Speaking about maths for myself.. and being autistic/asperger person. i probably failed so much cause i couldn't see the whole picture of, and equation or whatever it might have been. it was just funny arrows and creatures and numbers for me.
I’m using sparkling power sandwiches to try to get shiny Klawf, so far I’m up to FIVE shiny Nacli (and who knows how many I’ve driven past, cuz they’re small and I don’t really look at them), and not one shiny Klawf.![]()
this is extremely relatable i feel youI never realized how much this affects me until now
I have this tendency to be piqued by controversial topics and discourse
85% of the time it really doesn't matter to me because it's not something that affects me but then sometimes I purposely read negative discourse about something I'm a part of (e.g LGBTQphobia and I'm part of LGBTQ) and then I'm essentially just doomscrolling at this point
and filling my thoughts of negativity
I can't really control what strikes my curiosity and the reason I purposely read negative discourse about topics that affect me
is because I want to understand why people hate me for seemingly no reason because I'm part of a group of minority they hate
like why do transphobes hate and attack me for no reason I literally did nothing wrong except exist as a transgender person
I want to permanently break this habit of reading things I know will upset me and just be around people who will accept me for who I am
why must I have morbid curiosity