What's Bothering You?

Just a minor annoyance, but my throat is super duper dry due to the heater running so much lately and allergies, and I hate that "sore throat but not a sore throat" feeling and it's so foggy I can't see across the street as of really early today around 5pm or so, wow.

I get you, I hate that feeling too and for me it always feels like my throat is closing in and I struggle to talk. Water never seems to help either for some reason.

I'm still waiting on a delivery and while I understand postal services are very busy, especially at this time of year, I did expect it to arrive sooner considering I paid towards shipping. It will be over a month soon since I ordered my package and it would be a real if it doesn't arrive before Christmas.

Also, I'm losing the motivation to do work, with now being in lockdown again in England and Christmas fast approaching, I've seemed to have gone into shut down mode. Anyone else feel me?
 
I still don't get it why people would disagreed with people when they say Twitter should be banned. Like come on Twitter ruined a lot of people's lives. Like why would you rather it to not be banned because you can "engage" and their is "useful" stuff on there. These people make me laugh.
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I still don't get it why people would disagreed with people when they say Twitter should be banned. Like come on Twitter ruined a lot of people's lives. Like why would you rather it to not be banned because you can "engage" and their is "useful" stuff on there. These people make me laugh.
l just don't get it why some people don't see the toxicity of Twitter, guessing because they were never attacked.
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Just a minor annoyance, but my throat is super duper dry due to the heater running so much lately and allergies, and I hate that "sore throat but not a sore throat" feeling and it's so foggy I can't see across the street as of really early today around 5pm or so, wow.
l have the same problem every day and every morning. Mostly because l'm breathing in mold every night. Too bad we don't have enough money to replace that.
 
Also, I'm losing the motivation to do work, with now being in lockdown again in England and Christmas fast approaching, I've seemed to have gone into shut down mode. Anyone else feel me?
yess 😓 it feels as if i can't get any work done cause i'm just waiting for something to be over. (christmas, lockdown etc)
 
I still don't get it why people would disagreed with people when they say Twitter should be banned. Like come on Twitter ruined a lot of people's lives. Like why would you rather it to not be banned because you can "engage" and their is "useful" stuff on there. These people make me laugh.
Yeah, some people really need to get banned from there. Also people who approve of cancel culture there too.
 
Oh my god it's snowing and I still gotta work a few days this week. It's not even nice fluffy snow you build snowmen in, it's the wet crap that makes the roads like ice rinks. I sound like an old man complaining about the snow but darn that cold ass snow.
 
Apparently i'm finally gonna be alone and away from my siblings when summer comes and i'm not even sure how to feel about that. I've always dreamed of this day, but just thinking about them not being around doesn't feel right to me.
 
Not feeling too great. I struggle with my brain/eyes a lot (sensory overload from them leads to other head discomfort stuff) from a brain injury...and just between the end of semester cram/finals, doing a lot of crafting (close attention for detail) stuff over the weekend, and not really sleeping too great...I think I'm just extra flared up rn.
I should be able to sleep in tomorrow so hopefully my head/eyes come down a notch. Spending the rest the day in the bedroom with the lights off so that should help too.

x.x
 
apparently my mom got everyone a regular gift and a gag gift. not that im mad about that im just worried about what it may be. ;w; im nervous about it now lol
 
A migraine that feels like someone is taking a stab through the base of my skull and it's coming out through the top of my right eye with a knitting needle. Praying that my migraine med will work so I can keep drawing, doing stuff, and ya' know, just being in the light, opening my eyes, and looking at light 'cuz that'd be great.
 
I feel like no one wants to talk or respond to me anymore, am I annoying or something?
 
my favorite candle has a crooked wick that's really messed up, but I can't fix it cause the candle makers didn't glue the wick to the bottom of the jar so I can't make it taut ://////
 
I wanted to make food because I was hungry, and then I put the pizza in the oven only for this family friend to come over right when it started baking and now I think I have to share. :(
 
My eating habits are so out of whack. I have no idea when I am, or am not supposed to eat. Everybody tells me I'm underweight, but I legitimately am not. Sure, I'm on the younger side of the spectrum, but that doesn't mean I'm anorexic. I eat a normal amount, and sometimes even more. I've lost 8 pounds and grown an inch in the past 9 months, but I probably needed it. I've never been skinny as a child so I like the way my body is now. But now I feel like munching on food all the time, even when I'm not hungry. It's entirely frustrating. I just need to pray about it and acknowledge that God made me beautifully.

On another note, dealing with people right now just causes pure drama. A girl I've been friends with for 4 years has put me through so much mental pain I've cried tears upon tears. Yet everytime I come back to her, thinking she's changed. I know I'm supposed to be forgiving, and I do forgive her, but I don't know if I want her in my life anymore. However, cutting her out makes everybody that I'm close with mad at me. Nobody understands what she's did to me. Her boyfriend acts nothing like her. He wrote me a letter thanking me for being by his side, and now I don't want to cut her off, for his sake. He's been through a lot, and he can't trust his girlfriend to vent to right now, only me. I feel pressured to stay, but I don't think it's good for me. She's been telling me to do some not.. good things lately, it's just a big mess. I could go on a lot longer than this, but I don't think my brain could handle thinking about all of it right now.
 
I haven't been doing well all month. I'm sleeping all day, havin' negative thoughts, overall am just... not great. Had some family issues a couple weeks ago that aren't entirely resolved and I'm still hung up about it.

I'm just looking forward to Christmas. I know it'll be fun like always, but I have to tramp through the snow to get to that warm fireplace.
 
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