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My neighbour hit my car while it was parked on the road and I'm pretty sure it's gonna be a right off. He was trying to convince me not to call the insurance and my hands were shaking trying to stay polite. He backed into the front of my car so hard that there's fluid underneath so obviously I have to tattle on you to the insurance guys. I was inside my house when it happened so bro knows he's gonna be at fault.
 
I should be sleeping but I keep having some intrusive thoughts and extremely anxious about hearing back from my friend. I’m want to hear from him and him to help but at the same time, I’m afraid what he says will hurt me more :/.
 
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I’m still sick with some sinus infection.
hope you feel better soon mica 💗🍎



I love living with two passive-aggressive parents, it's really great. 🙃 I'm given the illusion of choice, and when I say no I get guilt-tripped. not even allowed to be assertive. It's no wonder why I've always been such a passive person, and living in my current environment is seriously inhibiting my emotional growth and maturity. I hate it here so much.

I will say, though, that I'm not gonna give them the satisfaction of feeling guilty. I have nothing to feel guilty about hun, I said no and that's that. ❤️
 
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There's just so many games I want to play right now but don't have the time because I've been playing other games that have released around the same time as one another. Keeping up with them all is honestly exhausting. 😮‍💨
 
...I think my boss might have a thing for me and it's not a great feeling.

I really enjoy being able to have fun at work and building great relationships with the people I work with. It's part of the reason that motivates me to work is to be able to have fun. I love the banter with my coworkers.

But now I'm thinking that I've tried too hard to fit in with my new team that I get along with my boss too well. I didn't want this. I didn't want anyone to be interested in me in that way. I didn't think that anyone would legitimately be interested in me ever lmao wtf is happening hhhhhhh
 
So... My grandma passed away yesterday 😭
im so sorry for your loss :( reading your earlier post, i think she would have been so happy you were there with her to read and talk with her. may she rest in peace
 
So... My grandma passed away yesterday 😭
I’m so sorry. I’m so glad that you were able to sit with her and spend time with her this past week, but I of course wish it had been under different circumstances. 💔

I can tell how much you loved your grandma, and I can only imagine just how much she loved you. Sending love to you and your family during this time. ❤️
 
I don't know if I should say this, but I feel like getting this off of my chest will help a lot. So, here goes:

I'm the firstborn in my family, and my two younger siblings get all the attention. Now, for a normal child, this isn't a problem. But for me, a freshman in high school with high-functioning Autism and a seizure disorder, it is much more problematic. As a result, I developed SEVERE depression. the feeling of neglect combined with my autism made me have some... uh... suicidal thoughts. I also thought about running away because, and I'm quoting myself here, "no one would miss me. After all, they have my siblings. What worth do I have in their eyes?" I also never made friends irl or online until I joined here because of one reason: Friendships. HURT. Back in 7th grade, I had a friend that I hung out with CONSTANTLY. birthdays, Halloween, you name it, we hung out together. then 8th grade hit, and everything went south. the FIRST DARN DAY, I ran over to him to hang out as usual, and he just told me off and said that the friendship was a FAKE, and he only played with me because he didn't want to make me cry (I was kinda a crybaby until 1/2 way though 8th grade). Needless to say, that kinda started the depression, and it snowballed from there. then, in may of 2 years ago, a random seizure hit me, and I was basically told to limit screen usage unless i was wearing glasses.

Whew, that was a traumafest and a half. Now, I'm gonna go cry in a corner because of bad memories, see ya!
 
I've been trying to get an appointment for my routine blood tests and a B12 injection for about a week now and all I'm being told is there are no appointments as it's the busiest time of the year. I don't mind if I don't have to go for a blood test and I appreciate they are busy, but whoever signs off my repeat prescription probably won't issue one of the medications if I haven't had my bloods checked. I've requested it, so fingers crossed they will issue it and take into consideration that I couldn't get an appointment.
 
I missed the call I've been waiting months to get. My phone didn't ring, my phone didn't even let me know I got a call from them in the notifications. I literally had to open the missed call folder to see it. AND it didn't help that mom spam called me and spam texted me the past week because she does stupid stuff like that if she wants an answer to something and she doesn't want to wait or if she knows you're sick she doesn't leave you alone, which I hate and it doesn't matter how many times you tell her to stop.
So... Idk if it was the fault of my phone due to age or not.
And of course when I finally saw it yesterday, it was after hours so I had to wait until today to play phone tag because they refuse to answer their phone and the recording machine isn't available after hours. It's how they run stuff. All calls have to go through a recording machine during open hours. And you know, places close for the holidays on top of it so it's just so frustrating!! Grr! 🥲
 
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