What's Bothering You?

[Xara]

i am this close to becoming a high school dropout

 

[Cutesy]

I’ve definitely gained some weight since staying at home, but I lack the motivation to do much about it. I’ve recently started going out for a walk every day, but I still keep snacking throughout the day.

 

[Chris]

Seen people being called racist if they don't physically go and join tomorrows BLM protests. It's as if people have completely forgotten that there is an on-going pandemic.

 

[Alienfish]

Seen people being called racist if they don't physically go and join tomorrows BLM protests. It's as if people have completely forgotten that there is an on-going pandemic.

I haven't seen that literally but yeah there's a lot of passive-aggressive ally hate going on especially online. Like, sorry I don't wanna get trampled nor die by corona thank you.

 

[Chris]

I haven't seen that literally but yeah there's a lot of passive-aggressive ally hate going on especially online. Like, sorry I don't wanna get trampled nor die by corona thank you.

I'm watching a specific girl attacking people over it. When someone mentioned they would if it weren't for COVID she said it was a stupid reason to not participate.

 

[Alienfish]

I'm watching a specific girl attacking people over it. When someone mentioned they would if it weren't for COVID she said it was a stupid reason to not participate.

Ah. And yeah I've seen that a lot especially on some people's Instagrams that I follow. I think it's a totally legit reason to not go out in crowd. Yes, I'm "white af", doesn't mean I don't educate or support things other ways, sheesh. Also I love when people half my age post these ally hates too.

 

[-Apples-]

Seen people being called racist if they don't physically go and join tomorrows BLM protests. It's as if people have completely forgotten that there is an on-going pandemic.

It really has gotten out of hand here. Originally, it was supposed to be a protest against racial profiling and police brutality. Now it’s more about hating America. People are tearing down or vandalizing statues, with Columbus statues having it the worst (which implies they hate Columbus more than they hate Trump, or even just as much as they hate Hitler).

I’m still against the cops that killed George Floyd, and the protests aren’t going to change my mind, but people have to learn to accept a mediator, and being neutral is not evil.

 

[spawnpoint]

My leg is sore :C

 

[xSuperMario64x]

It's almost 3pm why tf am I still sleeping :c

 

[SleepyAmaurotine]

it’s a nice house and I really hope we can move there, but the way she doesn’t seem to know what she’s doing makes me doubt we’ll get it lol

 

[Lazybums]

My parents would NEVER let me apply for unemployment or anythin like that, esp my dad. I don't have health insurance nor do I excaclty have the money to drop thousands of dollars for anythin medical related. I have issues with my knees now, just general discomfort. It used to be only my left knee since I did somethin to it back in high school, but now it's been both knees, which is new. I also have an injury that I got back in Janauary that likes to flare up and cause even worse discomfort, sometimes pain. I get knee discomfort (idk if it's joint or muscle pain) daily now and the injury also comes up near daily. I wear one of those Ace braces for my left knee which has helped yesterday but I don't want to become dependent on braces. It doesn't help the fact that I've been having discomfort for 2-3 weeks now, and my manager has me working a week straight now.

I've given up telling my parents how I work because I feel they just don't care about me for certain things and they just can't possibly understand what I go throu at work. One doesn't work retail and the other doesnt work at all, so neither one of them can possibly understand what's its like dealing with **** managers who do the **** they do to me, along with the work environment and the customers. They say I over react when I get called in, or when they give me a half hour notice when I live 20 minutes away from there.

They also don't get mental health, which mine has been ****. I'm depressed much more often, I get ticked off much more easily, my patience is extremly thin, I'm stressed everyday of work, and I cry/feel like crying more than I'm comfortable with. I've developed bad eating habits like skipping meals, and when I do eat, it's very small things that aren't meals. I don't know how to cope, and sometimes my first reaction to stress is to cry. I've already cried at work like 3 or 4 times. My first reaction to extreme anger is to punch somethin. But logic stops me from punching things fully knowing I will damage my hand before I damage anythin else, so I resort to slamming and throwing stuff. I've given up venting to them and the people around me cause no one cares, nor will they get what it puts me throu.

Edit: I ****ing hate my manager. I checked my schedule and not only did he change my hours on me for Saturday, without telling me, but he also added Friday when I originally had Friday off. He has me working 7 days in a row, just for one day off that he has to give me, just so I can work another 2 days in a row, but I'm sure it'll be more cause he hates me. There's no other reason he does this other than he hates me. He doesn't do this to literally any other front service clerk, only me. I'm sure he'll have me work another 7 days in a row for absolutely no good reason.

I'm gettin real sick and tired of supporting the weight of this damn place.

Wow I'm just in shock I just I'm so sorry you have to go through that my condolences.


I say to try an apply for PUA because if you're already working there's a certain section that it won't let you go pass in UI that makes you put in the date where your work started.


Also please apply for Care Credit you can apply via online if you're at least 18 and by phone if you're 21years old.

