What's Bothering You?

[Giddy]

work as per usual.
Got less days working this week, and I have no idea if it's because of what happened with my sister.
Sketchy shop with sketchy lies. I dunno if my sister removed the posts or nah. I never saw them. My boss seems more worried over the google review that wasnt in my sisters name to begin with?? Yet was never worried about the other negetive views on there lol.
Just need to find another job honestly.

 

[savanniebananie]

I can’t believe I did this but I actually cried in front of a customer today at work. The subtotal and cash button are right next to each other, and my finger slipped and hit cash. It cashed out about 100$ worth of groceries so I had to rering everything. Not to mention, there were about 5 people in my line getting very annoyed at having to wait. She was so sweet about it, but I just felt really stupid. I have a bad mindset of when I mess up that I’m just stupid and a failure. I tried my best not to cry but I just had to. She was telling me everything was okay and offered to buy me a snack to calm me down. I really hate the embarrassment I got from that.

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Spoiler

I'm shaking so ****ing much right now, having a hard time typing properly. I'm so sick of my family. Sick of dealing with their bull****. Sick of not feeling understood or accepted. Sick of always being told every little mistake I make or what I've done wrong. Sick of hearing the same condescending remarks and insults. Sick of living here. I don't know what to do or if anyone even cares, I just feel so defeated and alone in this household.

 

[-Raven-]

This is small compared to other things but Monster Hunter is so Joever for me. Reminds me too much of the guy I cut out, without a hunting buddy it’s not the same, the people I met there never talk to me unless I come up to talk about the game.

My experience with that guy left me more misanthropic than I have been in years. If it weren’t for this forum then socialising online would also be so Joever for me.
(Edit: for what it’s worth, I definitely think my life is better with some online socialisation. I just can only wade through so much. I’ve been there. My god man.)

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

This is small compared to other things but Monster Hunter is so Joever for me. Reminds me too much of the guy I cut out, without a hunting buddy it’s not the same, the people I met there never talk to me unless I come up to talk about the game.

My experience with that guy left me more misanthropic than I have been in years. If it weren’t for this forum then socialising online would also be so Joever for me.

I was trying to find someone to hunt with on Rise. I kept finding people that would rather complain about that game, comparing it to the older ones.

 

[Dunquixote]

I went to click on an app to check on something and I clicked on whatsapp instead. feeling a little sad now since i saw my friend read my last message to him but didn’t reply. :/ I’m not feeling as bad as I’ve been lately when i post here, but I can still feel the emotional pain there and loneliness to hear from my friend.

Haven’t gone to sleep yet either. Too excited about upcoming banner in a game and still staying up to distract myself from intrusive thoughts. Also had got myself stressed about something last night. I’ll probably try to sleep again soon.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

feeling uhhhhgh pretty awful this morning I'm not gonna lie. hoping I can go back to sleep soon, it's 8am and I've been awake for nearly four hours, and I'm so tired and achy and hungry and uncomfortable. could really use a hug right now honestly.

 

[Kitsuragi]

i told my dad i applied for nuclear medicine at university and the first thing he said is "why?" in a really weird tone

autism to autism communication is failing rn

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

Spoiler

I'm finally getting help, which is good of course... Just kinda disturbing to see how bad my mental health is. I'm getting a social worker for a family intervention and a psychologist for something I can't quite mention here. Just blathering at this point but I really hope I'll be okay.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

kinda small but I hope someone is willing to trade me the last eggie I need for my lineup idea

 

[azurill]

kinda mad and sad at myself for not realizing the spring Sakura was in the shop until today when it’s sold out, I don’t remember seeing it in there when I bought my egg. I don’t know how I missed it or when it was added in there.

Edit because now thanks to an amazing person I know how my spring Sakura .

 

[Doo]

kinda mad and sad at myself for not realizing the spring Sakura was in the shop until today when it’s sold out, I don’t remember seeing it in there when I bought my egg. I don’t know how I missed it or when it was added in there.

