What's Bothering You?

i think i have some sort of issue. i just REFUSE to eat dinner unless it's been 12 hours since i woke up, the thought of eating earlier really distresses me, i won't eat with family or friends for that reason. i will sometimes make an exception if i'm obligated to but i hate it and it's distressing

idk what that means lmao, it's kind of annoying tho
 
Been having bad luck days and my feelings got hurt couple of times this month. I don't even feel like celebrating my birthday this year.
 
I absolutely hate being in college, but my mom keeps telling me that "you'll look bacj and realize how easy it used to be" like bruh if my life gets harder after college then I would rather just drop dead right tf now. I don't want to live a life full of misery and constantly being bombarded with work and literally never catching a break. I would honest to god rather be dead.
 
I absolutely hate being in college, but my mom keeps telling me that "you'll look bacj and realize how easy it used to be" like bruh if my life gets harder after college then I would rather just drop dead right tf now. I don't want to live a life full of misery and constantly being bombarded with work and literally never catching a break. I would honest to god rather be dead.
Ah I relate to that so much. I've been told that "these years are some of the best parts of your life." If this is the best part of my life, I don't even want to know what the rest of it looks like. Probably the worst "encouraging" thing you can say.
 
I keep on driving around not getting **** done. While I started out having good intentions, I just... continue driving and speeding across the streets lmao. Right now I'm just waiting for my pizza order to finish, but I'm hoping to do some actual schoolwork when I get home. ;3
 
I have too much to do every day. Not getting enough work done for my job recently, or as much as I’d like. I have finished several tasks for my bosses recently and they’re really thankful for it, but I need to do more.

Other than that I’m actually doing pretty well. :)
 
Man, I sure do ****ing love it when people barge into my room with no prior warning. For ****'s sake, you come in, waste my time, and complain when I've had enough and slightly raise my voice just so you'd leave?
I'm ****ing done with this, but no matter how hard I tell you to stop, you won't. Stop trying to "catch me" or whatever your goal is. I'm just trying to work and play games and have some time alone.
 
I’m just really tired lately and I look how feel today. I don’t think I’m sick or anything just tired. It’s also annoying when I’m having allergies in class and the teacher gets mad at me when I turn the camera away for a second to deal with those allergies.
 
I absolutely hate being in college, but my mom keeps telling me that "you'll look bacj and realize how easy it used to be" like bruh if my life gets harder after college then I would rather just drop dead right tf now. I don't want to live a life full of misery and constantly being bombarded with work and literally never catching a break. I would honest to god rather be dead.
this is why l never went to college and also because what l'm diagnosed with. Just too much.
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I’m just really tired lately and I look how feel today. I don’t think I’m sick or anything just tired. It’s also annoying when I’m having allergies in class and the teacher gets mad at me when I turn the camera away for a second to deal with those allergies.
wow those teachers don't have respect
 
So I just got a positive covid test and (after worrying about it for a LONG time and feeling like he was pulling away from me...) my boyfriend and I are on a break.

(Edit: the discussion about this started partially before getting the test result so it's not like a cause of the break it's just great timing)

We still love and care about each other but there's just so much stress right now....and we're going to keep talking and maybe we won't break up... but it hurts so, so badly. When I hear break it just sounds like a stop on the way to a breakup.

We live together but we're going to keep quarantined in our bedrooms...
 
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