I have summer vacation but psychological/health problems don't let me enjoy it. I don't have the feeling I'm relaxing or enjoying things. Also Covid doesn't help.
Usually when I wake up in the morning I don't have too much of an issue getting out of bed to let the dog out and go about my business but today.... I could barely open my eyes going outside and I just went straight back to bed. It's not surprising that I'm tired but for some reason I'm like extra tired today ;-;
I worked all week and how does Saturday kick off? We lose the power. It still hasn't come back. I hope it comes back soon because I wanted to warm up breakfast and play something.
I have work again tomorrow, and I’m still getting awful anxiety over going in to work. I wanna go to bed early tonight, but I just know that I’ll be up all night.
I’d like to start running again, but I’ll have to make myself eat more. I have zero appetite lately and I’ve been loosing weight and I have no idea why I would have brought this up with my Doctor the other day, but he was an hour late. I was just tired and done by that point.