What's Bothering You?

[trashpedia]

Someone is probably mad at me and I feel really bad. Was it something I said? Because I’m sorry. It’s stuff like this the reason why I find it so hard to make friends.

 

[Dunquixote]

I am super crabby today and something bothered me and I did something stupid here. I am hoping I won’t get in trouble. But if I do, lesson learned ><.

 

[-Blue-]

I've been feeling down a lot lately and I really can't pin-point exactly why. It comes and goes and I never felt this way until earlier in the year. I don't know if I'm just experiencing seasonal depression and its come in with such a strong swing because of the pandemic maybe finally taking a toll one me.

Whatever it is, I just wish it would go away.

 

[Neb]

Why was I cursed with this terrible esophagus???

 

[xSuperMario64x]

my dog prob has a UTI, I've had to clean up after him twice today and I keep having to let him outside every hour or so.

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

i have to do my math homework last minute and i forgot i can't do math alone

just looking at the equations, i want to cry.

 

[Soigne]

Spoiler: ugh

why does it feel like once something starts going wrong, everything else in life just goes along with it? i just got my schedule at work for next week and it's literally so bad. i'm back to working 55-60 hours a week, and you know i wouldn't mind it so bad it that were every now and then. but it's every single week AND i'm one of the only employees that this is constantly happening to. i worked 55 hours a week for 4 months straight for a while, and currently i'm going on week 4 of 55+ hours again. i don't get paid much, so the overtime helps me save some up while also helping me pay off some debt. i appreciate it. but there are only like 15 people who work at our store and we're open 24/7? there's just something that has to give. every single one of my coworkers is on the verge of quitting because our location keeps getting busier, people keep quitting, and upper management is utterly useless. our district manager doesn't even know how to run a store.

i've applied to work at a luxury hotel a couple days back, but the manager there is being super unprofessional with me trying to set up a time to talk/interview. i don't even think i'm going to return any of his calls anymore, because only making $2-3 more per hour from where i'm at now isn't worth it.

all of my friends are getting these super nice jobs, most of them like government positions. and here i am making coffee in my early 20s lol. it's really hard to stay happy for them without being bitter that i can't find anything worthwhile in my town. ideally i'd move somewhere with more opportunities, but alas i am plagued with debt and need to focus on getting rid of that first.

then there are the personal relationship issues i'm dealing with on top of all of this. i've been seeing this guy for nearly two years now. we've never defined what we're doing before, everything was just kind of go with the flow. until i asked him point blank what it was that we were doing, because i thought to myself, surely if this were just a physical thing, it would've fizzled out by now. we would've broke things off, stopped talking to one another, and started dating other people. so i brought it up, and we're still in limbo. but what is that? i feel very bad about this. i really like and care about him so much, i really want him in my life in a more serious way than what we are now. and he agrees that things might happen in the future. but why so much doubt? why so much wasted time. i simply do not understand anything. i can't move past it either, because he really does mean a lot to me.

literally none of that is important. not really coherent. mostly a rambling. i don't have anywhere to get my thoughts out sometimes so i just word vomited in that spoiler.

 

[frogslime]

the fact I wasn't born a boy

 

[Chris]

Allergy season is upon us.

 

[Alienfish]

Paperwork just to get hired properly, like come on I found a job

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I just realized I'm supposed to participate in a chamber ensemble rehearsal probably this weekend, playing the piano part, and I haven't even started rehearsing yet. been so busy with history lately (I have a 3000 word essay due on April 9th) and my senior piano recital is coming up as well so I haven't even thought about practicing for the chamber ensemble ugh

 

[Holla]

Well it was just announced today that my Province will be going into its third lockdown starting soon (more details to be revealed in the next 30mins). Covid has been getting out of hand again so I’m not surprised and we do need to do something about it. Still sucks though.

I’m just glad I was able to get out and meet my now boyfriend during the brief time we’ve had between the last lockdown and this one.

 

[Alienfish]

Nice light theme burning my eyes

Also I really hope this thing I might have a shot at won't depend on that **** ass job agency ughhhh

 

[xSuperMario64x]

friendo pulled a prank on me, said he finally found a gf and I was legitimately happy cause I care abt him so much, but it all ended up being fake and cause I'm overly sensitive (plus I'm under an ungodly amount of stress) now I'm over here sobbing and my heart hurts a lot

 

[Lightspring]

Spoiler: this again

I wanted to see my friend this weekend at this chamber event coming up this weekend and I thought it was a great opportunity since we almost never see each other. Turns out he won’t go and I still said I would go for the sake of it but in reality I wanted to just see him again. I wanted to be able to prove I had a social life since he likes to call me a “social hermit“ and thinks I have no life so

 

[jiny]

i get my first dose of covid vaccine tmrw but im just scared of the side effects ;;

 

[xSuperMario64x]

why are binders so expensive

 

[moonbyu]

that covid swab test HURTS, god damn.
i stg, i felt that thing in my BRAIN

 

[piske]

nvm

 

[Violet Witch]

I honestly don’t know where to begin, I’m just done with everything and everyone right now. I feel like I’m the only one still taking this pandemic seriously.