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IT'S TV TIME!
im sad and stressed out and overly emotional and feeling bad physically and i have no one to talk to about it, i just want to cry i hate everything right now...
it was pretty bad tbh because my body grew weirdly apparently and it took way longer than they expected. it hutrs quite a bit now and typing is pretty hard cause i am too tired for it. just gonna make it past these days. healing is going decently i think tho.Going into hospital for a relatively small thing again today. Still really scared though. I wish they would just knock you out for everything.
I hope you start to feel better soon!it was pretty bad tbh because my body grew weirdly apparently and it took way longer than they expected. it hutrs quite a bit now and typing is pretty hard cause i am too tired for it. just gonna make it past these days. healing is going decently i think tho.
My roommate has been acting so mean lately. My other roommate and I are fed up with the BS. Im drawing Raymond for a project I’m working on, and was experimenting with facial expressions because he needs to look unhappy for it. I experiment until I land on something I like and some of them were pretty funny, so we were laughing together at it. Well that turned into from her laughing with me to laughing at me. Apparently I draw like she did when she was in kindergarten etc. sure my process might not be the best, but I’m still learning and I’m also not used to procreate yet so that’s been challenging all on its own. I told her she was making me mad and being rude and she just responded with “yeah” and walked away while laughing at me. It may take me awhile to get things looking right but I eventually get there, and my stuff ultimately comes out looking better than hers although I would never tell her that. My Raymond isn’t finished and it looks a bit rough, but I think it looks cute so far. Might make the mouth smaller.
Also my dad texted me this morning to tell me he has COVID. So that’s fun.
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That Raymond looks great actually! Not sure why she would do that. Some people can just be really rude for no good reason. I’m a terrible artist and I can’t even draw stick figures that well (lol), but I think Raymond looks cute in this piece as well! I’m sorry that you‘re having to deal with this. :/
Did you sell them already?Argh, I should've sold my turnips last night. I would've made a nice profit if I did but I decided to wait to see if it would go higher. Turns out the value of turnips were cut more than half and I had to sell at a loss. I invested somewhere around 200k bells. I only got around half of it back AND it didn't contribute to that one nook miles achievement for cornering the stalk market. Note to self: If you see the value of turnips go for a reasonable profit, just book it. Better to earn small margins of profit than to lose a lot of bells. If next week has a declining trend...
Don't ever recall you acting that wayI need to take my medicine and get good sleep tonight. I know that’s contributing to how I feel right now. But I can’t help but think about my past online at times like these and how much I did wrong. I know it‘s in the past. It has been years. I’ve changed since then and became a better person. But it still bothers me from time to time. I was such a tool. So pathetic. And I honestly don’t even know why I acted that way because it wasn’t how I usually am (granted I was dealing with a lot at the time). I feel like I’ve made enemies there. They’ve probably forgotten about me by now or don’t care thankfully, but it still bothers me. I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I need to take better care of myself. This is a wake up call.
Yeah I already did so there's no going back.Did you sell them already?
I've also gotten into some pretty stupid fights online (guild drama on a bootleg Clash of Clans) and I barely even think about it except to cringe at myself. There's probably a few people who are sad enough to hold onto online grudges like that but I would hope the majority of people just grow out of it.I need to take my medicine and get good sleep tonight. I know that’s contributing to how I feel right now. But I can’t help but think about my past online at times like these and how much I did wrong. I know it‘s in the past. It has been years. I’ve changed since then and became a better person. But it still bothers me from time to time. I was such a tool. So pathetic. And I honestly don’t even know why I acted that way because it wasn’t how I usually am (granted I was dealing with a lot at the time). I feel like I’ve made enemies there. They’ve probably forgotten about me by now or don’t care thankfully, but it still bothers me. I couldn’t stop myself from crying. I need to take better care of myself. This is a wake up call.
Don't ever recall you acting that way
I've also gotten into some pretty stupid fights online (guild drama on a bootleg Clash of Clans) and I barely even think about it except to cringe at myself. There's probably a few people who are sad enough to hold onto online grudges like that but I would hope the majority of people just grow out of it.