What's Bothering You?

@Lightspring: I'm so sorry to hear that, is your cat okay? That's just horrible.

@Neb: !!!...I am so sorry, that is absolutely tragic. I don't even know what to say. If there's anything I can do, my DMs are always open (that goes for anyone). My sincerest condolences.
 
@Lightspring: I'm so sorry to hear that, is your cat okay? That's just horrible.

@Neb: !!!...I am so sorry, that is absolutely tragic. I don't even know what to say. If there's anything I can do, my DMs are always open (that goes for anyone). My sincerest condolences.
She’s alright now, she was very jumpy when she finally decided to come down for food, and that was only because my dad found her hiding somewhere deep in my sister’s closet. I hope that in a couple of days that she gets back to normal, and next time for me to keep her somewhere safe whenever other dogs come over. Those dogs were easily medium sized hunting dogs that know where to pinpoint prey. I’m just glad that she’s okay, thank you for checking. <33
 
She’s alright now, she was very jumpy when she finally decided to come down for food, and that was only because my dad found her hiding somewhere deep in my sister’s closet. I hope that in a couple of days that she gets back to normal, and next time for me to keep her somewhere safe whenever other dogs come over. Those dogs were easily medium sized hunting dogs that know where to pinpoint prey. I’m just glad that she’s okay, thank you for checking. <33
Very glad to hear she's alright! <3 Poor baby. Yeah it'll take her awhile to get over a horrible fright like that, unfortunately. You're very welcome! <3
 
My dog Tucker was bitten by an un-leashed Pitt Bull and died. The owner picked up his dog and drove away. On top of that one of my moms was injured in the attack. While two people came to help, the other 10 or so witnesses did nothing. The police are still looking for the culprit. My hatred for this town is even deeper than before.
Hey Benjamin, I’m very sorry for your loss and what happened to your mom. What that owner did was absolutely disgusting and should not have happened. I hope that they do something about that dog and lock that guy away. I really hope that your mom feels better and that Tucker is in a better place. I know that the pain you feel is incomprehensible, and it is always a good idea to get help from a professional to deal with the pain. Again, I hope Tucker rests easy and for your mother to feel better soon.
 
My dog Tucker was bitten by an un-leashed Pitt Bull and died. The owner picked up his dog and drove away. On top of that one of my moms was injured in the attack. While two people came to help, the other 10 or so witnesses did nothing. The police are still looking for the culprit. My hatred for this town is even deeper than before.

wtf. i’m so sorry...
 
You know what? This life thing is some pretty tough ****. Man, I find it hard to do the coursework for even thirty minutes. I don't even spend the day doing things I really enjoy, either; most of the time, it's just music, driving, and games - and those things have gone lackluster to me. I don't truly enjoy doing those things anymore. Sure, I may get a bit of an adrenaline rush when I drive down the city streets, but I just feel that life now is just a repetition. Perhaps what I need is something to change it up - maybe that, in turn, will motivate me into doing my schoolwork. New hobbies or something. 'Cause this **** is boring, and I'm not gettin' any younger.
 

Wtf, I’m so sorry this happened, Benjamin. This is beyond messed up and I hope the culprit gets what they deserve. I also hope Tucker is in a better place now as well. If you need to talk or anything my DMs and VMs are open. 💚
 
why must the staff bless us with such a beautiful egg (cobweb Halloween egg) and then make it hard asf to get 😭😭
 
