What's Bothering You?

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Trueeee lol


I went to sleep around midnight last night and yet I still woke up at like 1pm. I have no clue why I keep sleeping so much, but it's making my body want tio stay up super late which I don't want to do hdhsiwbwv
 
I want to go outside but honestly my dad's presence here makes me really nervous and stressed out so I can't leave my room until he leaves T__T

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Also my mom wonders why I never want to come home, huh idk probably because all you guys ever do is ****ing yell at each other all the time??? Yeah that's not stressful at all.


My heart is racing now .-.
 
Trueeee lol


I went to sleep around midnight last night and yet I still woke up at like 1pm. I have no clue why I keep sleeping so much, but it's making my body want tio stay up super late which I don't want to do hdhsiwbwv

Yo same! My internal clock has been more thrown off then usually this past week, and I'm not even sure why. Stress? Idk. I normally am a night owl, and I've been working late shifts, but lately I'll be up till damn 3am, which is not normal of me and I won't be an ounce tired. I normally go to sleep at midnight weather I work late or not at all that day. I then wake up later then usual, I'm sure I'd wake up much later if it not for the stress of my job waking me up.

In general I've been so stressed and I feel like I can't take anymore but I keep taking it. Customers are being rude, I always have so much crap to do, my manager decided to take a day off yesterday even thou it's freakin holiday time and he shouldn't get to have a day off while everyone else works their ***es off. I hate working here and I literally can not find a job that I think I will be qualified for fast enough. I could a single possible job I found but still, I would need to find more. Not only that but a customer complained about me so if one more customer complains then I'm going to get my first write up, one step closer to my manager firing me.

There are times I just want to give up on everythin, walk out and cry. But I can't do that at work cause I'm far too busy.
 
I dropped a tray of pies on the floor cause the oven was going off and I didn't want them to burn. Also a customer reported me today. If one more customer reports me then I'm going to get written up. I'm not joking my asst store manager told me.

Everythin just sucks. It isn't even Christmas Eve yet and I can't take it. I'm always full of negativity, I'm always stressed, I'm almost always tired at work, and I've been like this since mid or late November, atleast a week before ThanksGiving. All I ever do is complain cause I feel like everythin sucks, no one is happy around me cause I complain and I'm not happy with anythin in life rn. Everythin is a rush and nothing brings me any sort of joy anymore. Even looking at other jobs and their qualifications I feel bad cause I'm not qualified even if the job sounds like somethin I'd like to do. I'm not even job searching as much as I do complain cause when I get home I'm tired.

I really just want to take like a full week off in January, after all of this holiday **** but I'm sure my manager will be none to pleased, on top of we are going to be down an employee in January so I'm bound to be pushed the slack. Not only that but I'm sure my parents will be like 'suck it up you can't just not go to work cause you don't want to'.

TL;DR I just want this to all be over, but the worse has yet to come. I'm drained and I can't enjoy things anymore. Watch me get fired or written up tomorrow.
 
Brother woke me upppp arouuund 6:00 AM.

I went to bed around 2:30 AM. Life, why must you do this to me?

I’m so tired, but at least I’ll go to bed on time tonight xD​
 
A piece of my filling fell out yesterday, I don't have good teeth but it would be nice to have them looking good again.
It's been a big insecurity of mine for a number of years, and I find that it's stopped me from pursuing relationships and doing other things in my life.
I've been thinking about getting composite bonding but if i'm spending a lot of money on it anyway I feel like I may as well go for a long term solution.
I don't know what I should do.
 
Will this headache stop nagging me, please.

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Also, screw this. Over the break, we have got to get my grandparents hearing aids - whether they like it or not. I don't want to hear my mother's persistent self-pity parties.
 
Sooo annoyed by my unhealthy habits.

I haven’t eaten anything today; I’m too scared (I’m worried my stepdad will yell at me? It’s always been like this... too scared to eat in my own house).

I slept until 1:30 PM. Bleh. I just... hate this ): I feel yucky and I really hate when I’m too scared to take care of myself :/​
 
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