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i just saw a comment on tiktok from someone that said that when they had to have their dog put to sleep, their dog thought that the vet wanted to shake their paw and gave them their paw for the needle and i’m so??? i feel so silly but this actually just shattered me oh my god. literally in tears over this dog and stories of other dogs and cats that i’ve never met and who have long since passed. we literally don’t deserve animals, why can’t they be healthy and live forever : ((((
 
life has been so annoying lately because of my parents !!! i started talking to this guy and they don’t like him but they are making my life worse by telling me to go ahead and leave the house if i wanna be with him so bad :) :) :)
parents intuition is always right because i just found out he was talking to other girls behind my back 😇😇😇😇😇
 
4.8 earthquake just happened in my area.

I felt it, too. At first I just brushed it off as the upstairs neighbors doing construction work again because it's happened before, but the instant I felt my bed shaking I knew something was different. But again, I dismissed the feeling.

Until suddenly my phone rang loudly from an Emergency Alert siren..... 4.8 earthquake. The news is currently covering it, too.

😬😬😬 just experienced my first earthquake and idk whether to be excited or actually scared for once haha

Edit: it's calm now but wow, I'm mostly really fascinated to think that the planet is truly alive right beneath us and anything could quite literally happen at any point, not a damn thing we can do about it. It's incredible.
 
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I finally get the chance to go to mikuexpo this year, but for the first tour performance, she seems to be on a very small LED screen rather than a projection...? I'm hoping it was only for that location but regardless, it's disappointing for the people who paid so much money to see miku on a tiny screen. Hopefully it won't ruin the experience because I was really looking forward to it...
 
just reflecting on all the hardship and emotional abuse and manipulation that I've dealt with in my life, and that I'm still living with to this very day. at this point I'm almost desensitized to it, but I know I don't deserve this. I really don't.
 
My last package is getting delivered today, but it's almost 4:30 (I'm just impatient 😂)
 
i feel overwhelmed.

i’m
in the process of writing an essay for a scholarship, and i find it super hard to talk about myself. what makes me so interesting? why should i be chosen over other candidates? the other applicants are better than me, so how am i supposed to compete?

i’m not ready to shoulder the responsibility of adulthood, and i’m not ready to leave my parents in september.


i’ll be working towards a BScN and i feel discouraged. i was proud of myself for getting into the program, but everyone complains about the difficulty. if everyone else is struggling, i won’t be any different. i just want to be a good student.
 
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i'm a fraud! i'm a fraud and somehow i've convinced the university that i'm competent enough to be a masters degree candidate and i've actually been fooling everyone this whole time and now i'm graduating in a few weeks and i feel so far behind my classmates
 
I seem to have a stomach bug...I'm dehydrated, and I have a loss of appetite. I woke up feeling dizzy, I feel even colder than usual, and in the middle of eating dinner, I had to go throw up in the toilet, and during that, my eyes were watering, not crying, and my nose was running.

I don't have a sore throat, or a runny nose, other than that fiasco, I just feel woozy.
 
^ If you ever want to chat with someone here my doors are open for you.

This is another small thing compared to people here, but firstly I hate how normalised alcohol (a hard drug) is, and how smoking is so bad for your health. I’m not going to say more but I could totally use a vice.
 
im still so shook by the whole situation w the guy i was talking to 🥲 i feel like im overreacting, but at the same time we were basically official, and he was telling me how much he loved me and he wanted a future with me, but he goes behind my back and calls another girl cute and constantly inviting her to go out with him to the clubs .. it’s such a horrible feeling to find that out, when i found out my heart was pounding so fast, i was shaking and i just wanted to scream 😭 i was risking my parents and i’s relationship to be with him, they were giving me the silent treatment and threatening to kick me out.. and he knew all of these yet still did all this behind my back :/
 
^ If you ever want to chat with someone here my doors are open for you.

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thank you! 🙂 I appreciate it ☺️.

I just woke up and this time i had a dream about some of the people I used to hang with. 😔 I really wish I had friends over here but I don’t have a job and can’t get myself to leave the house. Not to mention, social anxiety and being bad at just starting conversations. At this point, I don’t think I’ll have any more personal friends. I like my alone time and staying at home but i still can’t help but feel lonely. I want a boyfriend too but same problem and I honestly find it hard to believe there is anyone out there for me.
 
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