What's Bothering You?
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DarkDesertFox
Your Typical Trickster
There's an empty bowl of eaten ravioli in front of me and I'm too lazy to get up and clean it. I can smell the ravioli too... I don't want to keep smelling it, but then I have to get up and clean it. Dilemma, dilemma...
Mimi Cheems
gonna watch it burn! ♡
You ever feel like someone is your first choice but you’re never theirs? Like, I’m always the last resort. No one ever comes to me because they genuinely enjoy talking to me, they just don’t have their other options available. This has happened to me so many times with past friends and even people I’ve had to cut off, despite knowing them for so long. They only message me when they need/want something from me or just to remind me they care, but not enough to check up on me like they say they want to. ‘I wish I could be here for you all the time, I have the time but—‘ then don’t message me at all for 5 months HAHA. I had someone message me trying to get me to open up to them about what happened with my ex. Likeee, girl you’re about 2 months late? I don’t wanna talk about it anymore. And she knew what had happened the day it happened but never ONCE messaged me until the other day. She was very insensitive about it, to think I’ve known her for 8+ years, you think she’d understand? Especially after being in similar situations. ‘I don’t know why you hate your ex so much that you have to make a callout post but then again, screw him, I hate him! You can hate him too but don’t be mean he doesn’t deserve that!’ ok you get cheated on for 2+ years and he never said anything to you once. And you find this all out on your own, too! Like... I’m not even naturally a rude vengeful person. I’m always turning the other cheek. But no matter what I do. If I’m happy, if I’m moody, if I’m angry or vengeful, or if I’m too loud— it’s always an issue. Like sorry that I’m in a good mood I guess I’ll just be in a bad one? Oh? That’s not good for you either? Then I’ll just hide in my room and never come out lol—
but... there have been so many things bubbling in the back of my mind. I wish I was just someone’s first choice, I don’t want to be their favorite— just... their first choice? I’m always seconded. And, you ever miss someone but you know they probably don’t miss you or even think about you as often as you think of them? Or, you ever try to forget something traumatic and heartbreaking but now that you’re starting to forget, everyone literally just wants to talk about it now? And, most importantly— you ever just feel like you can’t catch a break? That the world is just swallowing you whole. There have been so many things happening so fast, it’s making my head spin.. can life just slow down, please?:’3
but... there have been so many things bubbling in the back of my mind. I wish I was just someone’s first choice, I don’t want to be their favorite— just... their first choice? I’m always seconded. And, you ever miss someone but you know they probably don’t miss you or even think about you as often as you think of them? Or, you ever try to forget something traumatic and heartbreaking but now that you’re starting to forget, everyone literally just wants to talk about it now? And, most importantly— you ever just feel like you can’t catch a break? That the world is just swallowing you whole. There have been so many things happening so fast, it’s making my head spin.. can life just slow down, please?:’3
xSuperMario64x
🇨🇦🩷 7 days 💜🇨🇦
Can't believe Amazon is gonna make me wait a week for my Waloogi plush to get here smfh
I'm basically being forced to sign up to be unhappy. I know that we are supposed to take care of each other for better or for worse, but I don't feel like I'm being taken care of at all. Your whole world is about her and I know she's been sick and that it's been really hard for the past couple of years but it's like you've forgotten about me and it hurts. She is able to get better but she won't push herself and neither will you. She would rather sit around and waste away and rely on us to take care of her. She is capable of getting healthy again, but she won't. And the biggest problem is that you don't even see it. You think I'm being selfish but I'm moving across the country and leaving my family and my job so that we can go and take care of someone who doesn't even care about themself. Everything is falling onto me and I am suffocating. I can't do this for the rest of my life. I just wish there was an end in sight. I'm tired of simultaneously being the strong one and the bad guy.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Whatever you say queen *****
My previous college is doing everything possible to prevent me from transferring. First they said I owed money and then I payed it. Then they wouldn’t send out my transcripts and didn’t say why. I called them and they said I owe them more money so I payed that. I requested a third time and they sent the wrong ones!
Also my SO and I are complete opposites we agree on nothing! Like telling me a color is green when I think it’s grey. Now I’m the crazy person asking everyone what color they think it is.
Edit: someone spilled something sticky on my fretboard. Not sure how they did it because my guitar is nowhere near where anyone should be eating.
Also my SO and I are complete opposites we agree on nothing! Like telling me a color is green when I think it’s grey. Now I’m the crazy person asking everyone what color they think it is.
Edit: someone spilled something sticky on my fretboard. Not sure how they did it because my guitar is nowhere near where anyone should be eating.
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I don’t know what to say except I hope you stay safe!
Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
So after the tumblr purge, a bunch of artists and such migrated to twitter of all places. I want to keep following them, but don't want to join twitter, for hopefully obvious reasons.
Moved my makeup mirror to my bed so I could put my laptop on my desk. Thought the mirror was stable on the bed and let go. It crashed to the floor and has a crack in it.
This is why I have more than one mirror aaaand it's the second mirror I've accidentally broken.
This is why I have more than one mirror aaaand it's the second mirror I've accidentally broken.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
family stress
Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
Can I see a pic?
