What's Bothering You?

honestly wondering at this point how I even managed to win a staff fave during the 2017 fair, I literally never win anything 🙃

not that I care but like why do I even try?
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my self esteem is non-existent lol

I'm still forever grateful for the stuff gifted to me by friends (like my pink feather and kaleidoclover) but it'd be cool if I could actually win something from a raffle/giveaway.
 
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xSuperMario64x said:
honestly wondering at this point how I even managed to win a staff fave during the 2017 fair, I literally never win anything 🙃

not that I care but like why do I even try?
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my self esteem is non-existent lol

I'm still forever grateful for the stuff gifted to me by friends (like my pink feather and kaleidoclover) but it'd be cool if I could actually win something from a raffle/giveaway.
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i’m with you - i’ve been a member here since 2015 and have never managed to win anything lmao. i’m putting off responding to the closing ceremony thread as even though i am happy for the winners and am happy to of been able to snag a fireworks collectible, i’m still feeling a bit like a sore loser atm. 🥴
 
so i ordered some new beanie babies off of ty's website and i got one of the attic treasures ones, only for it to arrive and i hate it??? the eyes are so small, the body is so lanky compared to the tiny legs....im just real disappointed

on the bright side my niece will love him so we are dropping him off at my sisters door as a new years present
 
honestly wish I could just find a fresh feather and be done, so tired of collectible hunting 😖

I don't want to ask anyone cause I don't want to be rude/pushy/intrusive but UGH someone please sell me a fresh/rad feather and put me out of my misery 😭😭
 
(C-)PTSD and fireworks are a no no, even if you're not a war vet and have no trauma associated with noises like that. It's always right outside my door and it hurts everytime one goes off. My whole body contracts and I'm shaking. I can't even look outside, I don't remember when's the last time I've actually seen a firework.

Doesn't help that New Year's is the time my MDD hits its low. I've been feeling like death the past few days and I know it's going to get worse the coming two weeks or so. **** a new year. I've progressed past the need for a new year.
 
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Brother damages our car again and now my entire family is arguing like a bunch children. Lovely end to my 2020 :)
 
ok so i just needed to let out some anger

i actually hate fireworks, they should only be set off by someone who knows how to use them and at a suitable place
NOT by my neighbors right outside my house!

every year, my mum likes to open the front door and garden door, it's like her way of letting the new year in and old year out
but this year, the second my mum opened the front door (whilst holding my easily frightened dog) my neighbors started setting off loads of crazy fireworks right outside
obviously that caused my dog to run away and she was proper shaking for a while

i understand my neighbors are excited about the new year and stuff but that was so annoying, they didn't even warn anybody and i couldn't properly celebrate the new year countdown because i was trying to calm down my dog 😑
guess 2020 just had to end terribly, idk what i was expecting tbh

on a more positive note, i played some games with my parents and my brother
i also had loads of visitors on acnh and i got to go to other peoples islands for the hat trades, i love helping others out with getting things they want in their game so at least the day wasn't all bad ☆
happy new year everyone 😁🎉
 
Spending New Year’s Eve in the ER lol...since I wisely chopped into my fingers while cooking...and it decided to keep pouring blood three hours later...
😓 just hoping they can stitch it and let me go home fast.
 
Idgaf anymore.

I just had another one of these daydreams. Imagined myself in an airport station, being extremely melancholy- noticing a father or a older brother encouraging this little girl who said she wanted to be an astronaut. I walked up to the guy and just said that you should keep encouraging her, because she's gonna need that kind of encouragement in her life. I walked away afterwards with tears running down my face. I think in the dream I was planning to end it all. ****. These kinds of vivid dreams happen whenever I'm emotionally upset sometimes.
 
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so yesterday I told my mom I've got mad props to whoever said that the virus would just magically disappear by the end of the election in November (including both of my damn parents), cause guess what? it didn't magically go away??

and she's like "oh that was just satire, but it really will go away in January."


like bruh she got me dead asf 💀
 
I know I should be thankful to even have a job but day after day my store is pissing me off more and more. Nobody ever helps me. All my coworkers and supervisors ever seem to do is **** around. They don't deserve jobs!
 
It bother me MGA charges you 40$ for kia hart because she is a "special edition doll" Right now 3 of my targets have her in stock and l'm stalling if l want her or not.
 
i'm off work until i get my test results back in a day or two and it's made me realize just how much i hate my job. applying to other places as we speak.

also does anyone else just get random bursts of nostalgia? came across a gaming playlist from ten years ago that i watched when it was releasing. makes me remember how life was at the time i was watching, too. guess i'm gonna spend the next few days binge watching that and feeling sorry for myself.
 
One of my moms let me drink a can of wine for New Years and I'm so drunk. It's like a mix of swiveling in a desk chair and being on too many antidepressants. I can't believe some people actually drive like this. I can barely even keep my head up.
 
Year just started and everyone in my house is suddenly getting very sick :[
 
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