What's Bothering You?

[Chris]

so I'm scheduled to work at 9am but it's currently 1:30am and I really dont want to go to bed at all. I just want to stay up and work on my drawings

You'll regret staying up. You'd be better off going to sleep.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

You'll regret staying up. You'd be better off going to sleep.

I know, I'm about to take my nighttime meds and hopefully I can get to sleep soon.

I think this is one of those instances that's basically like "revenge bedtime procrastination" where you spend nighttime doing stuff bc you're not being bothered by anyone (in my case I get yelled for constantly all day bc my mom is disabled, and now she's asleep so I have time to myself). it also almost seems like my circadian rhythm is delayed so I get up late and sleep late. idk lol. I'll go to bed now

 

[Midoriya]

Just glad this past week is over with, because it was really bad. Lol.

 

[Alienfish]

Need to raise some tbt... sigh I guess. Collectible market is slow, too.

I should probably also buy winter boots but I hate doing it, most are bad quality and the shoelaces untie themselves very easily and, heels breaking easy, too.

 

[honeyaura]

After all I’ve done for you, am I not worth at least trying to conquer your fears for?

 

[ali.di.magix]

I'm really not looking forward to going home for Christmas. I literally get anxiety thinking about it. When it's good at home, it's great. But when it's not good and my dad is having an anxiety attack and yelling loud enough for the whole neighborhood to hear, it's unbearable. I wish I had somewhere else to stay, or had the money to stay somewhere else. My anxiety goes through the roof being there, and my anxiety has already been really bad over the past few months. And I get unnecessarily angry with my dad. The only way I can deal with it is if I physically get out of the house. Then when I go out of the house I get comments like "yeah, you better get out", "don't come back", "you're just using us anyway" etc. It's really going to get to the point when I'm just never going to go back.

Remind me to talk to my counselor about this in my next appointment lol

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I really have zero patience to deal w my coworkers today and their picky ass. just let me work and stay out of my way.

 

[nightglow]

My legs are hurting a lot today. I think it's the weather (it's cold and really rainy) but idk if part of it was standing too much yesterday without sitting frequently. I haven't looked at them yet today. Just trying to keep them elevated.

 

[-Raven-]

I don’t even know how much I should share about myself online but it’s eating at me too much… working on getting support to leave home & even the process of doing it is so discouraging ): Honestly I have nothing I’m passionate about working on and that sucks…

 

[Alienfish]

Would be nice if this thing could stop being in stock/out of stock like every hour like... I was kinda thinking of buying it but no :/

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I don't deserve to be where I am now and deal with the things I have to deal with. I deserve better than this.

 

[Dim]

Why does every Sunday have to be HELL for me?? Hire and schedule more people for crying out loud!

 

[Croconaw]

I think my Discord is lagging big time. She texted me “sweet dreams” at 1:00 PM. It’s lagged before, so it’s nothing new. I understand her struggles with WiFi.

Also, I wish I wasn’t so competitive. I turn things into a competition that shouldn’t be, like with video games and having more high level Pokémon.

 

[Dim]

I’m just so freaking tired

 

[Marridia]

even on holidays where we go to relatives, I have to babysit the dog. damn why I can't get out of the house, I always have watch him.

 

[Kitsuragi]

Oh boy okay I'm panicking. Putting this under a spoiler because it's super heavy venting.

Spoiler: Tw disease, ab*se

My boyfriends dad went into the hospital after Thanksgiving and the doctor says he's in end stage renal disease and he isn't a candidate for dialysis anymore due to his extended history of heart diseases so he got a referral to hospice. They gave him 6 months to live but I know that's extremely generous. Hospice gives longer than what's realistic so the family doesn't freak out and stuff. His dad is states away from us and I know that he probably has weeks, at most a month, left to live so we have to plan to go visit him before things go mega bad. He's going to be mentally incoherent and probably unconscious by the time we see him so I'm mentally preparing myself for that. I'm mostly concerned about my partner. His dad was super abusive to him growing up but my partner still loves him due to the fact that he's dad, but he's going through every emotion possible right now (mostly grief) and it's been a handful to take care of him & ALSO still plan things for the holiday. And work is JUST starting to kick up for end of the year tax season. This is going to be a hectic as heck December

Whew. Okay, I'm done. Please don't read if medical stuff is triggering.

 

[savanniebananie]

My bed was really comfy. I wish I didn't have to wake up so early.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

sent one of my supervisors a message yesterday around 1pm saying that I wanted to swap days w someone (bc it's my time of the month ) so I could take today off to rest and take it easy, and she saw my message shortly after but never replied. it's now abt 40 min until I need to be at work and I messaged her about an hour ago asking if there were any updates, and she didn't even see that message. so idk what to do. ig I'll just stay home and if I can't swap days w someone well that's a $40 pay gone.

 

[Midoriya]

This week already starting off bad like the last one... lol.

 

[daringred_]

got passive-aggressively dog-piled on even after multiple clarifications that i wasn't insulting someone, i just found the duality of the situation funny. why are people so needlessly mean?