What's Bothering You?

i'm sick -^-

it's not covid fortunately, just a mix of allergies and a cold, but omg i hate being sick so muuuuuch. my nose won't stop runnnnnniiiiiing. i am confined to my room till i'm better and have the comforts of youtube and fortnite with me. been watching lots of h2odelirious
 
i wanna lose weight by my birthday so bad but idk i keep losing motivation and i keep feeling like it’s not worth it to keep working out?? and i wanna start eating healthier too but it’s hard .... i haven’t made changes in my diet besides eating less and i feel like i haven’t lost any weight because of my diet ;-; ugh my bday is in less than a month and i haven’t made any progress 😞
 
a lot of job opportunities falling through.

also i didn’t mean to start smoking but here we are
 
I’m kind of afraid of letting people close to me outside my family know that I have self esteem issues. I’m afraid that they will think of me differently and not take me seriously.
 
I’m having my daily mood drop right now. It used to be around 3 every afternoon, but now it’s been pushed to 8 P.M. My blood sugar drops, I become depressed, and nothing seems to help. To make matters worse I’ve been looking at things out of curiosity that just make me sadder. I don’t know why I’m torturing myself like this.
 
Forgot my water bottle this morning. :/ I filled it up with fresh cold water and everything and then left it on the counter when I left for work.

Definitely going to have to drive home at lunchtime to go get it...

My neck is also still pretty sore this week, though it’s a little better than Monday and yesterday. I didn’t have to take medication when I woke up in order to function at least. Though I’m still not moving my head much.
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Sorry for just now seeing this but

WAIT I CAN DO THIS?? Like this will be fine, even if it isn't dissolving into my stomach like intended? Cause if I can do this, this will make taking these damn pills SO much more easier. I'm so gonna ask the doctor lady when I see her tomorrow if I can do this. The pills I'm taking are antibiotics cause I recently had to get a minor cut on an infected area.

Edit: Google says it's bad but I'm still going to ask since I still 'eat' the capsule the medicine comes in, so that way I get all of the 100mg.

Right, I forgot to mention that it does depend on the medication itself so it’s definitely a good idea to ask if you can do it with yours specifically. I do know that this method tends to make the medication not quite as effective but I find as long as it’s safe to do so it’s worth it. Cause otherwise I probably wouldn’t be able to take most medications at all. So less effective is better than not taking it at all. Provided it’s safe to do so of course.
 
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hmmmm i have my german speaking presentation *tomorrow* and so the stress is setting in, and yet no matter how much i sit here and try to learn the information i just cannot concentrate for long enough to take any of it in (hence me ending up on tbt and posting lol). had some pretty wild brain.. clutter? fog? (idk how to explain it oops) these last few days so haven't been working before this point (((:
 
Someone is probably mad at me and I feel really bad. Was it something I said? Because I’m sorry. It’s stuff like this the reason why I find it so hard to make friends.
 
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I've been feeling down a lot lately and I really can't pin-point exactly why. It comes and goes and I never felt this way until earlier in the year. I don't know if I'm just experiencing seasonal depression and its come in with such a strong swing because of the pandemic maybe finally taking a toll one me.

Whatever it is, I just wish it would go away.
 
my dog prob has a UTI, I've had to clean up after him twice today and I keep having to let him outside every hour or so. 😔
 
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