What's Bothering You?

[Hopeless Opus]

i don't think i really mean anything to anyone and it's just genuinely mentally disturbing for me.

 

[Midoriya]

i don't think i really mean anything to anyone and it's just genuinely mentally disturbing for me.
i'm kind of just here, but i don't have much impact/meaning in anyone's life. it's like no matter how hard i try, it's never enough for people. i keep letting people down. i honestly just don't know what's wrong with me or why i keep chasing away people i care about. maybe i'm really just destined to be alone, i don't know. i'm just going to end up all alone. i just want to feel some ounce of happiness. i'm so tired of being sad or numb.

Hey there, friend. Just wanted to say that I do care about you. Talking with you this summer actually helped me quite a bit, and I want to help you as well (lately I feel like I’ve been more annoying than anything to people though, lol). You’re always free to vent to me or anything if you want. I hope you feel better soon

 

[Midoriya]

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Deleted. I just needed to cry.

 

[beehumcrossing]

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Deleted, I just feel like a mess today

 

[spawnpoint]

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I think I'm close to seeing a doctor/therapist depending on what my counselor says to my parents.
But, that's brought some new worry as I feel like my parents are gonna ask more questions or give me less privacy, or that I'll get outted, or that they'll crack down on me chatting online, which they aren't fans of. Sometimes it makes me regret coming to the forums, honestly, even though I wouldn't trade it for the world.

This exact thing.

 

[beehumcrossing]

Spoiler: :(

At 5am I ended up in the ER today
I have an unresolved physical issue that was more extreme than usual. I just want to find out what is wrong and how to fix it.
The issue is not a constant thing- It only happens occasionally and I don't know why.
I will be trying a suggestion from the doctors and hope it works

I hope it gets better soon, I’m here for you

 

[beehumcrossing]

i just feel like a mess, i have nobody to vent to and i just feel so stupid. i feel like nobody cares what i do or feel.
also i want to be a proud pan person but i don’t know if my parents would still like me, i’m only in middle school so i have nowhere else to go if they don’t accept me. i’m just a mess and i can’t fix it

 

[_Rainy_]

I woke up this morning and there was a guitar pick stuck to my butt. I started to laugh and midway through it I realized I was faking it. I really wish I could beat this depression so I can feel like myself again.

 

[Psydye]

Confusion.

 

[Dunquixote]

Update on my cat: she has a really bad bladder infection. I am thankful it was nothing life threatening and that we can treat it, but I’m still fearful of how much of a toll these infections are taking on her and for the day when I lose her since she is 20. My cats are my biggest source of comfort, especially now since my dad and I are not on speaking terms since he read a lot of my mom’s text messages on her tablet and some of them were about him and even when we were still talking, he makes me uncomfortable the way he lashes out at my mom or me when we disagree with him or when I’m anxious or show slight possible irritability (even if we aren’t) or when my mom tells him not to do something he likes to blame me or say why don’t you tell her? My mom and I are wit’s end at dealing with him. He had worse anxiety than me but he won’t take anything for it or admit hr has it.

 

[beehumcrossing]

Update on my cat: she has a really bad bladder infection. I am thankful it was nothing life threatening and that we can treat it, but I’m still fearful of how much of a toll these infections are taking on her and for the day when I lose her since she is 20. My cats are my biggest source of comfort, especially now since my dad and I are not on speaking terms since he read a lot of my mom’s text messages on her tablet and some of them were about him and even when we were still talking, he makes me uncomfortable the way he lashes out at my mom or me when we disagree with him or when I’m anxious or show slight possible irritability (even if we aren’t) or when my mom tells him not to do something he likes to blame me or say why don’t you tell her? My mom and I are wit’s end at dealing with him. He had worse anxiety than me but he won’t take anything for it or admit hr has it.

Thank goodness your cat is okay, and I’m sorry you have to deal with this. I hope that it gets better soon

 

[Dunquixote]

Thank goodness your cat is okay, and I’m sorry you have to deal with this. I hope that it gets better soon ❤

Thank you so much; that means a lot to me and my cat . ❤ It was really scary for the last two nights, though my mom wasn’t worried since the last time she had a checkup the vet said she was in really good health for a 20 year old, even with the urinary infection. I have a new pill to give her, so hopefully it will do the job. So far, all of the medicine that the vet has given us worked, so now, it’s just a matter of time for the medicine to kick in .

