What's Bothering You?

I got no sleep last night. I had a horrible migraine and fever but I couldn't get up to get any medicine because my body was in so much pain the whole night. By 6 I ended up crying for 2 hours because I just couldn't take it. Took me another hour to get up.

I haven't been this sick since covid. The good news is that I finished all my schoolwork at home and my fever broke a few hours ago. Feeling much better now.
 
okay we thought finding out we're plural was cool and all but it's causing problems now!! Lol!! our host (most active member) is so emotionally unstable and the rest of us are literally unable to do anything about it

Since finding out we're plural he decided to contact his (our? a few of us were involved with him too) ex and see if he could be his friend again because long story short he personally didn't do any of the things that upset him!! but he made US talk to him and put needless stress on us!! he seems to still have a problem with being extremely obsessive, just like our original host had. Great

and of course, that didn't work out for many reasons

The rest of us are at a loss for what to do because this entire thing is just RIDICULOUS
If you don't know anything about being plural just ignore this because it makes me sound like a madman if you don't

Edit: oh okay something EVEN WORSE just happened that i can't explain because it'd make me sound insane either way, GREAT!!! I LOVE IT HERE!!
 
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I wish you could lock your own threads, lmao.

Also, why can I not hug my crush(?) and why do I feel like she doesn’t to? Besides she has a boyfriend she’s practically married to so there’s that. I don’t know how things are going between them. I don’t know. I need to figure out my feelings here. I’m not even into the whole dating thing.
 
Honestly just generally feeling anxious. I think it's a combination of things.
I also wish things were better for everyone. Like, I know people have rough days.. but for some it's literally an everyday thing. I just think things could be better, but some out there don't want other's QOL to improve because they are benefitting off of it and worse, try to pass it off as the norm. There's alot to this thought so, I'll just stop here. 😕
 
Like, I know people have rough days.. but for some it's literally an everyday thing.
yeah I honestly can't remember the last time I had a day where I wasn't constantly stressed and overwhelmed. every day is a rough day, one way or another. I don't want to make this abt myself though, I appreciate that you're thinking abt us.



I've been in that funk again where I don't have an appetite at all and I know I should eat but I don't want to. earlier I tried to eat some yogurt to see if that would help my appetite and it just made me feel worse. I may just end up getting noodles/pasta since that's something I can usually handle.
 
I got no sleep last night. I had a horrible migraine and fever but I couldn't get up to get any medicine because my body was in so much pain the whole night. By 6 I ended up crying for 2 hours because I just couldn't take it. Took me another hour to get up.

I haven't been this sick since covid. The good news is that I finished all my schoolwork at home and my fever broke a few hours ago. Feeling much better now.
Update: almost lost my voice entirely 😕
 
I feel like I haven’t gotten sleep without waking up in the middle of it all week. I can’t sleep at night and conk out during the morning. Also, once I realise my dad is home I can never get back to sleep, out of anxiety. Genuine insomnia. It sucks so much.

Really starting to get at my mental health, plus I’ve been really snotty and sick from god knows what anyway.

Today an old site that hurt me a lot / where I felt bullied was also on my mind. I hate that it still pops up in my memory.
 
Sorry maybe this is kind of petty
My NSO is expiring in 9 days and I feel really sad/disappointed about it, I will very likely never be able to renew it again(the whole ideal is so complicated trust me) I'm really going to miss visiting dream addresses, downloading fun custom designs from the portal, visiting vacation homes in HHP other people made for villagers and being able to play with others who enjoy my favorite game of all time(ACNH)
Really sucks Nintendo can charge us for using internet when I've played other online games that have free online play and a far more reasonable way of charging for things so they can make money but whatever Nintendo...
can NSO be paid for with an eshop card?



I came here to say I am very cold. I was under my heated blanket and it helped but I'm getting ready to go shopping w my friend so now I'm freezing again 😭😭
 
After being generous to my younger sibling idk if I should stop helping her. She's always being ungrateful and ignorant to me and to the other family members sometimes
 
My cats are worrying me. They learned how to open a door so they could continue doing something they're not supposed to. This doesn't sound like much but I'm just avoiding full context.
 
i love my friend to death but she wants to video call me every evening and I honestly prefer to have most evenings to myself. she fell asleep but I don't want to leave the call bc there's a video playing and if I end the call it'll stop and it might wake her up. idk what to do lol.
 
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