What's Bothering You?

autocorrect sometimes.... i was supposed to write "kankuro" as in the naruto character.. spelled it wrong and it gave me urokinase...yes it's a real word apparently lol
 
the fact that my 2015 phone was better than the new 2021 i just got ???? old one had a 64-bit processor, new one has 32-bit. old one could charge wirelessly, new one can't. old one actually came with a plug, new one didn't. not to mention the old one was smaller. how does that make even a lick of sense-

might get my old one fixed anyway, since it only needs a new battery. otherwise i'll never get to play pocket camp again lol. (seriously, screw nintendo.)
 
I need to stop procrastinating on my schoolwork, figured out today that my history timeline assignment was due today and I haven't even started it yet.
I wish I was more motivated and less distracted - I was supposed to write this English essay two hours ago and it's due tomorrow!!
Also very stressed 'cause mid-terms are this week (starting Wednesday) and I've barely studied. I'm gonna fail the Science exam for sure. :,)
 
My aunt who videocalled my (deaf) mom at 11:50 pm and both are yelling on the phone for more than half a hour and woke everybody in the house. It was not even important, they are just gossiping about stuff that happened years ago. Even the cats are annoyed.
 
I can hug my favorite person no problem and be openly affectionate with her, but with my crush I suddenly lose 99% of my brain cells. 🙃
 
omg why is my whole body so stiff 😭😭 trying to do stretches over here to loosen up and idek if it's helping lol
 
from a month ago but still
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this is embarrassing
 
way too cold today :( ...and this week.

spotting/bleeding cramps...seems like these gestagen/non-combined don't work that good either :/ guess i should really seek help for it.or maybe quit them i don't really have a boyfriend/sexual relationships with males anyway so can't really get pregnant. i defo need to try something else though this ain't be working as it should.
 
every animal in this house has gotten on my last nerve today, I'm so tired of dealing w the stupid **** they pull.

also not even sure if I want to participate in this TBT holiday event besides maybe the advent calendar and daily raffle. I just have no energy or motivation for it. I'm still not fully in the christmas/holiday spirit and I'm honestly not sure if I will be (if not it would be at least the second year in a row I've not been in the spirit).
 
i like the idea of secret santa but i never know what to get for my friends. the last time i did a secret santa/gave gifts, my gift got laughed :(
 
I have a dentist appointment on Thursday. Fun. I HATE getting my blood pressure checked, and I always worry about them finding plaque and whatnot. Let's just say I have a bit of Atelophobia. ;------;
I am a sensitive person, you see. When I get scolded by someone from making a mistake and for not doing something good enough, it really gets to me...

Also, during the holidays my brother may have one of his friends over. My dad and my brother haven't even talked about it with me, I have just been overhearing them talk about it. My brother and I still both live with our dad, so it could get hectic and screw things over. I honestly hate having guests over, especially if it is overnight. It can mess up the sleeping arrangements, you are expected to act/dress a certain way, and it can disturb the peace. You have no idea how obnoxious it gets in this household during sports games. NTM, it can also mess up plans on both my family's side, and his family's side. Me, my dad, and my brother has stuff to do during the holiday break. NTM, I am actually friends with his sister and I feel like he should be with her for the holidays. Don't get me wrong, I love the Winter Break period (I am unemployed, but still), and I AM still looking forward to it, but I am kinda looking forward to it being over at the same time. :/
Why can't this be saved for a later date and the three just go to a sporting event together instead?

Another thing I have been concerned about: I have been overhearing my dad and my brother talk about getting a dog. My brother really wants one for some reason. Listen, I mean no offense to cat and dog lovers out there, but I have like zero patience with them. NTM, you have to worry about them chewing your things, peeing/pooping on your floors/furniture. I really hope my dad decides against this. He claims it steer away criminals, but we have security for that. He is also acknowledging the pros of NOT having an animal, but I am keeping my guard up.

Don't get me wrong, I love my dad and my brother, but I am really looking forward to my brother and I getting our own places later on down the road. That way, we do not have to get mixed in each other's rigmarole.
 
it's not even 6am and I woke up not being able to go back to sleep. I think I know what's wrong now; I feel really dehydrated. not only do we already not have much to drink, but I'm in one of my funks where there's not much I can really handle so I'm super picky. I think once my dad leaves for work I'm gonna drive to the store and get some gatorade, hopefully that helps but idk.
 
This is so petty but I finally got the new Discord font and I think it’s terrible. It feels so aggressive and square. Normally I think people completely exaggerate changes Discord makes, like I can’t even recognise what people are saying for some like the mobile interface being more slow or something, but this is actually awful lol.
 
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