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headache, tired, achy
feeling super lazy and just wanna stay in bed but my mom is criticizing me and making me feel bad
 
We really having a tornado warning ahahaha it’s starting to storm and I’m ... nottttt exactly pleased. They’re always so scary bc the thunder is sooo loud and I detest loud noises I kinda wanna just hide in the dark and cry
 
My best friend and roommate is ignoring me and I don't know why.

They're making it very obvious too which really hurts..
 
Sooo. I helped my apply for unemployment money and helped her fill out the first survey stuff about what she did before getting unemplyed etc. etc. and I came to this thing where they ask if you have your own company and if one take out money from that and she doesn't what I now lol. But I think of the time when I have to apply for that (I mean regardless of your unemployment money site/company and union) and they will ask me too which is... making me frustrated bc dad insists on having me on his company which I definitely don't want cause he only abuse/use me for it just so he can still have it.. like ask your new/old gf(wide idk if they are married still but whatever) or ask her kids like why couldn't they.. sheesh. I really need to get thru or press charges but it's not like he will care or pretend I want it idk
 
Sweet Jesus, that package must really be lost. Oh well I sent the company a question if they could file an investigation with USPS for me since I can't from here... :/
 
I just hate this house. I get yelled at because I don't have the motivation to practice my horn. I get yelled at because I accidentally make a mess. It sucks here.
 
why is it now that everyday i just wake up and spend the whole day feeling dead? i swear ever since the calendar flipped to june i've felt like **** constantly, will this depression cycle ever end? idk what i did to deserve it
 
So many problems w me tonight... can't sleep, bad migraine, nausea, allergies. Like what the heck. I have never had to take so many pills in one night.

Luckily I don't feel quite as sick to my stomach but my head still hurts and idk if my sleeping medicine is doing it's job v well. Guess I'll just keep layin here trying to fall asleep :,,,,)
 
I felt like trash earlier, but I feel a bit better now.
Lately I went back to sims 3 and the only thing that bothers me is when searching for cc, i keep seeing sims 4 stuff
 
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This company is such a ****hole. Now I won't be allowed to wear any masks with patterns? Really? This company is really gonna limit how we protect ourselves?

Such ****.


Omg girl I am so sorry you have to go through that it's just horrible 😥


And dang your only 21?!

I why are your parents making you work so hard I just...

I myself am 19 and I just graduated High School this year and just working right now is just.

All I can say is to try and apply for PUA/UI unemployment if you are in the US.

There is also care credit if you need to get your back checked out it is for anything medical that insurance does not cover.

And you are 18+ so hopefully you will get accepted.🙏
 
I have a sharp pain around my chest/heart area. Definitely not pleasant, but I had some water and I think the pain is going away. Must have been a cramp or something.
 
feel like **** because i drove into the city and got lost, reversed straight into a pole so my parents’ car is damaged and then when i arrived i was sad and called my sister and forgot to pay for parking and when i remembered an hour later and ran out to the car i had already gotten a ticket. kill me why do i suck
 
Omg girl I am so sorry you have to go through that it's just horrible 😥


And dang your only 21?!

I why are your parents making you work so hard I just...

I myself am 19 and I just graduated High School this year and just working right now is just.

All I can say is to try and apply for PUA/UI unemployment if you are in the US.

There is also care credit if you need to get your back checked out it is for anything medical that insurance does not cover.

And you are 18+ so hopefully you will get accepted.🙏

My parents would NEVER let me apply for unemployment or anythin like that, esp my dad. I don't have health insurance nor do I excaclty have the money to drop thousands of dollars for anythin medical related. I have issues with my knees now, just general discomfort. It used to be only my left knee since I did somethin to it back in high school, but now it's been both knees, which is new. I also have an injury that I got back in Janauary that likes to flare up and cause even worse discomfort, sometimes pain. I get knee discomfort (idk if it's joint or muscle pain) daily now and the injury also comes up near daily. I wear one of those Ace braces for my left knee which has helped yesterday but I don't want to become dependent on braces. It doesn't help the fact that I've been having discomfort for 2-3 weeks now, and my manager has me working a week straight now.

I've given up telling my parents how I work because I feel they just don't care about me for certain things and they just can't possibly understand what I go throu at work. One doesn't work retail and the other doesnt work at all, so neither one of them can possibly understand what's its like dealing with **** managers who do the **** they do to me, along with the work environment and the customers. They say I over react when I get called in, or when they give me a half hour notice when I live 20 minutes away from there.

They also don't get mental health, which mine has been ****. I'm depressed much more often, I get ticked off much more easily, my patience is extremly thin, I'm stressed everyday of work, and I cry/feel like crying more than I'm comfortable with. I've developed bad eating habits like skipping meals, and when I do eat, it's very small things that aren't meals. I don't know how to cope, and sometimes my first reaction to stress is to cry. I've already cried at work like 3 or 4 times. My first reaction to extreme anger is to punch somethin. But logic stops me from punching things fully knowing I will damage my hand before I damage anythin else, so I resort to slamming and throwing stuff. I've given up venting to them and the people around me cause no one cares, nor will they get what it puts me throu.

Edit: I ****ing hate my manager. I checked my schedule and not only did he change my hours on me for Saturday, without telling me, but he also added Friday when I originally had Friday off. He has me working 7 days in a row, just for one day off that he has to give me, just so I can work another 2 days in a row, but I'm sure it'll be more cause he hates me. There's no other reason he does this other than he hates me. He doesn't do this to literally any other front service clerk, only me. I'm sure he'll have me work another 7 days in a row for absolutely no good reason.

I'm gettin real sick and tired of supporting the weight of this damn place.
 
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