I just advice to apply in secret from your parents in your room/outside or something like that or at a restaurant maybe.

It takes a week for both to be accepted and they'll email you after that the check will come in the mail for PUA and I'm pretty sure for care credit you get the card in the mail.

After that if you don't have a regular doctor that you go to then try a clinc it's much cheaper if you're able to drive that is.

And I just can't believe your parent's why the f**** are they not supporting you like-?!

They should be applying for UI/PUA themselfs to not have you go to work and face all this damn stress I can't believe it!

They should be ashamed ashamed...

You should be in college or at a trade school by now.

Also if you're able to spend some nights at a friends home I think that's good for know until you're able to get a place to live in.

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Wow I'm just in shock I just I'm so sorry you have to go through that my condolences.


I say to try an apply for PUA because if you're already working there's a certain section that it won't let you go pass in UI that makes you put in the date where your work started.


Also please apply for Care Credit you can apply via online if you're at least 18 and by phone if you're 21years old.

I just advice to apply in secret from your parents in your room/outside or something like that or at a restaurant maybe.

It takes a week for both to be accepted and they'll email you after that the check will come in the mail for PUA and I'm pretty sure for care credit you get the card in the mail.

After that if you don't have a regular doctor that you go to then try a clinc it's much cheaper if you're able to drive that is.

And I just can't believe your parent's why the f**** are they not supporting you like-?!

They should be applying for UI/PUA themselfs to not have you go to work and face all this damn stress I can't believe it!

They should be ashamed ashamed...

You should be in college or at a trade school by now.

Also if you're able to spend some nights at a friends home I think that's good for know until you're able to get a place to live in.

*Or find a Workers Union to join/apply to since you have rights you know.

 

[Soigne]

i’ve watched a really scary movie and i’m super paranoid now. which is weird, movies don’t really do this to me. but this one has unnerved me hardcore

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I'm watching a specific girl attacking people over it. When someone mentioned they would if it weren't for COVID she said it was a stupid reason to not participate.

Here or twitter? Works a priority for me.

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It really has gotten out of hand here. Originally, it was supposed to be a protest against racial profiling and police brutality. Now it’s more about hating America. People are tearing down or vandalizing statues, with Columbus statues having it the worst (which implies they hate Columbus more than they hate Trump, or even just as much as they hate Hitler).

I’m still against the cops that killed George Floyd, and the protests aren’t going to change my mind, but people have to learn to accept a mediator, and being neutral is not evil.

I don't think they are even paying attention to charges the officers involved are facing.

 

[-Apples-]

I don't think they are even paying attention to charges the officers involved are facing.

I know Christopher Columbus is a barbarian for the acts he did, but he has nothing to do with George Floyd. Eventually, these protesters will calm down, but if they’re not going to calm down, then that’s when the military needs to finally step in and arrest them. I don’t know what they really want, but they have to stop with the violence.

 

[Chris]

Here or twitter? Works a priority for me.

Neither. It was related to an organisation I volunteer with.

I live with someone high risk. Going anywhere is still a no even now restrictions are easing here. I haven't physically gone further than my own garden since May 1st and yet this morning woke-up with cold symptoms. Felt a bit crummy yesterday but figured I would sleep it off. Amazing being able to catch a cold without leaving the house and minimal social interaction.

 

[Alienfish]

@Reginald Fairfield .. yeah same. As selfish as it sounds I'm not risking my health to catch something or get things thrown on me. There are other ways to educate yourself and support things.

On another note, NH bothers me. They added in too many pond fishes at the same hours so I can't get snakehead/ranchu/popeye for life. Not even with bait mind it.

 

[Clock]

iPad is acting up when charging, that I have to bend the cord in some angle that will charge it and it annoys me a bit.

 

[Seastar]

I am already slowly messing up my sleeping schedule again...

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

@Reginald Fairfield .. yeah same. As selfish as it sounds I'm not risking my health to catch something or get things thrown on me. There are other ways to educate yourself and support things.

On another note, NH bothers me. They added in too many pond fishes at the same hours so I can't get snakehead/ranchu/popeye for life. Not even with bait mind it.

Didn't know about the snakehead, thanks.

Post automatically merged: Jun 13, 2020

Neither. It was related to an organisation I volunteer with.

I live with someone high risk. Going anywhere is still a no even now restrictions are easing here. I haven't physically gone further than my own garden since May 1st and yet this morning woke-up with cold symptoms. Felt a bit crummy yesterday but figured I would sleep it off. Amazing being able to catch a cold without leaving the house and minimal social interaction.

I'm "lucky" enough to be in an area full of homeless and tweakers. public restrooms were shut down before the shut down.

 

[Alienfish]

@Reginald Fairfield No problems. Quite surprised myself at how many pond fishes that were active at the same time. Dumb move, devs.

Also my mom obviously being privileged person even in this crisis. Stop counting like you are a non-priviliged homeless person when you definitely have enough for a $1.50 beer. Sheesh.