Being at home is really bringing me down. My parents keep making comments about how long it's taking me to move out and get my degree and how it'll be useless to me after I do, but I'm trying really hard to stay focused and working as much as I can between my classes and I don't know what else they want me to do. I wanna get away from here so bad but I feel stuck. I've been overwhelmed with anxiety and trying to feel okay with myself and hoping they can be okay with me too, but I can't help but feel like everything I'm doing is wrong.
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What's Bothering You?
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Same, I'm 21 and I have a hard time communicating to others. The thoughts in my head make sense to me but when I explain it to others they sometimes don't understand or I have to ask if that actually made sense. Sometimes they say it does but I still feel like it got interpreted wrong or somethin. Not only that but my thoughts process faster then I can speak them, so sometimes I have to start over my whole entire statement. All of that, on top of my stuttering issue. It's worse when I'm mad, upset or stressed, there are times I can't even get words out and my mind goes completely blank. Happens in the best of situations :') As far as I know I don't have any head trauma but I always question of I do have somethin.
How the HECK am I gonna wake-up with a headache? I went to sleep last night tired with a headache and I still have a headache, wth, no. Sleeping is supposed to get rid of it. It's the back of my head and it's makin me not able to focus. On top of cramps too, and I have to go to work today.
My manager also has me working 6 days in a row, this man can not make a decent schedule to save his life. Today is only day 1 out of 6. I hate this. I hate the company I work for. I want to quit so bad. I would be out of a job for forEVER but the amount of stress I put up with this job is really somethin else.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Contamination issues
Lady Timpani
sway
Are you still waiting on that one package you’d ordered a while ago?
I’m sorry you’re having a rough time.
Let me know if you ever need to talk or anything.
yeah that one is in customs but usps shows its amsterdam which is another country in europe lmao but i called our mail and they confirmedit was in snail customs lolAre you still waiting on that one package you’d ordered a while ago?
I’m sorry you’re having a rough time.
also another one but still says its within USPS so idfk lol
Lady Timpani
sway
Oof yeah USPS tracking is terrible lmao. A lot of the time I won’t know where something is until it shows up in my town or even at my house. I’ve found that tracking through the site (like on amazon) is usually better than the USPS tracker for some reason, idk if it’s a UPS to USPS switch or what. I’m sure it’s probably much worse with other countries than it is locally. I hope you get whatever it is soon!
I just left my house for the first time since February... The reason? Our electricity had gone out! My brother was about to leave for a dentist appointment, so I decided to just go. Also, having your electricity go out while you are talking to an online friend doesn't feel great.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
... Whatever. They don't give a damn s*** about me.
SleepyAmaurotine
Mutable Memory
It’s already 6:30 I feel like I wasted the day ;;
I think part of what caused the thing in the spoiler is that I’ve spent almost a whole month staying awake until 4a.m, I slept early last night+didn’t wake up until 2p.m and I kinda feel better I guess
last night I managed to tell my parents about thoughts that were bothering me (while crying a lot) and they finally took me seriously and called the doctor today, those thoughts still come to mind but atleast I don’t feel like crying when I think about it, I guess telling them helped a bit. For now the doctor gave me sleeping medicine so I hope that helps ;;
I also have to deal with cramps now so that’s annoying >.<
I also have to deal with cramps now so that’s annoying >.<
Bread Kennedys
Oyasumi.
Might be a minor complaint but why is Discord so slow today jesus
I gave Audie for free to an old friend (not on TBT) and she took forever to reply (she was proritizing turnips over picking up the villager when we agreed to meet up first thing at a set time) and then when she picked her up she didn't even say thank you. Not once. I'm not asking for a lot, I wanna help people get their dreamies and stuff but the audacity of people sometimes 
necrofantasia
ribbit
feel close to death, nothing new for me.
yeah the one thats in my country should come next week and yeah the other "moving within USPS network" so idfk anymore lmao.
and yeah the first is some onesies/jumpsuits and the other is a dress+capelet
I’m honestly pretty bothered by the fact that my work place decided to open early even when all the COVID-19 stuff is going on. The type of business that I work for could have easily waited, but tbh they just didn’t want to help pay for unemployment anymore.
