What's Bothering You?

I have summer vacation but psychological/health problems don't let me enjoy it. I don't have the feeling I'm relaxing or enjoying things. Also Covid doesn't help.
 
I got a PSN gift card for graduating and it isn’t valid until tomorrow.
 
what did i do to earn this full week of constantly thinking about death when im trying to sleep
 
Mom is in another state and she has enough health problems to have a big chance of dying because of corona

not even there for a legit reason
 
My water bottle smelled really nice and I kept drinking it and enjoying the smell....

Until I realized that I washed it earlier and I’ve been drinking soapy water for the past day.
 
Usually when I wake up in the morning I don't have too much of an issue getting out of bed to let the dog out and go about my business but today.... I could barely open my eyes going outside and I just went straight back to bed. It's not surprising that I'm tired but for some reason I'm like extra tired today ;-;
 
I worked all week and how does Saturday kick off? We lose the power. It still hasn't come back. I hope it comes back soon because I wanted to warm up breakfast and play something.
 
Got some unwanted charges to my bank account for things I KNOW I didn’t pay for. Yeah... going to have to call and have a talk with them about this.
 
Idk why I feel so crappy today. I literally have no patience for anything and I honestly just want to go lay in bed and do nothing all day.
 
I have work again tomorrow, and I’m still getting awful anxiety over going in to work. I wanna go to bed early tonight, but I just know that I’ll be up all night.
 
I’d like to start running again, but I’ll have to make myself eat more. I have zero appetite lately and I’ve been loosing weight and I have no idea why :( I would have brought this up with my Doctor the other day, but he was an hour late. I was just tired and done by that point.
 
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