What's Bothering You?

Neighbors are swimming in their pool and I want to ask if I can swim with them but I don't want to feel intrusive, I don't want to bother them, and I don't want to give the idea that I'm "using" them for their pool :,,,,,(

Also wishing that my bathing suit had the leg part that came down, I hate how like all women's bathing suits ride up like a pair of underwear. Like y'know, idk, some women are actually pretty modest??

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Ah, a couple days ago I was walking my dachshund outside and I caught a good glimpse at his whiting muzzle. He’s a shelter dog and we’ve had him for a little under 10 years so he’s bound to be in his teens but I love my little guy! From what I’ve seen he’s still got a bunch of energy but he’s starting to show his age.
 
I made a dumb deal with my sister to clean the cat litter in return for her to bake cookies for me. Not feeling cleaning the cat litter so I’m upset and wondered why I even bothered accepting the deal if I can make them myself?
 
Neighbors are swimming in their pool and I want to ask if I can swim with them but I don't want to feel intrusive, I don't want to bother them, and I don't want to give the idea that I'm "using" them for their pool :,,,,,(

Also wishing that my bathing suit had the leg part that came down, I hate how like all women's bathing suits ride up like a pair of underwear. Like y'know, idk, some women are actually pretty modest??

those are nice but with my ass it'd go up anyway lol.. gl finding one though
 
Didn’t get the job I wanted to get and feeling super bummed out now. Today started off good, but now it’s not...

I’m feeling better and over this already. I know I’ll have another chance with different jobs, so there’s no reason to feel down about it. Back to having a good day!
 
Again ya'll are just dysfunctional af

soooooo you can abandon me but I can't abandon you???? does that make any ****ing sense

owo pity me but also gtfo my life is way better without u in it and also u will never be better than me

And my grandma being an ass about me leaving lmao well i get it for feeling sad but lolol ya'll seriously don't get why I'm leaving ya'll

chalk one more up there for reasons I think ya'll are delusional af
 
I do not want to go back to work tomorrow... Well, technically it's from home but I still dread it lately. I missed when hardly much was going on and I could relax a bit more but lately it's been a bit stressful.

Somebody pls explain to me why I constantly feel tired and have low stamina like ugh

Same for me, it sucks. Barely have any energy to do what I want despite being able to sleep in a little more. I just want to feel awake again.
 
I promised to do the cat litter for my sister if she made me cookies...
Mom brings me to get cake...
My slices get eaten by them because they can’t learn to check the fridge for their fill...
My dad comes home with cookies...
There’s no point in my sister making me cookies tomorrow because there’s already cookies.
I did the cat litter for no reason and I got tricked by my sister like a fool.
 
it's my best friend's birthday and all of her friends are acting like such pieces of garbage. she just wants to hang out and play jackbox and these people won't even give her the time of day WHEN SHE SPENT THEIR WHOLE BIRTHDAY WITH THEM... imagine being that sick, twisted and selfish. i hate people so much. they did it to me on my birthday too so they're just so damn rude, it's not bad timing, it's got nothing to do with going through a hard time... they're just not right for this.
 
it's my best friend's birthday and all of her friends are acting like such pieces of garbage. she just wants to hang out and play jackbox and these people won't even give her the time of day WHEN SHE SPENT THEIR WHOLE BIRTHDAY WITH THEM... imagine being that sick, twisted and selfish. i hate people so much. they did it to me on my birthday too so they're just so damn rude, it's not bad timing, it's got nothing to do with going through a hard time... they're just not right for this.

Wow, they sound like jerks to be honest. I would feel the same way if I were in that situation.

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My vision problem is back. Lmaoooooo bro, is this like a curse or something?
 
I’m feeling better and over this already. I know I’ll have another chance with different jobs, so there’s no reason to feel down about it. Back to having a good day!
pls send me your positive energy I need it really bad rn :,,,(


so earlier I wanted to go swim at my neighbor's house, and because I didn't want to bother her I had my mom message her, and she was like "yeah if there's no one in the pool then it's fine" and I'm like SWEET so I put my bathing suit on, put the dog in the crate, grabbed my towel and headed for the back door. but then all of a sudden my mum's like "oh I wasn't thinking you would want to go today" (well DUH I wanted to go today!!) so she messaged her and she's like "oh no I gotta go to work early tomorrow and my room is right next to the back porch so she needs to wait til tomorrow." As if I'm gonna make a bunch of noise.

