What's Bothering You?

[Dunquixote]

Something happened with my best friend a few days ago and I feel like my whole world is falling apart. After everything I’ve gone through since I was a kid whenever I try socializing and lately, the weight has becoming more and more difficult to bear. Someone once told me I was incompatible as a friend; I am starting to think maybe I am incompatible. No matter how hard I try hard to be considerate and a good friend, something goes wrong :/. leaving the house has been getting increasing hard and stressful too.

Spoiler

What happened, it is so bad I cannot cope. Having trouble getting myself to eat or do anything but sleep). I’m afraid to hear back from him to continue our conversation where we left off. I want it to be a bad joke. When my mum asks me about what is going on, I can’t tell her and i break down.[/ISPOILER]

 

[xSuperMario64x]

times like this I wish I lived alone, so I could actually take care of myself in peace and not have to worry about taking care of others

 

[Zane]

i hate that it's impossible to have all my favorite pokémon on the same team

 

[Seastar]

Spoiler: Meh

I keep getting exposed to things that irritate my mouth and throat and since it's happened a few days in a row, I haven't been able to recover yet. My mouth feels so dry but drinking doesn't do anything because it isn't dehydration. Very unhappy about this. I have no control over these stupid things and nobody seems to understand or care so it keeps happening.
Also it's my birthday in like, 3 hours? But I'm still dealing with my health, as usual. So sick of this.

 

[kokone kizuki]

My period started today and while I dont get bad cramps it is really annoying

 

[ribbitribbon]

got sick, again, right after recovering, only this time it’s worse. i have a lot to do so it’s not fun :[

 

[Rainbowhorn]

I have the next few days free and I need to spend some of them with my friends, I don't feel like being alone with my thoughts recently

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Spoiler

I hate that all I can do right now is deal with my discomfort and sobbing and racing thoughts, and no one can really help me. I wish someone could sit with me and wrap me in a blanket all day, I feel like I really don't want to be alone. but that's not exactly reasonable to expect. maybe for now I'll go back to sleep.

 

[azurill]

I have been feeling off the last few days. Unmotivated and anxious. I want to do things and get things done but no motivation to do anything. I know I will feel better after tomorrow. I know my mom’s surgery tomorrow isn’t as intrusive or as long as the last one but it still has me nervous.

 

[SleepyAmaurotine]

would be nice if i wasn’t always dreading going to work, but thank you to whoever decided that working for 8 hours for 5 days a week (or longer for some people) was a good idea

it wouldn’t be so bad if i could work from home, i really don’t like being stuck in a cold windowless “office” (the filing room lol) for 8 hours

 

[Kitsuragi]

girl why tf did i spend 20 minutes looking on the wedding planning subreddit and crying like- i need to get tf over myself and stop being so pathetic omg why am i so SENSITIVE

 

[Mokuren]

It's my favorit time of the year but this year the saddest ever. My grandma fell down the stairs. She will die within this or the next week. I visit her everyday. Reading books to her. Talk to her. She can't response at all and I hope she don't suffer. Soon she will be with my grandpa again who died this year as well I feel so empty. I grew up with her in the same house, like a second mother. I miss her.

 

[Xara]

Snip

I’m so, so sorry to hear this. Even though she isn’t responsive, I’m sure you visiting her every day and the love you’re showing her is a massive comfort to her. Sending love and hugs to you and your family. I’ll keep your darling grandma in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[Croconaw]

Spoiler: I realized

I realized that the only person I ever openly cried in front of is my favorite person. With others, I'm always running away or trying to hide it. I think I feel comfortable enough with her. But crying isn't anything to feel ashamed of, right? I'm hiding it as if it's something to be embarrassed about.

 

[oak]

My neighbour hit my car while it was parked on the road and I'm pretty sure it's gonna be a right off. He was trying to convince me not to call the insurance and my hands were shaking trying to stay polite. He backed into the front of my car so hard that there's fluid underneath so obviously I have to tattle on you to the insurance guys. I was inside my house when it happened so bro knows he's gonna be at fault.

 

[-Mars-]

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[Midoriya]

Deleted.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I should be sleeping but I keep having some intrusive thoughts and extremely anxious about hearing back from my friend. I’m want to hear from him and him to help but at the same time, I’m afraid what he says will hurt me more :/.

 

[-Apples-]

I’m still sick with some sinus infection.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I’m still sick with some sinus infection.

hope you feel better soon mica



I love living with two passive-aggressive parents, it's really great. I'm given the illusion of choice, and when I say no I get guilt-tripped. not even allowed to be assertive. It's no wonder why I've always been such a passive person, and living in my current environment is seriously inhibiting my emotional growth and maturity. I hate it here so much.

I will say, though, that I'm not gonna give them the satisfaction of feeling guilty. I have nothing to feel guilty about hun, I said no and that's that.