This will be my last trip seeing you. I can't do this anymore.
This isn't your ex(?) again, is it?
This will be my last trip seeing you. I can't do this anymore.
The one person I may potentially be interested in just told me that he's been crushing on this girl friend of his for the last three years and told me he needs to make a move. But I could never bring myself to tell him that I like him as more than a friend cause I'm hella awkward and I have no clue how to be flirty and cute or whatever without internally barfing at myself.
Guess I really will be a hermit for the rest of my life.
It's really hurtful to know that the reason your mother wants you to eat or go to therapy is so that she doesn't get in trouble. That she won't be looked down on as the bad parent. If I try to stay positive, she would only pity herself more. "Why is she so positive? How does she have all that energy?" She would say. If I'm depressed, she would just flat out ignore me, or she would scream or laugh at me. She's so unpredictable. Even her humming makes me uncomfortable, just because I know that her mood will be quick to change. She brings others down to make herself feel better. I just want a family that gives me mental support and doesn't tear me down into pieces.
Sorry to hear that, I hope things get better for you
the battery on my phone seems to have bit the dust