What's Bothering You?

Been about an hour and half since I had to do that. Some improvement but still uncomfortable.

Also, please don't refer to me by an old username.
oops sorry, edited my post!

good to hear that you're doing slightly better. I hope you have a speedy recovery!
 
i can't get these horrible thoughts out of my head, its been like this for 2 weeks now when will it end
 
I keep flaking out on lessons and making excuses because I haven’t practiced and I know I shouldn’t do that and honestly I feel like my teacher is annoyed. I forgot that today was the lesson and said I was sick (which I am a little) and I feel really bad
I really feel this, I'm a piano performance major in college and sometimes I just want to take a break from practicing. I gotta go back to school in like 3 weeks and I haven't practiced at all over summer break lol. usually teachers are pretty understanding though, I've had weeks where I just couldn't practice piano either because I was sick or super busy. it's best to be honest with them.

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my dog threw up on the bed in here. when my cousins let him outside they don't watch and make sure he doesn't eat any grass/leaves/bark and so he hacked up a bunch of grass and leaf particles on the bed. that's really irritating to me, although I know they prob didn't understand that he would have a reaction like that (most dogs aren't really bothered with eating grass but my dog always throws up when he eats grass n stuff, hence why I watch him when he's outside). I guess I'll have to let them know to keep a closer eye on him when he's out there.
 
The humidity is very draining.
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Should've gone to the hospital, but it's 1:30am, I don't drive and have no one I could ask. So I took matters into my own hands by doing the procedure myself. Not clever at all. I'm in a lot of pain and the sight made my stomach turn. Will have to go get it seen to tomorrow when I can access public transport.
Hardcore is one of the words that come to mind.
 
Love having to do chores and stuff for my parents and then not having the energy or motivation to work on my own personal projects and responsibilities
 
Love having to do chores and stuff for my parents and then not having the energy or motivation to work on my own personal projects and responsibilities
why do you have to do so many chores?
Just asking because if it's taking that long it seems like too much
 
^^literally me at home all the time. I can't wait to move into my dorm this semester lol, my parents bombard me with stuff all the time and it just sucks so much.
 
Not ready for school in a few weeks
I can imagine myself drowning in school stuff already even if it’s just at home now, it’s just like being stuck in a maze.
 
I'm getting so agitated with everything at work. Yet I've still got stuff on the next two days and all I want to do is stay at home....
 
there are 2 threads for complimenting the above user, and the word "compliment" is spelled wrong in the title on both of them
Please report duplicate threads in future. If I didn't happen to check this thread I wouldn't have seen this! I've closed one thread and fixed the spelling on the one I've left open.
 
I wish I could stop looking at covid-19 studies. I keep searching for answers but I'm not smart enough for this and it just leaves me frustrated.

I guess I'll try to pry myself away from this all and play some NH. It's just not productive or good for me to try to understand fancy science talk and laboratory terms.​
 
My co-workers literally talking about mental (un)health during the break and I was a bit too tired to engage properly in their discussion yet they think I'm mad at them like.. uh okay sorry I sat down beside you quiet can I have some tired-time lol :/ also it wasn't much other space around and i didn't even listen to it properly nor said anything other than 'hi' to them
 
I wish I could stop looking at covid-19 studies. I keep searching for answers but I'm not smart enough for this and it just leaves me frustrated.

I guess I'll try to pry myself away from this all and play some NH. It's just not productive or good for me to try to understand fancy science talk and laboratory terms.​
What exactly are you trying to figure out? I may be able to provide some insight. I used to work in a laboratory that handled COVID-19 samples and wrote a paper on diagnostic methods for the virus.
 
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