What's Bothering You?

[Xara]

Well my Mom just updated me about her heart issues. She'd been scheduled for surgery in August but that has since been moved up to July 5th. I really hope it helps her get better. Unfortunately there's always a risk with heart surgery. Even if the surgery goes fine there's no guarantee that it will even fix the problem. I'm trying to stay positive here, but it's hard when it's either the surgery has to work or she will go into heart failure.

jesus, i’m so sorry. i can’t even imagine just how scary this must be for you and your family. i’ll keep you guys in my thoughts; i really hope that everything turns out okay.

Dreading tomorrow’s doctor appointment… I hate these tests. Maybe I’d be okay had my old doctor and assistant had not been so rude

i’m sorry to hear that your old doctor and their assistant were rude to you . i hope your appointment goes well tomorrow.

Also still worried about my cat... I wish the sun would come our again, so we can relax under the sun. Feels good on his old bones. My poor boy..

aw no . i’m not sure what’s going on but i hope he’ll be alright. as someone who also has an older kitty with health problems, i know just how awful it is to have your fur baby not feeling well. sending many positive vibes your way.

Sometimes I remember how much I wanna slap my younger self for OK'ing my classic My Little Pony, Littlest Pet Shop, and Polly Pockets toys to be sold at the various garage sales my grandma held at her house/my childhood home.

omg same . my lps collection got donated right before my family and i moved into a new apartment back in like,, 2012 and i regret it so much lol. i got back into them a few months later but since they had completely vanished from stores, i had to try rebuilding my collection through ebay.......... only for it to cost $20+ for just one figure.

also, i hope you guys don’t mind me responding. >_<

 

[Dunquixote]

jesus, i’m so sorry. i can’t even imagine just how scary this must be for you and your family. i’ll keep you guys in my thoughts; i really hope that everything turns out okay.



i’m sorry to hear that your old doctor and their assistant were rude to you . i hope your appointment goes well tomorrow.



aw no . i’m not sure what’s going on but i hope he’ll be alright. as someone who also has an older kitty with health problems, i know just how awful it is to have your fur baby not feeling well. sending many positive vibes your way.



omg same . my lps collection got donated right before my family and i moved into a new apartment back in like,, 2012 and i regret it so much lol. i got back into them a few months later but since they had completely vanished from stores, i had to try rebuilding my collection through ebay.......... only for it to cost $20+ for just one figure.

also, i hope you guys don’t mind me responding. >_<

Thanks Xara . I have a different doctor; had someone else before this one since she had to resign because she was going blind in an eye but the assistant still worked there. Last time I went to the doctor, found out the doctor I went to after her was no longer working there so I had to find a new one. This one I only saw once and she wanted me to cut off how much pop I drink to two per week almost a year ago i think. Whoops . But what i’m dreading i hate so much.

 

[rianne]

Ruby Gloom dvds seem to be drying up.

I miss Ruby Gloom and Skelanimals. I never was able to get Ruby Gloom DVDs, only saw a few of the apparel merch at a local, non-chain/big box brand store. ;_________; Dangit, Reginald, y u do this. Y u remind me

 

[Dunquixote]

nevermind

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

I miss Ruby Gloom and Skelanimals. I never was able to get Ruby Gloom DVDs, only saw a few of the apparel merch at a local, non-chain/big box brand store. ;_________; Dangit, Reginald, y u do this. Y u remind me

There's a couple left on ebay, region 1 and 2. No season set.

 

[Neb]

I hate not being able to walk on my foot. Unless I’m working I just rest it at home. It’s draining to be honest… Movement would help with my dumpiness, but I would feel like I’m stepping on glass if I did. Guess I have to wait until I can see that foot doctor.

 

[rianne]

There's a couple left on ebay, region 1 and 2. No season set.

It's good that I don't have the funds for it, nor a DVD player + TV. Because that is insanely tempting.

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When there's tech trouble as I try to order dinner online. /firstworldprobz

 

[Xara]

kind of want to make a new island journal since i hate how i structured mine and the aesthetic. if only i could delete some of my posts.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

It's good that I don't have the funds for it, nor a DVD player + TV. Because that is insanely tempting.

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When there's tech trouble as I try to order dinner online. /firstworldprobz

There are some episodes on youtube, but it might be oddly cropped or sped up to avoid copyright.

 

[Soigne]

i wish mask requirements would come back. i hate being seen by people at work

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I'm okay now, just a sad ace lol

 

[Dunquixote]

Firecrackers again.

 

[jiny]

my bf and i broke up

 

[Xara]

my bf and i broke up

oh no ... i’m so sorry. sending many positive vibes and virtual hugs your way.

 

[Alienfish]

I highly doubt the customs worth is that much but I want my stuff so coughing my dough up for them I suppose. Also kinda dislike they use DPD for it, I mean sure they are faster it seems but I hate home deliveries and the fact they seem to take a lot more than worth, weird.

 

[Dunquixote]

Did not know my appointment is this early in the morning and I stayed up too late. At least i can go back to bed when I get home.

the smell of fish flies outside was awful. it is raining too and it smelled worse than normal.

Walked in the house and my dad is going to the bathroom with the door open.

 

[VanitasFan26]

I tried so hard to lose weight and then when I went to my doctor my weight was higher than expected. Even though they told me that my blood results were getting better they still are disappointed by my weight and I was told to "do better"

I tried so hard these days and I thought I was on the right track losing weight by relying on the weight scale at home, but apparently the weight scale they have is more accurate than at the one at home. I don't know what to think anymore.

At home I was weight 319.6 and when I went by the doctors office I was weighing 338.8 because I had so much heavy stuff on me when I was wearing clothes the Doctor thought I was gaining back weight. He brought up how I was losing weight last time and now telling me how I gained weight.

I tried to show him from the Weight watch app how I have been improving, but he still told me that I need to "do better" and that was the part that really crushed me. I mean I've been eating healthy and exercising every single day and I still struggled to lose weight. The only issue was that my Pharmacy didn't give me the medication Phentermine that helps contain the weight. I asked time and time again for refills, but they didn't do it. So I had no other choice but to go by the Doctor to get it. I wasn't taking it for like 2 weeks and I tried so damn hard to get it but I never got it.

Right now I am feeling so depressed and defeated. These past few weeks have been hard on me and now this is just getting too much. Its like I did one thing right and now its the weight that has crushed me.

 

[Chris]

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It sounds like your doctor was a little too harsh with you but try not to let this demotivate you. Keep at it. I hope you start to see more progress soon.

Also on the subject of doctors, I made an appointment for Tuesday that can't come fast enough. I've been trying to get back into working out more regularly but it's aggravating chronic leg pain. In turn that pain has been preventing me from sleeping at night and that fatigue then makes the pain worse. It's an endless cycle.

 

[Alienfish]

Bit worried they got my apartment number as my first/last name on the label, but the post code and my name is on there, so shrugs. Hopefully they'll get it.

 

[-Lumi-]

I somehow managed to hurt my shoulder the other day and it’s the worst. I made a doctors appointment but hopefully it feels better before then