What's Bothering You?

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My cats knocked down my phone while it was charging.. it seems as the charginghole on the phone is now bent
and now it's very sensitive with charging T-T

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Wow ok. Nevermind. Don't tell me you got an actual answer from europcar, yeah.. let me be an idiot who calls them again and again to resolve your ****. Thanks.
 
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My teacher, and to an extent the group who think she is really good, I guess they had similar teachers and knows to adapt and I'm just dumb cause I don't get what she(teacher) wants that well..? Idk. She used the whiteboard like once in these times, probs because another girl was there watching her as part of some education but still... ugh. Can't be soon enough the next part of the course/class starts.

If you wonder why I semi-hate her so much is because she can't teach us and wants us to answer everything and "guess" what she wants as for discussing the literature, and she almost never repeat what we read in a good way, or the areas the paper covered. I mean we did lyric/poetry twice cause there were a lot by then but she didn't help. Also she has some hidden agenda on what we should analyze (and apparently what is not analyze-able). Also she doesn't encourage to any discussion at all, and basically take whatever she wants for the right and everything else/everyone else is wrong... Also it doesn't feel like the first class in literature you would take but that's just me. I just hope this Woolf novel will be good to discuss or... idk. Bleeeeh.

Sorry for the rant but tl;dr my teacher sucks major golf balls ://
 
As someone who makes money selling art, having the colors on my new laptop be so drastically different from my old one / phone just makes me wanna cry literally every time I have to color something. I finish it, look at it on my phone, and see just how terrible it looks lmao. I hate thiiiiiiiiiiis.
 
Pixori said:
I feel so insecure with my art and am always comparing myself with others. I'm 27 and I have no social life. I still live with my in-laws and I can't get a job bc of my disability. I want to be a writer but I also have attention issues which make it hard for me to concentrate on any given thing.


I can't make any friends no matter how hard I try because I'm such a boring person with no personality. All I ever do is spam cutesy faces and try to be overly sweet bc I don't want people to think I'm an unapproachable person. I feel literally invisible to the world. Like I don't exist. I have a tendency to allow myself to get insecure and believe the people trying to communicate with me, hate me. It always ends up with me distancing myself to the point where people don't talk to me bc they feel I'm standoffish and can easily abandon friends.

When people talk and I try to push myself to join in, they always stare and ignore me and continue talking amongst themselves. My wife is super kind to me and always there but I do feel like a burden sometimes because I never leave the house really and I'm overly sensitive and a crybaby at times.

I also miss roleplaying a lot but I find it difficult to concentrate.

My family has pretty much abandoned me and only talk to me out of obligation at times. I never call, I never text I just don't communicate very well and I'm one of the only introverts in my VERY extroverted family so it's hard to find common ground and I'm always a killjoy to them.

I hate myself. I feel like a waste of space.

I try to push myself to improve... Like lose weight, put on makeup, cut my hair in different ways but I'm literally so ugly and repulsive. I have anxiety and I hate it. I feel like there's a constant weight in my chest.

I'm just so... ah.
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Hey, I know this is late, but I just wanted to say you?re not alone in feeling this way. I know others who are insecure with their art, and I think it just takes a lot of consistent, good practice to get better at it (I?m not an artist myself, just what I heard). I can definitely relate to feeling invisible and not being able to make friends or feeling like I don?t have much personality. I?m also more of an introvert as well. I also don?t feel like my appearance is that great as well.

I would just say to start trying to think about positive things, things that you DO like about life and yourself. Also, not necessarily putting yourself out there, but helping others and being positive towards others can help as well. I think the more people realize you want to help them the more they?ll want to try and help you as well, whether it?s something serious like giving help with a task or skills, or even anything as basic as talking to each other about how each other is doing and giving each other motivation to get through the day/week/etc. All of that is what I do anyway.

I hope that you can stop feeling this way soon and start feeling more confident about things. ^^
 
Carphone warehouse are awful. I'm blocking a new number everyday - they just keep calling from new ones! :mad:
 
I've been pretty emotional tonight. Just, my English teacher seems to be a considerate and kind-hearted person. I was crying quite a lot in the bathroom earlier, because of a daydream I had in there. I was in his class, and one of his young daughters was in the room. My teacher was playing with her, and seemed to care for his daughter very much. "Awesome! I'm so proud of you!"
... I imagined him saying these encouraging things. That thought had me bawling my eyes out. His daughters are so lucky.
 
Headache...mostly from thinking too much!
 
sprained my ankle, in really bad shape and i have to be a potato in bed all day tomorrow
 
Bothered by a lot of things still, including this stupid exam I have to take tomorrow for a class I may not pass. I don’t know why this is even required to be honest. The class wasn’t taught the right way and the professor certainly didn’t help. Honestly, **** this.

My family also wants me to come home for the weekend, but I don’t want to come home. I want to be by myself... forever...
 
MelloDimensions said:
I always have to use the bathroom as soon as I start relaxing. Why body
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This happens to me when I?m relaxing too but also when I?m anxious. Sometimes it makes me not want to drink water throughout the day in case I have to go to the bathroom suddenly during something important :?I

I?ve been worried lately about the electricity and water cuts that are happening randomly in our area, which will only increase once the dry season starts. Last week when there was a water cut we had to turn our reserve tank on and it burst, flooding our top floor and damaging the ceiling.
 
I'm angry at people. They're the reason my dad can't get any sleep, or come home before 9pm.

My dad's a plumber, darn good at his job and he can do more than just that (even though he lacks common sense, he's incredibly smart). People ask him for help...but...
His coworkers are being incompetent, either taking too long on their own or not bothering to show, which means my dad has to run around all over the place to clean up after them. And the clients that are affected take out their irritation on him instead, all "Why are you taking so long?! We needed this done last week! If you're not gonna do your job, we'll pick someone else!" They're badgering him and snapping at him for no good reason, and all he can do is just let them fume and fix their problems.
I hate them! They should be grateful it's getting done at all! My dad works so freaking hard, he's never taken a single vacation, he tries so hard to fix everything, and all they do is yell at him and keep him away from us! When he gets home, it's all he can do to not pass out. I don't think he's had a good night's sleep since I was in elementary school. Why does he have to suffer because of others? Why do they just keep yelling at him? Why, why, why...?

He's still not home yet for the day. And he has to go back into that mess in five hours. I hate this...

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I'm sorry, everybody...I think that was a bit much...
 
^Sounds like your dad deals w/ too many ungrateful ****heads! Society can be so cruel at times...pisses me off! Kudos to your dad for being quite the respectable man!
 
Forgot my swipe card. Had to double back to the house and as a result missed the train. Gonna be casually rolling in 30 mins late. 😑
 
My friends bf just broke up with her for the most useless reason ever.
He literally used something totally dumb as an excuse to be able to break up.
He just wanted his freedom, tzz..
 
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