It keeps getting restocked so you might still have a chance yet

 

[azurill]

It keeps getting restocked so you might still have a chance yet

Thanks for letting me know I still might have a chance. I just don’t have time to keep checking. I didn’t realize it would restock. Maybe someone can let me know if it gets restocked .

 

[Doo]

Thanks for letting me know I still might have a chance. I just don’t have time to keep checking. I didn’t realize it would restock. Maybe someone can let me know if it gets restocked .

Also I think some people are selling them for shop price

 

[spawnpoint]

i hate embarrassing myself people probably think I'm so weird..

 

[Stalfie]

I went to click on an app to check on something and I clicked on whatsapp instead. feeling a little sad now since i saw my friend read my last message to him but didn’t reply. :/ I’m not feeling as bad as I’ve been lately when i post here, but I can still feel the emotional pain there and loneliness to hear from my friend.

Haven’t gone to sleep yet either. Too excited about upcoming banner in a game and still staying up to distract myself from intrusive thoughts. Also had got myself stressed about something last night. I’ll probably try to sleep again soon.

GIRL you got let this go and move on get yourself up on your feet and stop crawling on the earth for no man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Croconaw]

I need someone to tell me that I’m not an *******. I keep avoiding my grandma but on occasions where I do see her, I try to leave quickly. I just feel I’m being the ******* because I won’t talk to her about what’s wrong. What’s wrong is that she keeps using she/her pronouns and calling me my deadname. I feel bad because just now she asked me why I’m mad at her and I just left. I just don’t want to tell her. She’s either going to try to convince me that it’s a phase or get even more upset. She’s openly very homophobic and started talking negatively about transgender people last night. She’s also even more openly racist.

It just hurts more when people use my deadname because I have people in my life currently that use my chosen name. It feels like the people that are using my deadname are invalidating me and it feels like I’m asking too much.

 

[Stalfie]

I am bothered that man in balaclava held up the shop and think its time we stop normalising wearing masks in public to prevent this from being as often

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I need someone to tell me that I’m not an *******. I keep avoiding my grandma but on occasions where I do see her, I try to leave quickly. I just feel I’m being the ******* because I won’t talk to her about what’s wrong. What’s wrong is that she keeps using she/her pronouns and calling me my deadname. I feel bad because just now she asked me why I’m mad at her and I just left. I just don’t want to tell her. She’s either going to try to convince me that it’s a phase or get even more upset. She’s openly very homophobic and started talking negatively about transgender people last night. She’s also even more openly racist.

It just hurts more when people use my deadname because I have people in my life currently that use my chosen name. It feels like the people that are using my deadname are invalidating me and it feels like I’m asking too much.

She is your grandmother and you must respect her too! I don’t mind if she says racist things about me she is an old lady who seen much more in her life and people can get bad opinion of others cos of anything but the trick is to not do the same and tell her you love her so that love is all that is between you. You will be ok and this is not the darkest night and you will miss her very much when she is gone

 

[Doo]

I need someone to tell me that I’m not an *******. I keep avoiding my grandma but on occasions where I do see her, I try to leave quickly. I just feel I’m being the ******* because I won’t talk to her about what’s wrong. What’s wrong is that she keeps using she/her pronouns and calling me my deadname. I feel bad because just now she asked me why I’m mad at her and I just left. I just don’t want to tell her. She’s either going to try to convince me that it’s a phase or get even more upset. She’s openly very homophobic and started talking negatively about transgender people last night. She’s also even more openly racist.

It just hurts more when people use my deadname because I have people in my life currently that use my chosen name. It feels like the people that are using my deadname are invalidating me and it feels like I’m asking too much.

You’re not asking too much at all, neither are you doing anything wrong. I’m so sorry you have to deal with that

 

[Ac4life]

About a year ago my brother died and I got very depressed, I realized how toxic my social media habits were becoming and chose to disconnect and deactivate all my social media accounts to focus on my “mental health”. I don’t miss being on social media at all but the networking benefits were good and a lot of people in my life are pushing me to get back on for that benefit, I really enjoy life much more without social media though. Anyway, that’s what’s bothering me