GODDDDDD my grandmother sucks. so my mom’s been in the hospital for almost a week now for health issues that have been ailing her for over a year and my grandmother literally has no sympathy???? like at all????? my mother would be on the couch in pain or be in the bathroom crying and my grandmother would just be like “🙄” the whole time. she’s *****ed about my mother needing things brought to her like yOU WANTED HER TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL???????????????? YOU BEGGED HER TO GO AND SHE WENT AND YOU’RE STILL ****ING AROUND?????????????????? i just got off the phone with my mother and the first thing my grandmother says to me is “they can keep her there until she’s in a better mood” YOU **** YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST PESSIMISTIC AND IGNORANT PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET ARE YOU KIDDING ME. MY MOTHER HAS DRIVEN YOU TO EVERY DOCTORS APPOINTMENT AND NURSED YOU WHEN YOU INJURED YOUR BACK AND HAS DEFENDED YOUR **** FOR Y E A R S AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO???????????? MY MOTHER HAS HAD DELIBERATING AND EMBARRASSING HEALTH ISSUES FOR OVER A YEAR NOW, WHY WOULD SHE BE IN A GOOD MOOD????? SHES ALLOWED TO CRY AND SCREAM BECAUSE SHE’S IN PAIN AND THE HEALTHCARE SYSTEM HAS FAILED HER FOR SO LONG.

i miss my mother more than anything and i want her home. i haven’t hugged her in almost a week and i’m so devastated by this. i wanted my mother to go to the hospital and i’m glad that she’s there and getting some sort of help but god i miss her so bad and i cannot tolerate my grandmother’s selfishness and indifference to her own child. she’s referred to my mother as “childish” just because she admitted that she’s in pain; you’ve told my mother about all of your health problems, even the gross stuff, and you have been met with nothing but sympathy. you get “mommy, i’m so sorry” and she gets “she’s childish”? are you joking. i’m so angry. i hate you so much for being so horrible to your own damn daughter. you’re the same woman who looked at your young child while driving in the car and told her “if you weren’t here, i’d crash the car right now”. i’m so infuriated. you are a garbage human being and i hate you with every fibre of my being. i want my mom and i want you gone
holy absolute crap :eek: that's so, so horrible, i'm so sorry that you and your mum have to deal with that :cry::cry::cry: i'll be prayin'
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i have a psychiatrist and I need a new one and i have tried counseling and i hated it. they didn’t help give me suggestions or work with me or anything and they always kinda creeped me off. Thanks for the suggestions. i still need to do some testing asperger’s but covid has made that difficult. thanks for listening. I’ll get over this. I just am really upset now :/
well i hope it can get better <3 life kinda sucks at times but ay m8 i'll be prayin'
 
I am at my ****ing wits end with you.

From now on, I will treat you with nothing more than the cool cordiality that you deserve. I’m sorry if that makes you mad, but you getting so irrationally mad is what leads me to this decision in the first place.
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WHY IS NOTHING I EVER DO IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU
 
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i have the vaccuum out to use after i’m done eating, and you’d think my mom would be happy that i’m doing what needed to be done without her asking me, no she then finds something else to **** at me for. I told her stop pressuring me so much; it causes more anxiety but she was like last night when i told her to try to understand that she wants me to understand her too. uh i’ve understood you well, but when are you going to try to understand my mental issues better and again like you used to? she came in my room looking for a cat basket to my cat and it is on a chair full of stuff since i have nowhere to put it. And the nagging begins. just leave me alone. i’m extremely under the weather and my anxiety has been bad. i am tired of always being the only one trying with my family and sometimes my offline friends. i’m sorry for being such a bad and incompetent daughter and i’m sorry for being born with anxiety and mental issues that no one understands or tries to consider. I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me but when i’d like to not always to be the one that looks like an idiot.
 
i have the vaccuum out to use after i’m done eating, and you’d think my mom would be happy that i’m doing what needed to be done without her asking me, no she then finds something else to **** at me for. I told her stop pressuring me so much; it causes more anxiety but she was like last night when i told her to try to understand that she wants me to understand her too. uh i’ve understood you well, but when are you going to try to understand my mental issues better and again like you used to? she came in my room looking for a cat basket to my cat and it is on a chair full of stuff since i have nowhere to put it. And the nagging begins. just leave me alone. i’m extremely under the weather and my anxiety has been bad. i am tired of always being the only one trying with my family and sometimes my offline friends. i’m sorry for being such a bad and incompetent daughter and i’m sorry for being born with anxiety and mental issues that no one understands or tries to consider. I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me but when i’d like to not always to be the one that looks like an idiot.
Your mom sounds horrible ;-; that sucks : P
well, at least you're probably almost old enough to move out (that's an assumption. idk how old you are, but I'm assuming you're in your late teens)
 
