What's Bothering You?

Getting too hot every day, always in 90s and this is a whole new world for me in Asia and l still feel like at home when l step outside.
 
I feel like I'm in a terrible rut in my life rn. All I do is pretty much go to work, to the store, feed my pets, play games/on internet then go to sleep. I barely have any interactions with anyone outside my house or work. I don't have any 'friends' irl, just people I can call to pick up a shift. I don't feel comfortable asking anyone to hang out outside of work because I feel like they have their own lives and I'd be disrupting them if I did. I didn't know it was going to be this hard to make friends as an adult :/
 
I don’t mind staying up late like this tonight, but um, can I get my eyesight back please? I’m tired of seeing crosseyed. lol
 
I used to enjoy drawing a month ago, heck i got pretty good at it too but recently it’s just been stressing me out. I can’t even draw the most simple or basic things. And even when i finally do take a step forward and start making progress on a drawing i end up taking 3 steps back from some crappy, faulty drawing supplies that end up ruining the whole thing or i just end up doing a terrible job finishing the thing. At this point i’m just an inch away from completely giving up on this hobby, i’m not getting any enjoyment from trying to draw anymore and it’s stressful to think that i used to be so good at drawing only to make loads of mistakes when i try nowadays.
 
Lately, I keep having dumb thoughts when I'm alone in my room at night with nothing left to do.
It varies too. Sometimes I'm overthinking stuff I read, sometimes I'm remembering bad things that happened in the past, and sometimes I'm thinking about secrets I don't tell anyone.
There's not really anything I can do about this either...
 
I wanted to buy a game on Epic using the 10$ Epic coupon, but they don't allow the coupon for PayPal purchases so now I can't buy it. 😭

Edit: Apprently it's possible now? Idk what's going on anymore. :unsure:
 
White cis straight males denying that one privilege is so much fun. Also you dad's context didn't have to do with it since he/you obviously had issues but then why would you even deny it then that was a whole different case..?
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also ugh day at work and reservations went bat****.. glad i could treat myself with some hair dye and sushi
 
Drew a sketch, finished 90% of the lineart, then suddenly decided I hate it & wanna delete the whole thing. Now I don’t feel like drawing anymore :(
 
I asked for something on Discord and I forgot to say “please” once and now everyone else is just being plain rude on the server.
 
My energy levels have been at an all-time low the past week. I didn't get my shower this morning because my dad is home the whole week and decided to take it when I get up for work. Those usually wake me up a bit so it's a bummer not to start Monday off with one.
 
I'm trying to set up an instagram to show off my art more and earn some money, but I haven't used social media in years (really just chatting here) and I'm so nervous /: I realize that it's really no big deal... I just don't know what I should write for descriptions :b I guess this is just one of those things you have to risk in order to get any views but afdlkhsalfea I'm nervous :c
 
Trying to find this "adult" silent movie and I lost the paper that had it written on it ugh.
 
it's really difficult for me to tune out political stuff cause both of my parents are really into the political scene (cause my dad listens to conservative radio constantly and is always talking about trump/biden/liberals/covid/etc). ully enough to take me out of this cruel world
If they are listening to that and likes Trump that's a bad sign tbf and should be easy to tell off...

also still cant find this stupid silent film UGH
 
I asked for something on Discord and I forgot to say “please” once and now everyone else is just being plain rude on the server.
Yeah sometimes people on discord are just plain rude. There's really no excuse for it, I try to just avoid those people.
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If they are listening to that and likes Trump that's a bad sign tbf and should be easy to tell off...
if i tried to tell my dad off he would probably call me a stupid liberal or smth lol
I just try to tune it out as much as possible, although hopefully in the next week or so I'm gonna be visiting fams and then I won't have to deal w them for a whole week :3
 
Yeah sometimes people on discord are just plain rude. There's really no excuse for it, I try to just avoid those
Yeah, I’m new to using Discord and I’m not very familiar with the etiquette of posting. I ended up apologizing and maybe I should have been nicer so that the whole thing should have never happened, it’s just that I was called out for sounding too “demanding” and comparing with me bad experiences and “ungrateful“ players on Club Tortimer and for actually not saying please, even joking about charging me an infinite number of bells for a simple free service. This happened on an ACNL discord by the way. Everything turned out fine either way, some people just asked to “sound a bit nicer” and it doesn’t bother me much now but it gets me worried if I say/don’t say a couple of words everyone is on me trying to call me out.
 
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