut my hair in different ways but I'm literally so ugly and repulsive. I have anxiety and I hate it. I feel like there's a constant weight in my chest.

I'm just so... ah.
 
How does one go ago about being horrible, and uninteresting enough to have mods bend over for me at my whim?

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Any tips?
 
How does one go ago about being horrible, and uninteresting enough to have mods bend over for me at my whim?

Had another post deleted

Any tips?

If it's not for a good reason, tell another mod about it.
That's abuse of power, if they don't have a reason for it..
 
I'm starting to think even a simply "Hey" is enough for them to be like "WATCH HER"

As Princess Mipha said, feel free to contact me. Alternatively you could make a thread in Contact the Staff where all admins and mods can see. If there's a problem we absolutely encourage you to talk to us rather than keeping it to yourself.

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It's 3pm and I'm only just sitting down for lunch. Can't even take my full hour cos I need to be back in the lab in 20. :(
 
I'm angry at myself because I overreacted about something which isn't such a big problem at all.
My dad's right, I need to chill and take certain things easy...
 
Still haven't really sorted out the things with the person.
Also because of that I couldn't eat anything all day. Like, the only thing that is in my belly is water and a glass of Cola Zero.
At one point I felt really hungry, made some food but then ended up not being able to eat it and by now I am not even feeling
the hunger anymore..
 
I'm so done with my family's hypocrisy. **** them!
 
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