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i just feel like a mess, i have nobody to vent to and i just feel so stupid. i feel like nobody cares what i do or feel.
also i want to be a proud pan person but i don’t know if my parents would still like me, i’m only in middle school so i have nowhere else to go if they don’t accept me. i’m just a mess and i can’t fix it

Hey there. This might not mean much, but I’m really sorry you’re having a rough time and I hope you hang in therr. I can relate to a degree, just with different circumstances. I’m in my thirties and am still dependent on my parents because of anxiety, asperger’s, depression and inability to find/get a job to hire me. When I have panic attacks or just worry about something, my dad lashes out at me instead of trying to be supportive. My situation makes me constantly feel like my family is embarrassed of me especially since my sister is married have kids and her own house. I’m too scared of being independent and on my own, driving, and jobs. So i feel completely useless and hopeless; and I couldn’t even finish my bachelor’s degrees. When I’ve told my mom how i felt, she told me not to talk like that and she’d never be embarrassed of me.

With that being said, I believe that your parents will still love you and support you no matter what. They made not seem open to some ideas or decisions you make, but most likely due to the fact that they are just worried about how life and other people will treat you. They may disappeove, but it doesn’t mean they’ll stop loving you and supporting you. This is just my take of things, so take it as you will.

If you need to talk again, feel free to dm me.

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Deleted. I just needed to cry.

Hey . I hope you’re doing okay. It was really nice of you to listen to me about my cats last night even though you have your own things to worry about. I saw this message way after you deleted it, but thought I’d leave a comment for you in case you still need to vent. Don’t let my worries stop you from venting. I’d be happy to listen to you since you were really kind to read my message and send kind thoughts towards me and my cats.

 

[beehumcrossing]

Hey there. This might not mean much, but I’m really sorry you’re having a rough time and I hope you hang in there. I can relate to a degree, just with different circumstances. I’m in my thirties and am still dependent on my parents because of anxiety, asperger’s, depression and inability to find/get a job to hire me. When I have panic attacks or just worry about something, my dad lashes out at me instead of trying to be supportive. My situation makes me constantly feel like my family is embarrassed of me especially since my sister is married have kids and her own house. I’m too scared of being independent and on my own, driving, and jobs. So i feel completely useless and hopeless; and I couldn’t even finish my bachelor’s degrees. When I’ve told my mom how i felt, she told me not to talk like that and she’d never be embarrassed of me.

With that being said, I believe that your parents will still love you and support you no matter what. They made not seem open to some ideas or decisions you make, but most likely due to the fact that they are just worried about how life and other people will treat you. They may disapprove, but it doesn’t mean they’ll stop loving you and supporting you. This is just my take of things, so take it as you will.

If you need to talk again, feel free to dm me.

Thank you so much, that means a lot ^^

 

[Paperboy012305]

My stingy villagers and notes in a bottles won't give me a Wooden Bookshelf D.I.Y.

I'm soo desperate to get one on Nookazon, but I do not want to spend Nook Mile Tickets on anything.

 

[Dunquixote]

My stingy villagers and notes in a bottles won't give me a Wooden Bookshelf D.I.Y.

I'm soo desperate to get one on Nookazon, but I do not want to spend Nook Mile Tickets on anything.

Hey! I got one that you can have for free . Let me know when you’re free and whose town if you’re interested.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

 

[rip]

Spoiler: I’m Emo™

honestly lately i feel like a complete and utter embarrassment to anyone that matters and i highkey just want to disappear but ik i can’t do that so

 

[rianne]

Allergies for the billionth time.

 

[beehumcrossing]

I’ve been wanting to come out as pan and demigirl to my crush but realized that she would out me to my mom, and I don’t think I want that yet. I still don’t know if my mom would accept me, I think she would, but if she wants me to go to church then I would have to see if they would accept me. Most churches don’t so that’s a huge problem.

 

[Clock]

Pressure from some homeschool projects, I feel like I can't handle it sometimes, even though I'll get it done.