What's Bothering You?

Sometimes I truly hate the person I've become.

Years ago, probably 10 years ago, I used to be so different. I used to be organized, motivated, tidy, and willing to learn.

Nowadays it feels like I'm a different person. I'm disorganized, extremely forgetful, untidy and have no real goals in life.

I don't know what's caused the change. Was it me not achieving my goals in the past that's made me not care? Was it because I was under so much stress at the time that it changed me? Was it because I unwillingly changed my mindset?

I've been searching for so long to find out what's wrong with me. Do I have ASD? Do I have a bit of ADHD? Do I have executive dysfunction? Or is my anxiety the root cause of everything. Has my anxiety truly ruined my life? Maybe it has. I'm just lost at this point.
 
random tangent, but people who make fun of tone tags weird me out. why is a simple accommodation so funny?
sorry I have problems with tone?
been seeing a lot lately. . . super annoying, like just me let exist.
 
there’s this person i know who has made it very clear that they don’t like me, and i literally can’t figure out why lol. it’s completely valid, sometimes you just don’t vibe with a certain person, but i’m pretty sure we’ve never interacted, so... i’m not sure how i’ve given them a reason to dislike me. i’ve tried to be nice to them and break the ice, but they continued to ignore me. it’s not really a big deal, but them acknowledging literally everyone else around us while completely ignoring my existence kinda hurts. i don’t think i deserve that. :/

i wish they would just tell me if i’ve done something to upset them so that i can try and fix it. if i haven’t actually done anything and they just... don’t like me, that’s fine, but the least they could do is acknowledge that i exist? them ignoring me is honestly starting to make me uncomfortable and create a hostile environment, because they’re so obvious about it. like please just communicate with me lol.
I’ve encountered people like that on Discord who are clearly ignoring me and seem to hold a grudge even though I didn’t do anything to them personally. Although in your case maybe they don’t know what to say. That’s entirely possible.

Reaching out to them on the subject might be a good idea if you have the chance.
 
I feel a lot more detached from everyone on the forums and a lot of my friends aren't active anymore. It makes me sad to realize I'm not a regular anymore😔
 
I feel a lot more detached from everyone on the forums and a lot of my friends aren't active anymore. It makes me sad to realize I'm not a regular anymore😔
god this is so relatable :[ i used to be alot more active back in 2020 but a lot of stuff went down and i went inactive this year and was less active last year, and now things are just so different and it kinda sucks
 
god this is so relatable :[ i used to be alot more active back in 2020 but a lot of stuff went down and i went inactive this year and was less active last year, and now things are just so different and it kinda sucks
omg traumatized twins🥰 but fr, I really wish the site was as active as it was when I first joined. I also wish I wasn't depressed, that would probably help lol. I used to be so invested in events and I can hardly bring myself to get the patch collectible.
 
omg traumatized twins🥰 but fr, I really wish the site was as active as it was when I first joined. I also wish I wasn't depressed, that would probably help lol. I used to be so invested in events and I can hardly bring myself to get the patch collectible.
dam im depressed too i guess we're in the same boat 😭
 
looks like my phone has finally kicked the bucket. put it on charge last night, woke up today to find that it won't turn on whatsoever. (yes, i've tried all the button combinations.) the green light indicating that it's fully charged is on, even off the charger, but the display itself isn't responding. nothing happens when i connect it to my laptop either. fun! last resort is just to leave it off-charge and see if the green light eventually disappears, then try putting it back on a charger, but i doubt it'll do anything, and god knows how long that would take anyway even with my ballsed battery.
 
Mustard is (typically) not white

It does not go on bread white and soggy

It does NOT taste like someone dipped the mayo knife into tuna and used that to spread the mayo on bread either
 
My job is seriously making me depressed lol. Between staff being a pain in the butt and the department being in the 💩 financially, it’s just draining.
 
I have no faith in this holiday season. it's just gonna suck again, like it has the last couple years I've had to spend it with my dad. he makes everything so awful and miserable. I honestly wish christmas would just come and go, I don't even want to celebrate it. I'm tired of dealing with family, I wish I could just take my mom and my animals and get away from here.
 
While trying to put my contacts in last night, I dropped one on the floor. I spent a good 15 minutes looking for it, but I finally gave up since it was probably dried out by then. About five minutes ago, I'm sitting in bed and I just happen to glance toward the end of my bed. Lo and behold, there's my contact just sitting there on my bed of all places. Makes me so mad. Those were expensive.
 
My job is seriously making me depressed lol. Between staff being a pain in the butt and the department being in the 💩 financially, it’s just draining.
Update: had a meltdown and cried to one of my coworkers. Unfortunately I don’t feel any better. I just want this day to be over 🙃
 
My job is seriously making me depressed lol. Between staff being a pain in the butt and the department being in the 💩 financially, it’s just draining.
A lot of jobs just aren't getting with the times. This might not be what you want to hear, but if it gets to be too much for you, you always have the choice to leave and find another place of work. Your health, both physically and mentally are more important than a job that just sees most of us as an expendable number.

You don't owe them anything, especially if they're making you feel downright miserable and expecting so much for so little compensation. So many places are so short-staffed and then they show their appreciation to those that stayed by putting larger work loads on them without compesation and act surprised when it backfires and those employees also leave.
 
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