So basically I just spent the rest of the evening moping around because I'm constantly disappointing myself and hating myself, I was hoping that vacuuming their pool over there would give me something to do to clear my head but no I can't even do that. Now it's almost midnight and I'm just sitting here, not tired at all. I'm so stressed out from all this political bs going on and me constantly hating on myself that I just can't handle anything anymore. I really need to just get away for a few weeks.
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also I need to do a drawing for someone and since I have -948 motivation to do anything I'm just sitting stressing the **** out so that's fun :,,)
 
pls send me your positive energy I need it really bad rn :,,,(


so earlier I wanted to go swim at my neighbor's house, and because I didn't want to bother her I had my mom message her, and she was like "yeah if there's no one in the pool then it's fine" and I'm like SWEET so I put my bathing suit on, put the dog in the crate, grabbed my towel and headed for the back door. but then all of a sudden my mum's like "oh I wasn't thinking you would want to go today" (well DUH I wanted to go today!!) so she messaged her and she's like "oh no I gotta go to work early tomorrow and my room is right next to the back porch so she needs to wait til tomorrow." As if I'm gonna make a bunch of noise.

So basically I just spent the rest of the evening moping around because I'm constantly disappointing myself and hating myself, I was hoping that vacuuming their pool over there would give me something to do to clear my head but no I can't even do that. Now it's almost midnight and I'm just sitting here, not tired at all. I'm so stressed out from all this political bs going on and me constantly hating on myself that I just can't handle anything anymore. I really need to just get away for a few weeks.
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also I need to do a drawing for someone and since I have -948 motivation to do anything I'm just sitting stressing the **** out so that's fun :,,)

I’m sorry you didn’t get to go swimming. I’ve had days like that and they’re terrible. Personally, I‘ve tuned out anything political recently because I refuse to deal with that in my life when I’m already trying to transition to getting a better-paying job and moving out, lol. I wouldn’t hate yourself though because you’re pretty cool and I respect your love for Super Mario 64, Spongebob, Waluigi, and everything else as well. I think I remember you mentioning your majors in college? And I’m like, “wow, I could never do that”. Lol, I only graduated with one major and only because I have a real talent and niche for it. So you should be really happy with yourself for even pursuing those things because I know I sure as heck couldn’t do that. I hope you have a better day tomorrow. Sending positive energy your way for sure! 😤
 
I return already... Just had to drop a show I really enjoyed because the episode tackled a really sensitive issue in the most tasteless way possible. I don't think it's something I can look past as I already had to ignore a lot of other issues in the show, but this one crossed the line.
 
I’m sorry you didn’t get to go swimming. I’ve had days like that and they’re terrible. Personally, I‘ve tuned out anything political recently because I refuse to deal with that in my life when I’m already trying to transition to getting a better-paying job and moving out, lol. I wouldn’t hate yourself though because you’re pretty cool and I respect your love for Super Mario 64, Spongebob, Waluigi, and everything else as well. I think I remember you mentioning your majors in college? And I’m like, “wow, I could never do that”. Lol, I only graduated with one major and only because I have a real talent and niche for it. So you should be really happy with yourself for even pursuing those things because I know I sure as heck couldn’t do that. I hope you have a better day tomorrow. Sending positive energy your way for sure! 😤
it's really difficult for me to tune out political stuff cause both of my parents are really into the political scene (cause my dad listens to conservative radio constantly and is always talking about trump/biden/liberals/covid/etc). I've been thinking about going to visit fams over in Indiana for the last few weeks, that would help me kinda get away from my parents and tune out their constant ramblings. And I know I'm gonna have to deal w political crap when I go back to school, I've got people I go to college with on my fb page (idek why I'm friends with them on there) who are posting things like "HOW DARE U NOT WEAR A MASK AND PUT EVERYONE'S LIVES IN JEOPARDY" like bruh take a chill pill pls I barely go out anyways.

also I appreciate your respect for me a lot. I dont feel like I get much respect at home. I've been particularly angry at myself because I've been driving around a lot lately (with my dad cause ofc the BMV has to keep me from getting my license) and there were a few times today where my dad was like "if you had done that during a test you would have failed" or "you're gonna total your car" and you know that just makes me feel terrible. Like yeah I prob will total my car someday. hopefully enough to take me out of this cruel world
 
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