Your mom sounds horrible ;-; that sucks : P
well, at least you're probably almost old enough to move out (that's an assumption. idk how old you are, but I'm assuming you're in your late teens)

She's not horrible. She usually understands and tries to understand. Yes, but I can't because I'm dependent on my family and can't get a job since no one wants to hire anyone with anxiety or asperger's, not to mention all the tasks I cannot do: heavy lifting, anything with food because it makes me nauseous, anything that involves cleaning or dirty environments because it makes me nauseous (even as a customer, I feel like puking when I see gum and spilled food and drinks), social and regular anxiety, and slow brain process. I'm an embarrassment and a mess. My cats deserve someone better than me :(
 
She's not horrible. She usually understands and tries to understand. Yes, but I can't because I'm dependent on my family and can't get a job since no one wants to hire anyone with anxiety or asperger's, not to mention all the tasks I cannot do: heavy lifting, anything with food because it makes me nauseous, anything that involves cleaning or dirty environments because it makes me nauseous (even as a customer, I feel like puking when I see gum and spilled food and drinks), social and regular anxiety, and slow brain process. I'm an embarrassment and a mess. My cats deserve someone better than me :(
everyone has a use :/ may not be some sorta job at wallyworld, who knows, maybe you're meant to be a famous musician or dancer x3
really though, there's def some sorta job you'd probably be great at, you just haven't fOund it yet
 
i have the vaccuum out to use after i’m done eating, and you’d think my mom would be happy that i’m doing what needed to be done without her asking me, no she then finds something else to **** at me for. I told her stop pressuring me so much; it causes more anxiety but she was like last night when i told her to try to understand that she wants me to understand her too. uh i’ve understood you well, but when are you going to try to understand my mental issues better and again like you used to? she came in my room looking for a cat basket to my cat and it is on a chair full of stuff since i have nowhere to put it. And the nagging begins. just leave me alone. i’m extremely under the weather and my anxiety has been bad. i am tired of always being the only one trying with my family and sometimes my offline friends. i’m sorry for being such a bad and incompetent daughter and i’m sorry for being born with anxiety and mental issues that no one understands or tries to consider. I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me but when i’d like to not always to be the one that looks like an idiot.
You're not bad or an incompetent daughter! Parents seem to struggle with the idea of debilitating anxiety but I understand how much it can effect your life. Just because she can't see your point of view doesn't mean you gotta be so hard on yourself. I see where you're coming from and think it's completely valid. I'm sorry your anxiety has been so high, I hope for some relief for you soon!
 
everyone has a use :/ may not be some sorta job at wallyworld, who knows, maybe you're meant to be a famous musician or dancer x3
really though, there's def some sorta job you'd probably be great at, you just haven't fOund it yet
You're not bad or an incompetent daughter! Parents seem to struggle with the idea of debilitating anxiety but I understand how much it can effect your life. Just because she can't see your point of view doesn't mean you gotta be so hard on yourself. I see where you're coming from and think it's completely valid. I'm sorry your anxiety has been so high, I hope for some relief for you soon!

Thanks, both of you; I seriously appreciate that you took the time to read that and to respond :). I appreciate both of your patience with me as well :). I'm just frustrated and embarrassed of myself; I hate anxiety. Right now my situation seems inescapable and I have no courage, strength, or willpower to push myself. I know she's just being a parent but it really stings since I thought she was the one person on my side that understands me and some of my anxiety. ><
 
All that time wasted to prove that Trick is better than Treat.
(I get pretty salty and the fact that we lost is really bugging me right now because... I just hate marina lol)
 
My mom is SO LOUD in the evenings it drives me nuts. She keeps complaining about every little thing. It's time to relax and not stress everyone else out. This is why I'm in my room 90% of the time now. So hard to play any games with dialogue and cutscenes. I can't wait to get my own place at some point just for that sweet silence.
 
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