What's Bothering You?

Already feeling anxious before the work day even starts for me. I also went to bed early enough to get 8 hours of sleep but I woke up 2-3 times throughout the night so now I feel extremely tired and not ready to tackle the day.

I feel you. This always happens to me I make sure to go to bed early when I know I have to get up early the next day but I always either continuously wake up during the night or can never immediately fall asleep to begin with. So I still get just as little sleep as I would do if I were to have stayed up later, the whole point of going to bed early then just seems stupidly pointless.
 
Lol I woke up 10 minutes before I needed to be at work **** me

can my coworkers do their work pls?? Like thanks for leaving your **** everywhere and not cleaning it up, leaving it to me when I already had a **** tonne of stuff to do. The amount of times I help others by doing their stuff but get no help in return is frustrating 🥴

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im unnecessarily angry I need to calm down lol

as a person with maladaptive daydreaming disorder, I feel this
Maladaptive daydreaming disorder?
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i got about 6 hours of sleep and i cannot focus on classwork send help
 
uhhh okay im trying to get these papers but ...man can you just be content with other papers i have no idea and i don't want to be rude to my former place man
 
I knew this was going to happen eventually. On Facebook, I had blocked a friend of a close friend of mine, because of the stuff they post. It's wayyy too cynical and political. I just can't stand it. The close friend messaged me asking me why I blocked them, and I really don't want to get into why I did, as it's none of their business but I've already told them. I just don't want to lose friends simply for trying to keep things peaceful. I knew if I didn't block this person I was going to snap eventually. I am sick of being a fawn because I feel so helpless all the time, running with an imaginary tail between my legs. I'm a coward.
 
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uh oh
 
Yooooooo it'd be amazing if your boyfriend's kid could stfu while I'm trying to focus mom, I got two things to write, math to solve, a book to read, and a quiz to take.
 
My dad: stop saving every homeless animal on your street & getting involved with other people's pets
Also my dad: Good news the people down the street with their house for sale agreed to give me their 2 dogs & 1 cat.

I was gonna point out the irony to him but those 3 animals really need to be saved so I kept my mouth shut lmao. The old lady that lived their died a year ago (my mom took her to all her cancer appointments) and then her adult son moved in and has been ignoring her beloved pets. My mom asks him every month if she can have the dogs cause that's what her older lady friend would have wanted but he's a stubborn drug addict. My mom already takes them to the groomer & buys dog food so why does he even want them. Can y'all tell we are related lmao

Edit: also my parents live in a different city so the 2 dogs I'm talking about aren't the puppies up the street from me unfortunately.

I’m glad they got taken care of regardless of what your dad said. So your dad likes animals too but doesn’t want to admit it that he was concerned? If so, that kinda reminds me of my dad, just in a different way.

I hope those puppies up the street gets some help and I’m hoping that you’re okay over there. Sorry for butting my nose in again. Your last couple posts got me really worried about those puppies and your safety (sorry if that is weird ><).
 
I’m glad they got taken care of regardless of what your dad said. So your dad likes animals too but doesn’t want to admit it that he was concerned? If so, that kinda reminds me of my dad, just in a different way.

I hope those puppies up the street gets some help and I’m hoping that you’re okay over there. Sorry for butting my nose in again. Your last couple posts got me really worried about those puppies and your safety (sorry if that is weird ><).
My dad just doesn't want me to get involved with my neighbours but in his situation he knew the dogs personally & they are elderly dogs so he really had no choice.

Aw you don't have to worry about it, I've gotten used to city life considering I've always lived here. Idk if all cities are like this but if you walk 3 blocks up the area is instantly better. Also I doubt the puppies will be taken away from those people up the road from me but at least animal control is aware. They haven't called me with an update yet though. I might call them next week if they don't call me by then. Thanks for your concern though, I'm optimistic things will be okay.
 
thinking about quitting my job and moving to a new state bc idk how much longer i can keep going to work where i work lol
 
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Everything. I'm an insomniac with a massive anxiety disorder and mental illness issues. Every day is one step forward, two steps backwards.
 
I miss having long hair but I dont like maintaining long hair. Plus short hair suits me better. so I dunno what to do
 
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